CHASING A DREAM HUSBAND
Disillusioned

Since last night leaving Natasha in the room, Yoga did not talk much to his wife. Frankly she felt disappointed by Natasha's unwilling open attitude about the problems that happened with her boutique, moreover she instead trusted other men to help solve her problems.

This afternoon, after college as usual he was about to pick up Natasha for lunch, to be honest he also could not bear to linger angry at Natasha. He misses ticking and teasing his beautiful wife, and of course he misses touching her too. But when his matic motorbike enters the Alexa Butique page, his heart is made to mess up when he sees a luxury car parked there. He knew whose car it belonged to. After parking his motorbike, with wide strides he rushed into the boutique.

Yoga even passed by Sinta who greeted him, until he was now at Natasha's office door. His eyes were sharp as he saw his wife talking to a man he feared might interfere with his relationship with Natasha, even though he knew she was Natasha's older cousin.

Yoga's eyes were widened to see Natasha stroking Gavin's arm, then Gavin clasping his hand and even pulling Natasha's nose. Not to mention when their fingers were intertwined and what made her chest churn was when Natasha naturally thrust her body to Gavin's touch. The aura of Yoga's face looks dark, the look in his eyes is full of emotion, his palms are clenched, especially when he finds out that Gavin is the one who paid all Agatha's money to help Natasha. He felt like he meant nothing to his wife.

" So you're more comfortable accepting someone else's help than your own husband?" the sound of yoga is cold.

Natasha and Gavin who were hugging were gasping, they immediately broke their arms, even Natasha immediately got up to her husband.

" Yoga ...?" Natasha looks misbehaved, she looks like a wife who was caught cheating on her husband.

" You trust him more to solve your problems than me, right?!" Natasha could already see the anger from the glare of Yoga's eyes and face.

" M-not so Yoga, I-I didn't mean it that way, Ga." Natasha tried to stroke Yoga's hand to ease her husband's emotions, but Yoga quickly brushed her off.

" You're even willing to have your body touched by another man, because what? In return he helped you?! Yoga's words really make Natasha's heart hurt.

" Jeez, Yoga ... Do you think so, anyway? Gavin's sister is my cousin's sister," argued Natasha did not accept the accusation Yoga earlier.

" I'm sorry, you seem to have misunderstood, what you saw just now is not what you think," Gavin tried to explain the misunderstanding.

" You, don't once again dare to look face to face in front of my wife!!" Yoga motioned towards Gavin's face.

" Yoga, you don't do this, Brother Gavin is sincere how help me ..." Natasha keeps trying to straighten out Yoga misunderstandings.

" Sincerely said you? Didn't you realize he dared to touch you? Have you forgotten that this man is the cause of this problem?! Did you forget because of his love for you, until he betrayed his wife?!" bentak Yoga.

" I never betrayed Agatha, because I didn't really have any love for her" Gavin said.

" No love? are you just after his treasure?!" sindir Yoga smiled cynically.

" Yoga stop!! You don't just talk about Brother Gavin, he's not who you're accusing." Natasha was made furious at the attitude of Yoga.

" Oh .. Now that you've started defending him, because he's already spent twenty-five billion, then you deserve to defend him? And you believe the reason she married without love? If he doesn't love his wife why would he marry her if it wasn't for matter, huhh?!" the sound of Yoga sounded cynical.

" What's wrong with marrying without love? Are we married because we have love? If it wasn't for papa asking, we wouldn't have gotten married like we are today!" natasha was upset.

Yoga and Gavin gasp at Natasha's honesty about her marriage. Yoga did not expect that his wife would open a story about the beginning of her marriage, while Gavin was astonished, seeing the interaction between the two of them during this time together feels strange for him if his sister and sister-in-law were married without being based on love.

" Oh .. So since you think we're married without love then you can cheat, can you?" bentak Yoga.

" Jeez, who's cheating, Yoga?!" natasha's eyes have begun to heat up, the accusations made by Yoga make it difficult to hold back her tears.

" Yoga, enough!! Once you accused me of that .." The tears finally broke on Natasha's cheek.

" I think I'd better stay away, I hope you guys solve your problems with a cool head." Gavin steps towards Yoga. " I may have been wrong, but believe me, right now I'm sincerely helping my sister" Gavin patted Yoga on the shoulder but quickly got rid of her.

" Sister go home first, Alexa. Don't hesitate to call ...."

" No need to bother you to take care of my wife," ketus Yoga coldly.

Finally, Gavin stepped away leaving a married couple who are currently being overcome by emotions.

" Why would you rather accept her help than me?! Is it because I don't have as much money as him, huhh?! I can ask papih if I say for your business capital in Bogor, surely papih will help, but you refuse on the grounds of mamih."

Natasha simply closed her eyes as she swallowed her saliva facing the questions of Yoga while her tears continued to flow down her smooth cheeks.

" I'm your husband, Natasha. Although he is blood with you, but the one who is more entitled to you is me, more than your own parents!"

" Looking at you choosing someone else to tell you about your problems, I felt as if I wasn't considered a husband. Seeing you choose someone else to help you, I felt I was not valued as a husband. And when that other person managed to help you, I really felt like a failure and did not function as your husband. Then what have you considered me all this time, Natasha?! What function am I only able to accept biological needs so that I am considered incapable of carrying out my birth obligations and my responsibilities as a husband?!"

Natasha looked at her husband's disappointed face, while her tears would not stop flowing.

" Am I being too selfish if I just want me to be your helper god? Am I being too selfish if I don't want another man to touch my wife? Did I want that too much?"

" Honestly I am very disappointed with you Natasha, with not your openness to your problems to me, then what function do we get married? What is my function as your husband??Do you think I can only share the fun in bed?!"

" I'm really very disappointed .." said Yoga before leaving Natasha who was sobbing to hear all the words and the departure of Yoga from his presence.

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