
CHRISTIA AMBER POV
I can't believe I married a man as good as Louis, I'm so grateful to be a part of his life.
In this Winter Country there is warmth brought by Louis.
To be honest Louis was a man whose attitude was cold, uncaring, but he had a huge affection towards small children.
Like when I was teaching the school children, there was a smile of warmth that appeared on Louis's face, and the children also liked her a lot.
"Sir gulu this how it is" said one of the children asked.
Louis came to the boy's seat smiling "which part don't you understand?" louis asked and taught the boy to understand.
After the boy understood Louis was rubbing the boy's hair.
"Thank you gulu" said the boy with a smile.
"Kids if you don't understand, you can ask the teacher.Don't be afraid to ask! if you're afraid you'll get lost on the road" Louis said.
"If we don't dare to ask then we won't get information about something that makes us curious" I continued to explain in detail what Louis meant.
"Hem let's learn while playing" he continued.
The children screamed happily, and a faint smile appeared on Louis's face.
Without me noticing it, I gave her more attention than just an ordinary friend.
I want to see her smile again and again.
And again I have a secret that I really don't want to tell her.
I was proposed to by Viscount Baul Chester. I was very close to Louis. By the time I was 19 and the Viscount who was very much older than me.
He also has a 3-year-old son. Of course I rejected her proposal because I wasn't ready to get married and I didn't love her either.
I want a marriage that happens because of the intertwining of romance and love between a lover, I do not want to be married while I am able to find a good lover for me.
My parents also agreed if I refused it, and if I did not want to.I have the right to refuse.But Viscount Baul Chester's face looked very angry because I rejected his proposal at that moment.
"Christia..what's your reason for rejecting my proposal? do you love another man?" say it while bowing down annoyed.
"My reason is because I don't love you, and I already have a man I love" I said simply.
Then he attacked by holding my shoulder to shake it violently.
"YOU HAVE TO MARRY ME, I LOVED YOU FOR A LONG TIME, I CAN'T STAND STILL WHEN YOU'RE CLOSE TO ANOTHER MAN" she shouted in front of me.
"Who is that guy? is that the knight you love?" he said with a threatening smile.
I was quite surprised at his actions, my parents dragged him out of the house.
"How dare you be so rude to my son" said Christia's father and slapped the Viscount.
The Viscount held her cheek in a slap and shouted "YOU WILL REGRET SLAPPING ME" said the Viscount.
"I won't regret it, I'm relieved to see your jerk nature come out because my son rejected you" said Christia's father.
"If only my daughter had accepted you, somehow my daughter's fate would have been with your rude behavior" she said.
The viscount clucked in annoyance then walked out from before us with harsh words coming out of his mouth.
"I swear I won't be silent if he hurts you" said Christia's father.
Not long after that Louis proposed to me and arrived when I married Louis. So beautiful is the wedding preparation designed by me and Louis. I look pretty nervous about the crowd at the show.
Louis occasionally tries to calm me down "You nervous?" ask her while chuckling.
I looked at her in annoyance "a-I'm not nervous" I said as I threw my face away.
Louis clasped my hand tightly and said "i'm here so you don't have to be nervous" he smiled at me and looked back at the sky.
I just looked at him and looked up at the sky and said "yes" I said with a smile.
The happy news came and it turned out I was pregnant, if asked if I was happy is not of course I am very, very happy, what else Louis, is, I was imagining what would happen if Louis found out I was pregnant.
And sure enough, he cried like a child. Very amusing. After 9 months pregnant. Louis also cried when I gave birth, Louis continued to hold my hand tightly while praying for my smoothness during the process of giving birth.
I gave birth to a beautiful and funny baby girl. Louis and I agreed to name her "Natasha Katelyn".
I pray that my daughter will be a strong, great, and loving child to her parents and those around her.
Life is not always beautiful.
Me and Natasha were heading to the room, but somehow the Viscount came in and pulled my arm.
The viscount came to see me with all the threats and swearing he made.
I hugged Natasha tightly in my arms. At the time, Louis was not at home.
The viscount came with as many requests as he wanted, winter stones and Natasha. I remembered the group of men who came and also wanted the stone.
What don't-don't? yes, I can only guess. I think that they have a connection to this.
I brushed off his arm and said, "What do you want from my son?" I said and stared hard at him.
"Of course, the power that you put down to your son" said the Viscount.
"K-KAUUU" I shouted then suddenly Viscount took out a knife from his pants pocket and pointed the knife at Natasha.
"NOKK" I blocked his knife with my hand, the sharp object hurt my hand so deeply.
I endured the pain and immediately brought Natasha from this dangerous situation.
But the knife floated and stuck right in my chest.
"Aghhh" I saw blood coming out of my chest, it was a little blood on Natasha's face that I was carrying.
I made sure that he was okay "N-boy you have to survive" I said and tried to run as hard as possible.
The blood pouring out everywhere made me lose half of my vision "Hold on" I said until I reached Natasha's room.
I hope that the Viscount does not approach me and hinder me from saying the last words to my son.
I put Natasha into the baby box while tightly hugging Natasha inside her.
"N-son mother is very sorry to involve you in this" I said as she sobbed "Be a strong child, mother will always be beside you even in your heart" tightness in my chest.
"Mother still wants to be with you, mother does not want to leave you, mother wants to see you mature, even though mother died.Mom will keep you from afar" I said.
Christia's gaze blurred and she fell on the floor, she faintly heard a scream.
"CHRISTIANAAA"