
How it should
made you fall for me
I wrote a million poems
convince you to return my love
Should I die because of you
locked up in sadness all the time
should ruin my life
only for the love that might kill me
stop my heart pulse
without you knowing how holy my heart is
to have you
Is sincerity
in the trough of your soul knocked me
teach you the language of feeling
your heart will no longer freeze
I should have done it because of you
buried in sadness all the time
I should have given up my life
only for the love that might kill me
stop my heart pulse
without you knowing how holy my heart is
to have you
There is no room in your heart
which I can still stop by
just a coolie when I wither
I've been waiting for you the whole time
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Vera cried while hugging her knees. A song still runs from his phone. The song Bryan sent for her along with a message,
"I hope this song represents all my feelings for you. Everything I wanted to tell you. Like the song I was even willing to die because of you. I want to make amends for all my mistakes with you. Healing the wounds I have made in your heart. Until you open your heart to me. And like the song, I'll be waiting for you all the time. Forgive me and give me a chance"
"Love you Altania Vera"
Vera was crying in her room. He was allowed to go home. With a series of messages from the obgyn doctor who treated him. Fortunately she was alone because Tania went to work and promised to go home for lunch.
"Why? Wh why? When I want to forget you, you come closer. Makes me worry, aarrggghhhh" cried Vera frustrated.
***
Bryan squeezed the sheet of paper in his hand.
"So all this was Mama" he said furious.
A package came that morning to BA Management's office. The package was intended for him. When he opened it. It contains reports of embezzlement and evidence that his office's financial statements have been manipulated in such a way.
Bryan obviously wanted to curse. But cook yes he put his own mother "asshole". Although the reality is so.
Both of his hands could only clench firmly restraining his anger. She wanted to report her mother to the police but she couldn't bear it. Until his anger was diverted when his phone rang.
"Unknown number"
Bryan frowned. In the end, the call was received as well.
"Yes?"
"Have you accepted?"
"Jayden Lee?"
"Yes, it's me"
"Why did you send me something like that?"
"Because I want your permission to put your mother in jail" Jayden said.
"But...
"You can't bear it?"
Silent moment.
"Look at the last file"
Bryan looked for her. His eyes were perfectly rounded as soon as he saw what was there.
"How's it?"
"Do what you want" Bryan said in the end.
His eyes were still flushed with anger. Staring at some of the files on the brown envelope.
"Don't regret it. I will not withdraw my report. If I put the files in the police station"
"I don't care about him anymore" Bryan replied with teeth chattering.
"Good then. One over. Your father will be present as a witness"
"What?"
***
The afternoon. Vera tried to get down to the park. Tania was just accompanying him to lunch. Back to the office. And promised to bring me Bogor's assinan if he came home later. Although Tania herself did not know where to look.
Vera for a moment took a walk through the beautiful green garden. Today he feels better. The morning sickness wasn't great this morning. The greenery cools his eyes and heart. A little calmed his troubled heart.
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"Vera..."
Vera took a slow breath.
Not angry. Bryan smiled instead. Hearing Vera calling her "Bry".
"I miss you" Bryan said.
"Go Bry. I don't want to see you"
"Rba,..."
"Listen to me Bry. I really don't want to see you"
"But Ra....
"Let me have my pregnancy in peace. Leave me alone" Vera said without looking at Bryan.
Tears filled her two eyes.
"Why don't you give me a chance? I will do anything to forgive you. Vera I beg you"
This time Vera could no longer stem her tears from hearing Bryan's words. He was hurt but loved this man too. But right now he really doesn't want to see Bryan. Seeing Bryan would only remind him of the dark night.
"You hurt me Bry. You're destroying me! Do you know that?" shout Vera.
Bryan was silent, seeing Vera crying.
"I knew. That's why let me make it up to you. Let me heal your wounds. Let me give you your heart back. Vera.." said Bryan grabbing Vera's hand.
Even slowly the man knelt before Vera. It made Vera cry even louder.
"I'm sorry Ra, I'm sorry. Give me a chance. Do whatever you want to you. Even you can hurt me or you can kill me if it makes you forgive me" Bryan said in tears.
Vera simply looked at Bryan kneeling before her. Grasping her hand tightly.
"Ra, I know I'm a jerk. I don't deserve you. You're too good for me. But I want to fix myself. To be better, for you and for our children" Bryan said.
Hearing the word "child", Vera immediately brushed Bryan off.
"My son doesn't have an asshole like you!" said Vera spicy.
Then left Bryan who was still kneeling. Without changing his position. Tears still flowed down Bryan's cheeks.
"Is that what you hate about me?" bryan.
Staring at Vera who had entered the apartment lobby.
"Give him time" said someone patting his shoulder softly.
"I don't think I've had a chance" Bryan said.
"Who said? The opportunity will always be there. You just have to wait for him or not"
"Wrong. In business the opportunity or opportunity is created not awaited. Wait for the opportunity to come. Ehhmm hunt's taken by people"
Bryan looked at Jayden and Sean who were standing in front of him.
"Iissh stands napa. I don't want you to worship" Jayden said.
"Campret lu. Who wants to worship you. It's tingling tofu. Help napa?" bryan oceh.
"Wrong by yourself. Pake show worship all" ketus Sean. Pulling Bryan's hand.
"Didramaticir bit cook can not. Let's touch it more. Time doesn't know" Bryan sneered.
"So this is all just acting. You're not sincerely sorry to Vera" Jayden said.
"Gue sincerely wants to return it to Vera. I'm not lying. If I lied. Mending you kill me" said Bryan seriously.
Jayden and Sean looked at each other.
"Kayakny the cassanova of this one has been converted. I've met the stone" whispered Sean.
Jayden nodded.
"What do you know now?" ask Jayden.
"Cap me. No more dipping here. I want to be a bokap too. Cook is still on a perverted path" Bryan said.
"The flow of perverted times" Sean chirped.
"Help me dong. Persuade Vera to apologize to me" Bryan asked.
"Idiih do not make the face look like that. I am disgusted by it. Where's Bryan the female conqueror. The one that changes girls every night" led by Jayden.
"I don't think he's" Bryan called back.
"That was" Jayden said.
"The same thing first. Now I'm penitent. Please help me napa. After this it's up to you to whatever my mother" said Bryan.
"Jiaahhh has become the son of her disobedience. It's up to us to do it" said Sean.
"Gue was disappointed with my mother. He could play with Brondong. Where are many more exes"
"It will be discovered where your talent comes from" ledek Sean again.
"Had cheatedekin guenya. I know, I'm a jerk. Baj****. Ill-mannered. But help me dong. I want to fix myself. For Vera's sake with my son. I do not accept it anyway. My son has a father model like you" said Bryan unconsciously
"Eehh asked to help me with nyolot. What do you mean our kayak model father" said Sean did not accept.
"Eehh sorry-sorry I was wrong. Please dong. Please" please Bryan.
Jayden and Sean take a breath at the same time.
"Okay, let's help. But there's a condition"
"It's not sincere to help him" Bryan grumbled.
"You don't want to be helped" Jayden said coldly.
"Yes. Want to" said Bryan forced.
"Okay, then we go straight to plan A" said Sean who got a nod from Jayden.
The two men looked meaningfully smiling at Bryan.
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