
Trying to be strong in front of our loved ones is not easy. Moreover, the person continues to tell the figure of others who are loved. Could it be in the shadows, how is the pain?
Talking at length with Alvaro made Alina relieved.
From the beginning Alina did think that the former Haidar woman was Meilla, but it turns out she was wrong.
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"Lo won't be able to see her Lin." Said slowly.
The stream heard him it instantly looked at alvaro with a puzzled look.
"You mean?"
"He's dead Lin." Said alvaro, there was a sad tone there and it was very clearly heard by Alina.
Alina who heard that fact was immediately shocked, even her breathing had stopped for a few seconds. Alina's gaze to Alvaro changed, who was initially confused into feeling guilty. Alvaro looked very sad and it was visible from his eyes.
"Var sorry, I don't know." Alina said slowly.
Alvaro nodded, "it's okay Lin."
"But I can do it again? Or do you mind answering my question?" Alina wants to know more about Haidar's ex.
"Lo wants what? If I knew I would answer."
"Whose first girl was her name?"
"Name her, Diana. Cheerful girl is equally rich Lo, all mannerisms and properties are exactly rich lo Lin."
A very surprising fact, right? If the nature and behavior of Diana is the same as Alina why did Haidar not accept Alina?
"But the difference is, the one who pursues it is Haidar." Alvaro again told me what makes Diana different from Alina.
Alina sighed, "Maybe that's what makes Haidar can't open his heart to me, Diana the girl that Haidar is after while he's here I'm chasing him without shame."
Alvaro stroked Alina's head, "don't be sad, you're the one who wants to know about Diana."
Alina nodded then smiled softly, "if you may know, what did she die of?"
Alvaro was silent for a long time, as if remembering what had made Diana die at that time.
"Accident." Answer's short.
"Diana must be a very perfect girl yes, until you feel so sad."
Alvaro nodded, "very, this is one of the causes of my same Haidar fight until now!"
"You're Diana's name?
Alvaro nodded, "the first one is close to Diana, but somehow Haidar was still approaching Diana. Various ways Haidar lakain for dapetin Diana, until finally they date and I lose."
Alina stroked Alvaro's back slowly, "what's because this is you? You mean to want revenge bales with Haidar?" Alina asked carefully afraid of making Haidar offended.
Alvaro quickly shook his head, "gue really likes lo sincere Lin, early time yes I think so but believe me Lin, now I really like lo Lin." Alvaro is honest.
"Diana must be very lucky to be loved by two sincere men at once, not my poor rich."
Alvaro took over Alina's hand and held her tightly, "Lin Lo is luckier because you are still in good health with God until now."
"It's not like Diana had to leave before her ideals materialized." Alvaro said while remembering the moments when Alvaro was close to Diana first.
Alina nodded in agreement with Alvaro's remark earlier, she should be more grateful for it instead of comparing him.
"Alvaro can I ask you one more thing?"
Alvaro nodded and smiled.
"Diana was in an accident because of what?"
Did not expect Alvaro tears down just after hearing the question, the departure of Diana at that time made him shut himself up for a week because he did not expect.
Alina who saw Alvaro crying immediately wiped her tears with her hand that was not held.
"Alvaro, sorry. Then you are not strong western answer, no need to answer. I understand how it feels." Alina felt guilty.
"Lo can ask Haidar about this Lin, because he knows more about the accident." Alvaro said honestly, because he knew only Diana had an accident and made her die while on the way to the hospital.
Alina only nodded partially in response, she could not force Alvaro because it would make Alvaro even more sick considering the events of that time.
"Lin, now li already know how the figure of Diana? What will you do after this?" Ask Alvaro.
"Var, if for example I will fight for Haidar later you will how? Will Lo get revenge again with Haidar?"
Alvaro looked back at Alina intensely and further tightened the grip on her hand.
"Life is Lin's choice, and you deserve it. If I wanted to maksa lo, it would be my practice now before you go back to fight for Haidar."
"But I can't mean lo, because something forced isn't good?" Alvaro said with his adult mind.
Alina smiled, "But you won't be vengeful again Haidar right?"
Alvaro shook his head, "We're all grown up Lin, Lin I don't want this hostility to continue to drag on. But inget one thing Lin, if li had given up you can come back to me again, I just. Always waiting for Lin." Said Haidar full of sincerity.
Alina shook her head, "can't be Var, you have to live your life. You can not fixate on me who knows when that time will come, I can not promise you. You also have the right to choose var, I don't want to be a burden because you always wait for me rich gini."
"It's the same people who can't thicken your feelings that hurt Tah Var, and I don't want to lose sight of it. Lo good guy, you adults must be a lot of who want to be the same lo."
Alvaro nodded in understanding the meaning of Alina's words, "yes understand Alina is beautiful, I'll find a boyfriend after this." Said Alvaro while chuckling softly.
Alina's free hand stretched out Alvaro's hair with a smile.
"But inget, after having a girlfriend never get cocky to me huh."
Now replace Alvaro who rubbed the head of Alina, "Lo will remain my priority, just calm down. Whenever you need me, I'll come."
The two laughed together, I don't know what was funny. After that they left the shop after paying for the ice they had ordered. It turns out they have been in the store long enough, thankfully it is not evicted by the owner hehe.