
Asha was pleased with the presence of the precious people by her side when she woke up from her sleep, for Asha this was something very precious to her. Asha who had thought the presence of her friends at the door was just her dream turned out to be an unexpected reality. Asha and her friends chatted except for Ehan who was standing in the distance who gave a gesture of not wanting to disturb her making Asha smile a little bitterly, because he has not been able to adjust his current situation to the circumstances he has.
"Asha, we're going home because it's time to go home,"
"If we were still in this place right now without the permission of the parents and were known by the parents then they would be worried about all of us,"
"Therefore we will go home first and maybe tomorrow we have to go back to the academy because it has been too long a permit,"
"To be able to see you awake is already very grateful for us being able to go home quietly," said Grace who hugged Asha back before leaving the Aelfraed mansion
After a few minutes the two hugged longing, Grace and the other two allowed to return home to Ehan. The three of them went through the door until the back door was closed no longer visible, the room became very quiet as it left the two people without anyone starting any conversation.
Asha is confused as to what she wants to start talking to Ehan because she herself woke up from a long sleep and just talked to Grace, Ian and Dain. Asha was confused what to ask first to the male figure in front of her, despite the confusion, she still feels a sense of guilt because Ehan has to sit on a wheelchair to save herself from the danger that might take her own life.
Suddenly a voice called out to Asha who lowered her head as she thought about many things regarding the male figure that was always there for her.
"Asha, I'm sorry for being so possessive that I hurt you and thank you for helping me and being treated,"
"I'm very grateful to be cared for by you, when it's very clear you're busy taking care of all the work as a potential family heir," said Ehan who was seriously staring straight at Asha who was sitting on the bed
The short speech from Ehan made Asha clench her hands tightly and still in the same position that was bowed and silent. Asha did not know what to say to the figure of the man in front of him to start the conversation after that speech, it was very difficult to start when he himself also made the quarrel.
"There's no need to talk a lot, if you really don't want to talk to me right now,"
"I'm also finished, there's still work, so Asha rest until she recovers completely," ehan said with a bitter smile looking at Asha who did not turn her head or look at her face that was talking but she understood enough that the current female figure in front of her did not want to talk to her
Asha who had been silent since then listened to Ehan's words and then listened to the sound of the wheelchair being pushed around, turning, it was by reflex that he prevented the wheelchair from turning so that Ehan would not leave him immediately because he still wanted to talk to Ehan, even though it was very heavy the word came out of his throat.
Ehan who sensed that his wheelchair had stopped immediately turned to the figure behind him. The figure of Asha stopping her wheelchair made herself understand the situation, she then turned back towards Asha and waited for herself to speak.
A few minutes had passed but not yet had Asha put out her words stuck in her throat, Asha felt very strange because she could not speak with the words that had been arranged in her mind even though she herself had tried to say the word.
"I'm..."
"Because I always try to run away and be selfish with myself without thinking about you, while you always sacrifice for me until now you always take care of me,"
"And I myself did not help you much or think seriously about the statement you said," asha said with stammering eyes and cold hands because she was very nervous in speaking honestly to the male figure she had not dared to look at at this time
Out of nowhere a hand clasping the hand of Asha who was cold due to nervousness in speaking, the figure was seen trying to calm Asha even though he did not look at her face. Asha is certainly confused at this time to the man in front of her is so concerned with her, until it is always there for her.
"Asha, I did it because I wanted to not for love reasons even if you don't love me,"
"I'll keep doing it because this isn't a love excuse,"
"I do hope that my feelings that I express can be tapped into your heart, but I don't want to force you to accept me,"
"Whenever you need or want to accept me, I will gladly be ready for you even if this one life is given to you," said Ehan who sat in a wheelchair and grasped the cold hand of Asha although not in view with a gentle and sincere smile
Asha does feel guilty because it always depends on a male figure who is not necessarily his feelings for the figure, he said, but he himself was also always suddenly helped by the figure of the man even though he did not ask for it. If asked whether the heart of Asha is moved, of course, the answer is yes because Ehan is always there for himself even though he does not tell if he himself needs him, but he himself is afraid to start a relationship with a man who will make himself reoccur to the dark memories of the past.
Asha's tears trickled as she listened to the gentle speech and gaze that might be shown from the male figure that was in front of her, although he did not see directly what facial expression Ehan would show Asha. Asha's tears continued to flow not stopping without knowing the clear reason of himself why he was crying or shedding tears.
"Asha, you don't have to force yourself at all if you can't say anything,"
"I understand it is very heavy for you," said Ehan this time patting Asha's shoulder to calm Asha who was crying non-stop without looking at her face
"Ehan, I'm sorry,"
"I'm a selfish person,"
"And why do you still want to be with an ice-hearted woman like me?"
"Even though I have known and held back dozens of times?"
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