
~Amel PoV~
I don't know what to do, I don't understand myself.
It hurts Mas too much to remember that time, but when I saw Arsy our baby there was a sense of guilt also in this self.
"Darling, I'm sorry Mama."
My words flowed in my sobs.
You may be a very selfish parent, but your heart can't lie.. Pain ....
It hurts to remember your Papa's treatment for leaving us when we needed his presence.
"I'm sorry Mama."
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The night was getting late and Amel still could not be closed his eyes pilar looking at the blood window that he had closed the curtain.
He keeps thinking with Indra's words, no doubt there is a sense of wanting to re-knit the household as before but there is a sense that is still entangled in his heart if you remember the events in the past.
Not to mention with his mother who did not approve and has not opened her heart if Indra has good intentions to re-knit the household with him.
At what time Amel could only be closed and now the dawn adhan has been heard reverberating wake up every person to carry out his obligations to the Khalik.
Sayup - Amel's ears sayup heard him wake up then immediately clean himself to carry out his obligations.
While Alfa was already at the bottom with Anin if he also said goodbye to go to the mosque.
"By the mosque, dear, Mama Alfa is leaving."
"Yes, it's." Anin
Mama Ani nodded her head but her gaze still headed towards the door of Amel's room which also had not come out.
"Sister Amel has not come out Ma, let Anin go there ya."
Anin wanted to move towards Amel's room but was prevented by Mama Ani.
"No need for Anin, let's pray."
Mama Ani immediately invited you to perform dawn prayers, just a few steps heard the door of Amel's room open.
"Sister, we're worshippers."
Greet Anin and get a smile and nod of the head from her sister-in-law.
Finished praying pilgrims are now invited by Alfa to walk in the morning just breathe fresh air which is very good for pregnant women.
"Bag.."
"Hmmm... Yes, dear."
Alfa who walked beside Anin while holding her hand smiled towards his wife.
"Mas, pay attention to the face of Kak Amel not earlier."
Alfa pointed her two beads upwards to make her forehead wrinkle her brother's face this morning.
"Why, darling."
Indeed the man was insensitive to see something in front of him.
Anin looked at her husband,
"Masa Mas didn't see it anyway, Amel's sister looks like a sleep-deprived person."
"She may have just woken up, baby."
"Beda Mas."
Anin slowly pulled her hand held by Alfa to make her husband stop.
"Yes already darling, later we ask what is the same Kak Amel. now we enjoy the morning air is still fresh. Stay healthy unfortunately Papa until we meet in this world."
Alfa rubbed his wife's stomach.
"Mas, want that chicken porridge."
Anin looked at the chicken porridgeist who had just parked his wares, making him gulp it like he wanted to enjoy it.
"Darling to, usually don't like chicken porridge."
"Wouldn't Mas, sister wants it to taste good from the smell that smelled up here."
"Come, come if you want."
Alfa took his wife to approach the bowman and then ordered two portions for the two of them.
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