Carnations, My Pay Wife
Memories of the Past
Without Cantika realizing he was so enjoying the food feed from Gilang, it felt so delicious mixed with a comfortable and calm feeling.
"*What kind of feeling is this, why now I feel so calm sitting next to him. whereas I'm very sure hate this brengxxxx man.
Is it because you son.., you want to always be near your father.don't be like this, son, you can torture mother.... because after you're born later we'll be away from this man*.
Cantika continues to bathe while stroking her stomach which still looks flat, but looks filled.
Gilang noticed the behavior of Cantika who stroked his stomach, felt his heart tremble to want to touch and join stroking, slowly but surely the hand touched the hand of Cantika who moved, that reflex made Cantika startled and pushed Gilang's body rough the bad shadow as if spinning back in the girl's memory.
"Beyond you evil man.., and never try to touch me and my baby" with a high volume tone and stared intently at Gilang, followed by Cantika's tears that slid
Gilang fixated on staring at Cantika, not expecting the girl still harboring deep trauma, Gilang felt guilty terbesit regretting his depraved actions, along with feeling the pain that was very sad
"Aaahhkg.., rubbing her face rough.why does this guilty feeling come to torment me now, originally I thought it would be calm and content to have made her and her family like this, like this, but now this feeling continues to terrorize me and shackle me wherever I go"
Gilang again tried to master the situation....,,
"Cantika ..., I'm sorry, believe that I won't hurt you. Remember that now there is my flesh and blood in your body, I just want to touch it. Please trust me Cantika. throw away your bad thoughts now" Gilang tried as calmly as he could speak
"From now on I can't be a weak woman anymore"
"I know Cantika my mistake and this regret will not bring things back.but please, learn a little to open the door to my forgiveness, I demand nothing more than that, and hold my word"
Seeing the reaction of Cantika who was worried and confused, Gilang came down from the sofa, rested right in front of Cantika, slowly Gilang's hand forward trying to hold both hands Cantika.
There was no rejection from the Cantika she let her hand be grasped by Gilang, and rubbed her gently.
"Once again I'm sorry, for all of it. And back to being the old Cantika again. Cantika who is cheerful and chatty. still remember ngak when you were a child first, you always nosy to bother me if I was with your brother, and I will chase and tickle you" Gilang tries to open the sheets of their happy past
The memories again revolved beautifully in his memory, once Mr. Husein and papa Cantika had the same project, and Gilang often went with his papa even almost every day he met Cantika and Larasati. and playing in a tree house located not too far from the project of both his parents. back then they were really happy
Gilang did not expect his selfishness and anger made him forget himself and could do so to Cantika.
Cantika raised his face to look at Gilang, looking for solemnity from the man's words or just a trap for wanting the baby he contained, given the threat of the Gilang family that will pass all family assets on to his successor.
"No. no. I must not get caught up with his words" turned his face away from Gilang's gaze as if to knock down Cantika's defenses