Cock, Break up
Disconnecting

"Cut the point?"

Adinda tried to translate the meaning of the word I want us to cement aja just said Al.

*What, Al?

You just asked me to break up?

Ah, Al must not be serious.

Uh! But Al did not laugh.

How to be like this, anyway.

Al, break me up really?

How can I not make a meeting with his parents anyway?

Did I hear wrong, Al?

This must be something wrong with my ears*!

"Uhm..yes, as a girlfriend. But, if as a friend, I want us to stay like that," said Al while staring at Adinda deep.

"Kok broke up, anyway? I can see why you want us to stop, Al?" his eyes felt hot and his whole body turned limp.

*defeated?

Can't! Can't!

I, right, it's a real pity with him.... crazy what if he wants to kill me?

I still feel sorry if I was wrong.

I still feel like this is just a dream.

I guess this is a way of joking Al very - very not funny*.

Al took a deep breath, "well... How, yes, did he attack you? I'm afraid you don't know Din."

"Pleas try me" Adinda jutek.

Hearing Al say I don't think you don't understand, Adinda means Al thinks he's stupid.

*Kalo Al really - really want to break up.......

This is a real nightmare for me!

Very - very worst as long as I live*.

" What, yes, I'm confused about how it is...err....." Al beats his fingers on the table. "Gini, Din, you know..we're not both kids anymore...."

"Ok.....ok.... earlier, right, this one has been discussed..... continue......keep on?" adinda said impatiently mixed with Al.

*Gue should be able to calm down.

I can't be emotional first.

I have to hear Al*'s reasoning*.

"And you...brent again right, want to graduate... continue, work..... and definitely marriage. I know as a woman, you're going to be taken to where our relationship is going, right?"

"Uh.huh." Adinda nodded. "And the point?"

My sister is starting to be impatient again.

"I don't want to, Din, to be rude ' toying with 'you.more you are someone special....."

"Special Al?"

The smile that expanded from Al's face, was like something forced.

"How come I'm special, why did you take me to Al?"

"Din..... But, I had to, Din. I don't deserve to be your girlfriend."

"Let's be easy, I'll pull the red one, Din."

Adinda tries to hold back emotions.

"First, you said I was a special person. Both of you don't deserve to be a girlfriend. Third, for that reason you asked to break up.

It's not logical, is it?"

Say it one more time, I'm checking, you know, Al.

Silent

"Yes.... all this time I have there is always 'under' you, Din," said Al with both hands forming a quotation mark. "I'm two years ahead of you, but I still haven't graduated."

"It doesn't matter, it does."

"While you yourself soon want to graduate..start with a new life, you will work in a company that has long been your dream."

"T - but....."

"You know Dutch, French? I don't know anything."

"But......"

"You can defend yourself. I can't."

"T-butiii....."

Somehow the words Al this time can make Adinda's eyes wet.

That clear liquid, came without being invited.

His heart ached when he had to imagine losing Al. The person who for the past year filled his life. People who can make him smile happily, laugh in sorrow, and most importantly make him always want to do his best.

Sad, sad, angry and empty mixed into one enveloping Adinda's current feelings. But, on the other hand, what Al said was true.

"I....." Adinda tried to grab Al's hand.

"You know, Din."

"I never thought at all about what you said, Al. I'm the same you, tuh.uh. Because of you, I can do everything and try to be the best."

"But you're too good for me, Din..."

"Didn't everyone want to do what's best for the couple, Al?" maya said quickly while holding back the tears that trickled down.

*Gue doesn't want to break up with you Al.

Please, Al.. I already feel very suitable lo, do not stay I am iy*.

"But, it was hard for me. Long time a burden, Din."

"How difficult? What burden then? Please make me understand, Al." Adinda continued to flank Al with questions.

I still want to keep this relationship Al. I'd do anything!

Even until I beg too.

Begging for someone like Al, right, that's perfectly natural!

I'm willing to be important Al, not leave me.

"Din..this is a matter of pride, as a man I should have been able to be more than you. Try to think again what I've said..if all this time it's true, I'm under you."

For a moment, Adinda was silent. He ran his eyes out. But, the view is empty. It's hard for Al to figure it out.

"Please don't make this harder. You've got someone better than me."

"All the alesan you said wasn't enough to make us break up Al."

There was no response from Al.

"Al, please, listen to me......" She said, "I love you so much, Al..... Masa. hell, you can't see that?"

Al remained silent.

"Can't I change your mind?" Adinda wiped away the tears that flowed slowly on the cheeks.

Al shakes.

"You are the best and you deserve the best."

Adinda looked at Al straight.

*this handsome guy who is now in front of me....the person I love so much in the history of my dating, ask me to just be a friend?

There is no one else who can make me dear besides you. Al, don't you know how deeply I love Lo*?

"You're the best for me, Al."

Al shook his head for the umpteenth time. "No, Din. I'm not the best for you. Please don't make all these decisions difficult. So equally you are something beautiful.and I want our relationship to end beautifully too."

Adinda's mouth shook, she could no longer hold back the tears that were growing longer. His heart cried out - shouting against the decision unilaterally. It feels like he is too weak to hold his head, accept Al's decision about their relationship which in the end must close the book, finished, after arriving here.

Without saying much, Al immediately hugged Adinda. Adinda's face was immersed in an embrace while crying loudly - strongly. Alexsander Zoe, half a breath of life is now leaving.

"I'll find it hard to forget you Adinda."

*********

Adinda never knew the sentence decided by a man. During this time, it is difficult to prove there are several tens of men who must 'suffer' because Adinda decided.

It's always the sister who decides everything she's ever been with. Never never never did.

The younger brother is :

A woman hears the title of a repellent specialist and a special queen decides on love. That title she gets from all of you who are hurt. As a woman, Adinda was lucky to be blessed with a beautiful face. The body contained because he pursued martial arts seriously until he managed to reach for the black belt. In addition, the achievements of the academy are also kayak in kagumin. Graduating from Electrical Engineering - Bumi Parahyangan University with cum laude prediction is not something that can be achieved easily.

Behind all that, when dealing with maslah, yes calm and try to find a solution well. But, don't try - try to tease him. Dealing with Adinda is a nightmare for you.

He is not the type of perpuan who likes to dress up and spend a long time to the salon for a skin treatment. He almost left his face plain without any mek-ups. But, all that did not make her beauty reduced. Precisely because the natural impression plus the brain that contains makes it have a lot of 'fans' .

And now, for the first time in history, he feels the pain of being cut off by Al, a man he could make say. 'I finally found someone I've been looking for all this time.' Adinda must steadfastly accept Al's request to return their relationship *back to sguare one*, back to being a normal friendship.

After Al drove home, Adinda lay limp on the bed while looking up at the sky.

Al........

how could it be like this anyway?

how can you break me up?

Where lies my fault Al, am I wrong about my best?

I studied until the somersault, until two in the morning so I could graduate with cum laude.

I learned Dutch and French, because I really want it to be an additional value for me when I work later