Chasing Love Husband Cold
The Wounds of the Past

"No!!."

Alan was aghast, he woke up and looked at Dilara who was sleeping beside him. The pair of female eyes were closed but her lips were screaming. Saying the word 'no' with a cold sweat that has soaked part of his face. Maybe the girl was delirious. The current incident reminds Alan of the incident a few days ago, when Dilara screamed and seemed frightened in his sleep but he let it go.

Alan touched Lara's cheek, trying to wake her up slowly.

"Malays, Lara. Open your eyes, what's wrong with you?."

"No!, go!." Lara shouted again with her eyes still closed. He tried to shake Alan's hand that touched part of his face. "Go."

Alan started to get confused and worried. He again shook Lara's cheek, this time harder until the woman woke up.

"Huh," said Dilara who has now started to open her eyes. His breathing is irregular, his chest goes up and down and the sweat that continues to flood throughout the body. When you wake up, inching to pull yourself to lean your back on the head of the bed.

Alan could see Lara's wet face filled with sweat. Spontaneously the man raised his hand but Lara who regained consciousness the night away. His body trembled in fear while Alan did not want to commit violence.

"Lara, what's wrong with you, nightmares?."

A pair of Dilara's eyes narrowed, her ears seemed tingled listening to Alan's question which actually wanted to make him laugh. But wait, why does Alan sleep with her, doesn't he usually sleep in the guest room?. Lara remembers, last night the door to the room she left unlocked, it's possible that Alan barged in and slept next to her. But why, is not the man disgusted at him until he continues to tease, begging to be touched because Alan is like not willing to touch it.

"I-I, it's okay," replied Dilara trying to control herself. He didn't want to look pathetic in front of Alan. "Honey, are you sleeping here, with me?."

Alan immediately gawked and cleared his throat before answering Dilara's question.

"N-no," Alan argued. "I went into your room because of your screaming voice. I got distracted and came in here to wake you up."

Really true?.

Dilara just nodded faintly. In silence, Alan glanced at Lara's facial expression. It seems that the woman believed her words, when last night she was sleeping with Dilara, in one bed the same as the position of the body touching each other.

"Em, drink first." Alan, who tried to distract Dilara, asked her to drink a glass of water that was already on the nightstand. Alan put out a glass of water and Lara accepted. The woman drank some stout because the dream that had just been experienced was like draining all energy. The dream was real and made her tired.

"Sleep again" Alan said. "I'll be out, good night." After saying that the man left. While Dilara, the woman looked at the back of the husband who began to move away. There is another feeling in Dilara so getting a little attention that she has never had during the marriage age. After the incident that night, Alan changed slightly better at him, only he felt afraid. Afraid that Alan's change would only be to cover up a cover, where Alan might not be better than Grandpa who was just using himself for a purpose.

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Why did he have to come again after so many years of leaving?.

When some nights he was always haunted by nightmares, why did the woman who came in his dream really appear before his eyes?.

Dahlia, a troublemaking female figure in the residence of Dilara's sisters, is indeed Dilara's biological mother.

Cih, is it still appropriate for the woman to be called a biological child after neglecting her six young sons in the streets, for the sake of a newly known man?.

Some nights this Dilara can't sleep well. Somehow his childhood life when he got violence from his mother actually appeared in a dream. In the past, he had experienced trauma because often the mother did violence to him. Countless number of lashes, blows and pinches Dilara can every day when returning home without money.

Dilara was only ten years old when her father died. His family lost its backbone which certainly affected the family economy. In the first year after the death of her husband, Dahlia was still keen to work odd jobs to connect her life and feed her children. But for education, Dahlia raised her hands until some of her children actually dropped out of school, especially Dilara.

The second year after the death of her husband, Dahlia began to cringe. He was tired and wanted to give up. He could not make any more money and began to be rude to his children even though the boys had done nothing wrong.

The climax when Dahlia is reunited with a man who claims to be single and wants to marry her. Dahlia began to darken her eyes. He does not care about children especially to find money. In his head only contains about one man and how to be able to live alone without burdened by children.

One incident that Dilara could not forget in a lifetime when Dahlia left him and his brothers on a bridge. Dahlia had said if she wanted to leave for a while but also advised her to take care of the sisters until Dahlia returned.

The man came, piggybacking on Dahlia, until the motor driven by two men drove and disappeared at the intersection.

Whose heart is not broken. 13-year-old Dilara is forced to mature faster than her actual age. Shoulder a great responsibility, to support and raise his five younger siblings.

Sena's cry, Dilara's youngest sister made the girl's tears shed even more profusely. Sena was still drinking Asi Dahlia when she was left behind. At the same place, Dilara knelt down and reached her five younger siblings. The children were crying and hugging. Some vehicles that passed by, just staring at him questioningly without anyone willing to approach what else to ask.

"Why else would you come after leaving us?."

Dilara m eremas sheet of paper until it forms a circle. His pair of eyes stared intently out the bedroom window while his teeth rubbed against each other. Dilara. The appearance of Dahlia is like opening wounds and past traumas.

Now his sister's life has been fulfilled. Then why did his mother come back or maybe the man made his mother come back.

"Is it possible that the man left Mom after getting bored?." Dilara. It is like laughing at your mother if what she thinks is true.

"I wonder, after being rejected did Madih Mother dare to come or would she instead come to this house?." If you see the lunge of the mother, do not rule out the possibility that the woman will find out about her.

"So where would he know if I put my sisters in that house?." Yeah, that's a big question for Dilara right now. Where did his mother live during this time was not Dilara know but why easily Mother knows where she lives?.

Tbc.