CLBK Old Love Belom Kelar
CHAPTER 77

CHAPTER 77

"You jealous?" Juna asked with his threatening grin. 

"No, should I be jealous?" Emira replied coldly. 

"It doesn't have to be, but I'd rather you get jealous, it means you start feeling, start to fear loss, start not willing if I'm near another girl."

"Iiihhh ge er, no well, ga level, beware we have to prepare to the hospital." Emira tries to kink, and tries to escape from Juna's embrace. 

Juna again grinned, "have you forgotten, today is our schedule at twelve noon." 

"So what? I still have to get up early."

"Relax baby, here no mother-in-law will scold you if you wake up late, but instead, your husband will be happy if we wake up later than usual."

Emira still did not understand Arjuna's intention to say so, "what do you mean? Don't think weird, yeah," 

"Oh yeah, I'm not thinking weird, just thinking about what a couple should do,"

Emira shone a sharp look, her gaze immediately collided with the two glares of Juna's already foggy eyes, the man smiled, "well.. I want it, I don't need to explain it at length right? You must have understood the natural needs of a man, especially if he is married."

Emira froze instantly, not that she did not understand, especially after what happened that morning at her in-laws' house, she would not be able to dodge, even with pleasure she would give, he said, but he was in a state of chaos, after a painful scene last night, Arjuna had not even apologized, and gave an explanation, now could he behave as if he would be innocent, he said, even asking for her right as a husband, "no. You promised to wait for my readiness, now I'm not ready." Reject Emira firmly. 

"But until when, this has even been a month since our marriage, do you know how tormented I am?" 

"Bodo very," Emira threw away her face, even her tears dripped. 

"Darling you?" Juna asked frantically, "Okay okay I was wrong, I'm sorry how much you heard that made you misunderstand like this huh?" 

Emira did not answer, she just cried because she was so upset with her husband. 

Arjuna took off his grip, "you must have only heard some of it, right?" His whisper as Emira spills a cry in his arms.

Flashbacks 

Right after Emira closes the door and passes away, Arjuna takes off Ayu's embrace, the girl's face seems wet with tears, but Arjuna doesn't care, like it or not, Ayu must understand that things are different. 

"But I only want you, I don't want another man to be my side." Said Ayu who was still clinging to his wishes. 

"Sorry Yu, this time I have to be firm, I have become a married man, and most importantly I love him very much."

"Lied!!!" Ayu cried hysterically, "mas Juna just reasoned, right? As far as I know mas juna has no lover, even since long ago, mas Juna has never been close to a girl, including the real Moni actually likes mas Juna, but still mas Juna ignored, but still, it's strange if now mas Juna suddenly said he loved Mira very much, did mas Juna marry mbak Mira just because he wanted to get rid of me?" 

Arjuna rubbed his face rough, for a childish girl like Ayu, explaining to her just like writing on water, there would be no traces of her, maybe even she would not want to know, he said, as long as he gets what he wants. 

"The story is very long, maybe you won't even understand what's going on between us, one thing you should know, Emira is my first love, even after being separated for years, after being separated from me, in my heart there is still his name, and the universe supports all my desire to have him, I cannot back down, because I have to account for what I did to him."

Hearing the sentence of responsibility Ayu looked up at Juna. "What's? Responsibility? Don't don't don't you guys…"

"Whatever you think of me, I won't go into detail about what happened to us, but as an adult, we'll know the same, I never regretted that night, and I'll take responsibility."

Hearing Juna's explanation, Ayu's heart is getting broken, her crying becomes so, crying over her love that has gone away, years of holding love alone, apparently her waiting for years, ended up disappointed, tragic indeed, indeed, but Juna let the girl cry until she was satisfied, until she was tired and fell asleep. 

Flashback end

"I'm well aware, Ayu must be disappointed, hurt, languished, but my feelings can't be forced, you've been sitting in my heart for too long, maybe even hard to clean, sludge," Arjuna cupped Emira's cheeks, "i've said many times, I love you very much, plis don't avoid me anymore, let alone reject me. It's very painful, sorry if at the beginning we met, plis, I prejudiced you a lot, even underestimated you, but honestly, among the girls I interacted with, only you clearly dared to go against my words, even only you were able to tear down my selfishness, she said, many times my heart breaks, betraying my sweet and kind Miraku, I scold myself for betraying my feelings for her, even after passing that night with her, my mind fretted, she said, restless and my heart is mad just for hearing yourself high fever and shivering,” Juna smiled gently, “what do you know one thing, I was so happy when I found out you guys are the same person,” 

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