
Go that day…..
Morning I wake up as usual, children have not woken up silvy also not wake up. Let it go, it's still sleepy. Until 9, children have run away, but silvy kok is still sleeping.
“Ma.. maaa..” gw rocking body,
“Maaaaa” I started to panic.. Then I saw there was blood from his nose, gosh.. Gw shouted call employees gw, nyiapin car and gw carrying silvi in the car. High speed to the hospital. Arriving at the hospital, Silvi was taken to the ER, nurses and doctors checked, and decided he was taken to the ICU. I'm really scared. I called all the family, I sat in front of the ICU room, my tears didn't stop coming out. Where my mind went. I pray that my wife will not do anything.
There's about 6 hours of silvi in the ICU, then there's a doctor out.
“How is my wife?” ask gw
“Silvi's mother's condition is very weak sir, now it is stable. It will soon be conscious. Later can only go to kamar” said his doctor
“But the disease is how do doc?” ask gw
The doctor shook his head…
“We have tried our best sir, we just pray ya” said the doctor patted my shoulder. There I was so scared, I had to.
Then Silvi was moved to the room, the family was also on the dateng. We all wait for Silvi to wake up. Until he slowly opened his eyes.
“Paa..” whispered slowly
“Iya sayank..” gw approached him
“Hikss.” she cries
“Udah gapapa, ngpaen you sad” said I pecked his forehead
“Sorry me.. hiks” she's still crying
“You don't have to apologize son. You must be healed, spirit yes. Tu see Luna as Astrid, miss your nagging” said her mother silvi
“Hikss” silvi smiles at the little guy in the cradle of his grandparents. He's been put in a little oxygen hose with the same infusion.
“You are strong yes, definitely healed” said gw, heavy Iw say that, because the doctor has tried his maximum.
“Now you rest, we are all here really, not where to where” said I rubbed his forehead
“He ehh” he nodded and closed his eyes. Relatives of relatives came, some employees I also came. I actually want to bring grandma here, but she is also weak, like a long way.
Sorenya I'm still chatting with toto sir and mama.
“De how do doctors say?” ask them
“I can't say sir, hiks” is really tight
“Gosh..” mama also cried,
“Udah gapapa, we just pray. If indeed silvi can be cured will definitely be cured, but if it is ngak, we just advertise” said mr toto
“Yes sir, I can no longer squirm he suffers” said gw.
“Sstt.. silvi bangun” says father. I gripped my tears and approached him.
“Maem ya” whiskey gw
“Nak.. don't want” said
“Paa.”
“Iyaa, why”
“Phone anggie yes, ask him here” his word
“Anggie?”
“Iya, I miss the same she” said silvi. I'll take HP and call anggie, I'll tell you about silvi's condition. And he said he'd be here tomorrow.
“Tomped him here” said gw
“He ehh” said smile.
“Luna where pa?”
“Udah back home with Astrid, kasian they can not sleep here” said gw
“I kangen.” said
“Iya tomorrow here again, you are cured so let me go home” said gw
“Paaa..” he said slowly
“Iyaa”
“What... am I going to die?” said silvi, mama added sobbing,
“Gak is a syank, many who are sick worse than you, healed really. The doctor can definitely heal you” said gw
“But if I..”
“Hehe.. I love you, I love you guys” said silvi
“I.. yes.. syang” gw also back crying.
That day Silvi was still occasionally conscious, then slept again. I think the influence of drugs. The next morning the doctor checked. As usual he said, “we pray and keep ya”.. Then around 11 am silvi regained consciousness..
“How does she feel ma?” ask gw
“Pa.. My head hurts.”
“Iya I call her sister ya” I ask mama to call her nun
“I'm not strong. hiks” said crying..
“Paa, Luna mana, Astrid mana” said,
I took Luna with Astrid closer, went up to her mother's bed. They hugged their mother while sobbing.
“Mama home...mama” says Luna,
“Iya syank.. child mama most mama sayank.”
“Luna Astrid, moon of her star mama.. light her life mama.”
“Luna syank, you mama's son who is always cheerful, you must be diligent in school, do not like to volunteer your papa. Don't eat the weird weird, it should be the healthy ones huh. uhukk.. Later if it is already big do not like dating, the first school is real, get a job, just get married.. Find a good job, if you can be a doctor yes, hikss.. mama.. mama really want to see you wear a white uniform, you must be the most beautiful doctor.Hihi.”.
“Astrid syank, the mama's pinter son, the smartest. Take care of papa with your brother yes, you are a smart child, mama is sure you will succeed someday. Same with papa, don't be naughty. Remind your sister too that she's naughty.. School diligent yes syank, do not like nyemil, reduce the ice cream. Later your teeth are damaged lo. uhugg. mama also wants you to be a doctor. But whatever you want later, it's up to you to be grateful, so whatever mama will be proud of. You mama's boys, don't be sad when mama leaves. Always happy with papa.. Hicks.. Don't.. don't forget mama.”
Tears have continued to seep. I can't say anything, everyone in this room is crying.. Then there's a knock on the door and into the room, it turns out anggie came, he's the same 1 guy. It looked like his face, his brother at most.
“Silviii...” he directly approached silvi, while crying.
“You are strong yes, you must be cured” said anggie, emang anggie have long known the condition silvi.
“Gie.. is that your guy??” silvi said with a smile, she was still perfect
kidding, kidding,
“Hush!! That's Angga, my brother, he who ran earlier, until the airport directly we came here” said Anggie
“Gie.. I guess I'm not strong anymore” said silvi, anggie held his hand
“Ngak.. ngaakkk.. You must have recovered syank, you can not goiii” said anggie crying
“Gie.. I nitip children yes, I want you to feel like their own child, I beg” said silvi
“Iyaa syank, yaaa, I already consider them my son's son. I promise, all my life I'll take care of them. I promise..” said anggie in tears.
“Makasi gie, makasi... uhuk... aaaww” silvi rather meringiss.
“Susterrr I screamed open the door, where else did the old sister very, very,
“Paaa.. papaa.” silvi call gw
“Iya syank...” I sat next to his bed, the child still hugs him.
“Paa, my husband, my love, makasi have made me happy continue yes.sorry your wife can not nemenin you, can not nemenin you take care of our child, I am sorry, can not nemenin you enjoy our old days, sorryin. hikss.. i..hikss”.
“...” I can't speak, only tears come out
“Take care of our children, take care of them, love them, I'm sure you can be a good father.”
“I thank you guys..”
“Find a good mother for our child, who can nemenin you.” he said while holding my cheek, with the rest of his energy there, he was still trying to talk.
“No ma, I promise, no one will be able to replace you, I will not find anyone else” said I cried
“...” he smiles as his weak hand caresses the cheek
“No syank, you must be happy, you must be happy, advertising me go yes, advertising mama ya syank”
“Mama will always be in your heart.....” her eyes start to suck and no more words come out of her lips,
“Mamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..”.
“Silviiiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
The doctor came along with 2 sisters, they checked silvi's condition. Then quickly they move silvi to the push bed, silvi is brought again to the ICU, we are the same ngutin. I carry a child. We wait about 30 minutes outside, and the doctor comes out.
“We have done our best sir, mother has also struggled, but God has called her. Sorry sir”
“Deg...” the world seems to stop spinning, time feels stopped. Although I already know this will happen but I am not ready to lose my wife. I sat on the floor, leaning against the wall, hugging my son. Can I live my own life without silvi….?
But this has happened, said Silvi, we have to let him go. Claiming him, he had not suffered any more, he had calmed down in heaven.
“Sayank... keep us from there yes..we also always love mama”…….