Cloudy
About Taste

What's with mbak Ativ and Pak Alung, why are they?, until only a contact hp only with the reverse letter sequence, am I too suspicious of Mr. Alung. But it's true that I suspect, at first I asked the relationship of Mr. Alung with mbak Ativ alone had made Mr. Alung angry and also Mr. Alung suddenly told me not to contact mbak Ativ. It was quite shocking to me, I didn't even think about contacting him, I wasn't that sassy, it was an unnecessary worry.

I reluctantly came to Mr. Alung by thrusting the cellphone that I had earlier grasped. I'm actually not willing to give that phone back, that stuff has a lot of secrets in it. I kept thinking about what really happened. Is Mr. Alung still with mbak Ativ, but if Mr. Alung with mbak Ativ how the feeling mbak Ativ when know I have a relationship with Mr. Alung, did mbak Ativ know this. Even if Ativ tau mbak there must be a sense of unrequited heart.

I really suddenly wanted to have Mr. Alung, no matter how. I arrived to leave the crowd Mr. Alung and went to the right in front of the ablution place. I took the initiative to call my papa, I have to ask for my papa's blessing, soon!.

" Hello pa, this is Cece, pa Cece ask for marriage pa. "my sudden request. I know, my mom and dad must be shocked by my decision on this one, but I don't want to lose Mr. Alung, really don't want to.

" Ah, you're crazy Ce, you don't want to, you go to school first" my papa said. Tut Tut's. The sound of hp arriving is turned off.

Really, I was presumptuous of my request. I am very afraid of my father with how dare I ask for it, I am still underage, and again my age is far from Mr. Alung. But I'm full of lust now, I'm like a madman. What Mr. Alung wants all I do, from the way I sit and even he asks me to stay away from my dorm friend. I became a loner because of Mr. Alung, because of his strange request.

I approached the crowd of Mr. Alung and his little disciple. The teaching and learning event is still not finished, I asked what Mr. Alung wants to eat for now, but the answer is short as usual. All his answers to me were short, as if he would not know me. I am very sure that Mr. Ativ has something to do with the cold attitude of Mr. Alung with me, even though he repeatedly expressed love.

I went riding a motorcycle with a bad feeling, somehow my feelings arrived sick, even more sick when I knew Surya was using me to heat up his ex manation. The name is almost the same as Ativ, only slightly different, the middle letter is different, Atuf. Indeed, both names of women are very painful to remember even for the next twenty years.

Finished I ordered a favorite cockfight, Mr. Alung, I rushed back. I didn't want to take long to vent my anger by eating a lot of rice. I'm sure, there will be many difficult days for me to live with the presence of Ativ between me and Mr. Alung, I will not dispute that if it can still be prevented. After eating later I will ask what is the reason Mr. Alung chose me to be a wife.

I opened the rice with three side dishes as usual, waiting for Mr. Alung with water to drink. I washed my hands and rushed over to the rice place that already had Mr. Alung there to wait for me.

" Sitting you, right, you want your underwear to be seen by the son of a passing child. "the word Mr. Alung made me shocked. He thought there, even cats would be afraid to see him. He's very late, Mr. Alung's late.

Followed by the next word.

" Ce, I heard that you called your papa yes, asked for marriage, you finally gave your answer. I know you actually love me Ce, love me so much, I already felt it when we first met. Honestly, Mr. Alung is very big head once, until if it looks like the head of Mamon.

" I want to marry you because only you want to be with me, that's all, others don't need to be answered, it doesn't matter" said Mr. Alung who finally opened his talk. Means Cece is not important to Mr. Alung, since when? since long ago?, I asked in my heart. Really Mr. Alung thinks I love him, he asks me to marry him because he thinks only I love him, so if a lot of people queue up to him if he won't choose me.

After I finished eating I immediately turned to the dormitory, I was very disappointed. Not paying attention to Mr. Alung calling me, maybe he wondered why I just left him after eating together. I don't think about what now, my mind just goes blank. It turns out that it was not Ativ who blocked my relationship, but indeed Mr. Alung did not love me.

You are as bad as the sun,

always heating up my day, though,

you always make me prepare things

new thing to make me cool again.

You are not as beautiful as the moon and the stars,

but even both of them need you if they want to be beautiful.

they all need you to survive,

me and Ativ too.

I wrote in a small book, a book to fill my loneliness, what should I call Surya, but then surely Surya will ask why I cry, Surya, I couldn't bear it if something made him more suspicious of my behavior. Although mas Surya initially used me, but for now his love looks quite sincere, more sincere than Mr. Alung.