
Clear opened my eyes for the umpteenth time tonight. Time has shown at half-hour one night. He could not sleep because he was still thinking about Gara's offer this afternoon. Bening was also confused by the decision he would give to Gara tomorrow. However, thinking about his family in the village who is also in distress at this time, Bening's heart so shaky. Because I want a child. Because she wants to buy her womb through marriage. He looked at the calendar sitting next to his bare bed. In three months he will have his eighteenth birthday. If he accepts Gara's offer, he will give up his bachelor's life at such a young age, seventeen.
It is clear that there are rice fields, houses and valuables that no longer exist in the village. Especially now that both parents have not received a new contract to be able to live comfortably. Clear heart was filled, did God have outlined this to complete his sense of devotion to father and mother? Also God has outlined meeting with Gara and finally conceiving the boy?
Isn't Bening still so young to be pregnant? But the offer he got and could benefit both sides certainly came not twice. Then Bening also seems unwilling if Gara later even took the remaining path at the boundary of the dead end he met. Bening was afraid that Gara would actually hire psk to contain the seeds.
"Mr Gara from a respectable family, he can't do that" he sighed softly. "But does that mean I have to accept an offer from Mr. Gara to contain the seeds?"
The clear is still dominated by confusion. He did not know what to do, as time continued to move forward and he had promised Gara an answer tomorrow. Then Bening was like a jerk with Gara who made the decision to marry him in order to have children, was the plan already known by Revi? Would the young mistress be willing to see her husband share with another woman?
"Young lady, I did not intend to seize your position but I also did not have the heart with Mr. Gara who was heartbroken asking me to be able to get a child, he said, also whenever I hear the great madam tell me about how much she wants to have grandchildren from lord Gara and also I am not a hypocrite, I want to make my family happy, young mistress, young mistress, she said, I'm sorry to you but it looks like I'll accept all the offers given by Mr. Gara."
Bening stared far ahead, his gaze glaring. He does not know what reaction Revi will give later but Bening has established himself to accept everything that has been offered by Gara.
"May my decision tomorrow be a good one for me, madam also young master and all." Soon enough, Bening closed his eyes, trying to get drowsiness so that tomorrow he could be more powerful facing Revi as well as the young master who would hear the answer from him.
Tomorrow morning, after Bening finished his dawn, he was back struggling with the kitchen and he cleaned the entire room. When he just wanted to make a low-fat milk belonging to Revi, Gara who just came down the stairs was seen approaching him to the kitchen.
"You don't have to serve Revi breakfast, he didn't come home last night, Bening."
Bening nodded, while saving the milk box back into the kitchen cabinet. Then, Bening began to busy preparing breakfast for Gara who was already waiting at the dining table. None of the two are speaking at the moment. The mood suddenly became awkward.
"Sit here, you know what I'm going to talk to you about."
Clear paused the move to return to the kitchen, now that Bening's attention was entirely Gara's. He was already sitting in front of the man who was also looking at him intensely and expectantly.
"You certainly know what answer I want to listen to, Bening. And I hope you've thought about it carefully. I also hope you don't disappoint me."
Clear tongue feels muddy, he does not know what to say to Gara, but last night he was so sure to say yes to the man. However, this moment was somehow suddenly struck by a sense of doubt. But for the sake of seeing Gara who was so begging him, Bening finally steeled his heart to nod.
"You agreed?" ask Gara with a sparkling view.
Once again Bening nodded.
"Tell me, Bening, so that I can be sure that you really approve of everything I offered you yesterday."
"I accept it, Mr. Gara, according to our agreement yesterday."
"I'm so glad to hear that. I hope you understand my situation. I promise you, Bening, I will realize all your wishes including the welfare of your family life in the village there. I just need your willingness to conceive my son."
Bening was no longer able to reply, he just nodded. After this, he did not know what to do. It will follow the flow into which life will take it. By this time, she had realized that she would soon serve Gara not only as a maid or housekeeper, but she would also serve Gara as a wife serves her husband. And for some reason, seeing that Gara was so happy, Bening was also happy. He could only smile and let Gara grab his fingers and hold them tightly.