Cold Doctor, my Husband
#69
Flashbacks
"Yes, Azen needs her mother again...Mila is long gone, a child the age of Azen is not really in need of a mother for growth, you can not be selfish sya"
"Whatchu mean?these three years I've never stopped looking for Mila's whereabouts after the accident"
"If you are dead, don't be selfish and act as if your love is true love and is never replaced....Azen needs a mother and I'll try to give her"
"By marrying you? The girl is not Mila, you have to believe that" Rasya said, believing that the girl he found in the car was not his wife's body.
"Until when are you gini?kasian Azen is your family's seat.if you can I'll try to fill that void"
"GO!!"expel Rasya before qiana true² completes all her plans.
"Our families have given each other blessings, what are you worried about, right?I'm a talented and dependable girl, why do you feel unprofitable if you marry me?I'm just one step, I'm prettier than Mila, you just haven't felt it because we don't have much time together" she said. Ever since she was a student, she had been holding back her feelings for too long. Mila is gone. He didn't want to waste this time anymore.
"What is less than me?a beauty?rich ones?good name?position?nasab's?a genius?I feel I'm no less than Mila...if you want to think about it we can date and understand each other, isn't that good?"
"Your lack is shameless, qiana"
Qiana sighed, holding Rasya's hand with teary eyes," actually I came just wanted to say something to you "soft qiana chants make rasya uncomfortable and smash her hand "if your heart is empty.....if you've thought about Azen's kindness.Can I be Mila's replacement and take care of Azen to adulthood like my own son?"he said again making Rasya stare cynically at him
"Qiana.."his call made qiana smile warmly. After so many years Rasha could finally call out her name gently.
"Yes" he answered who thought Rasya began to realize to accept him.
Rasya smiled cynically while keeping his hands away from the qiana checks, "IF YOU ARE GOOD AND LOVE AZEN, YOU WILL TAKE CARE OF HER WITHOUT EXPECTING HER FATHER WILL MARRY YOU" he said full of emphasis to make the smile of qiana fade instantly.
"Again thanks for saving Azen earlier...but to marry you?I'm sorry my heart belongs entirely to my wife Mila" Rasya said and left
Flashback end
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The night feels gripping. Regrets, longing, anxiety made Rasha feel even more pain in her head . Almost every night the man was haunted with his guilt. The emptiness of the heart that made him almost raise the flag of his defeat.8a took some medicine in his drawer and drank it with a glass of water on it. Rafka scrunched his forehead when he saw Rasya who was still not separated with his dependence.
"What's up?you take that medicine² again?You are not healthy, Lo doctor why do not you know the effects of taking the drug excessively?You wanna die?if you want to die, why don't you ask me for help? Let me wind down all night in the bath up"the protest that saw Rasya leaning weakly on his bed. In her heart, she really did not want to see Rasya continue to rely on her headache medicine.
Silent.
"Don't worry, brother, how is Azen?"
"Had slept" replied Rafka who was still worried about the condition of his sister. For three years he had seen his brother unwell. But what can I do?the rice had already become porridge and Rafka could not change it.
"Thank you, brother, if it wasn't for that big brother back then, I might not be able to live with Azen anymore"
Yes, indeed Maira Ar Razi is still very angry with his youngest son. He still remembers how his mother fought to die² an to get custody of Azen from him. But in the last second Rafka came and managed to make him win custody of his mother. Maybe at that time maira just thought Azen would not be happy with Rasya without a Mila at his side. But it all ends when Rafka tries to convince her mother.
Rafka just kept quiet while patting Rasya on the shoulder before coming out of his room, "keep your health, don't be like this again....Azen still needs Lo!whatever happens, Lo is his father.....You should not be pessimistic because Mila, because I keep the same thought Lo if actually Mila is still alive and will not have the heart to stay in Azen alone"
"Thank you, at least I still have Lo and Aunt Wati to keep Azen together "
Rafka nodded. Although he is still angry, but his love is much greater than anything. He believes that Rasya and Mila's relationship was broken by a slight misunderstanding. "Gue bring warm milk and after that Lo had to rest "said Rafka got the nod "remember doctors are also humans who can be sick, I don't want to care if Lo sick later"he added making Rasya a little smile.
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The next day, a red file disappears from his desk forcing Rasya to tear apart his room. Alfin also helped until his steps stopped when he saw Rasya who was silent with a single photo in his hand.
"Master" said Alfin who had found the red file but was useless in front of the still daydreaming Rasya. Rasya just nodded while hinting at Alfin to put the map on the table. His position was now standing blankly in front of the window.
"Sir are you okay² only" she asked sadly. In his heart he really hopes that the hero will soon rise from his slump though.
"Please count the blood pressure and blood sugar of the patient room 15" Rasya's orders immediately got a nod.
"Okay doc" said Alfin and left. Rasya just looked down and unconsciously his tears escaped from his eyelids again. He could not lie anymore if the departure of Mila True² greatly disturbed his heart. Especially when his concentration made Hamka angry and did not allow him to serve in the hospital anymore. Now, Rasya is just an ordinary general practitioner who is a little unrecognized by most people around him.
"Sorry.I'm sorry"
"Hurry back.I promise I won't blame you.why don't you tell me the truth that man. ..."
"God, why did it become like this? I miss her, please give it back to me" Rasya said as she squeezed out some of her pictures with Mila "......Azen needs his mother God please bring him back...."
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