
"Zifa, don't be stubborn this time. Please listen to Delon's explanation" said the voice that was now on the doorstep.
Zifana and Delon turned their heads, seeing Selena now walking closer to Delon and Zifana.
"But Selena" said Delon and Zifana at the same time.
Zifana looked towards Selena who was now sitting beside her. The hands of Zifana were cold.
"Zifa, listen to brother. Brother does not blame how disappointed you are with papa and Kak Gino. That's the same as what you feel, if you don't want to listen to Delon, then listen to your sister's words for a moment" Selena said.
Zifana was silent, Delon was the same. Delon's heart is relieved when Zifana is no longer rebellious and will listen to Selena's words.
"This time brother does not want you to argue, even brother does not want to know what bad thoughts you have in mind. It's just that you want to convey what Kak Gino said earlier, brother Gino who you had asked to leave," said Selena.
Zifana was surprised, her sister met Sister Selena? And Selena wants to hear ? She knew Selena was very disappointed in her sister. So why? What was? The question that was raised in Zifana's mind.
"Zifa, your sister came to me, asked you to talk to me, that papa is critical. Papa needs you, before papa is unconscious only your name that he can say," said Selena.
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Zifana's heart felt dead, tight in her chest while she was checking on him. Zifana's tears flowed, the shadow of her doting father deep in her mind.
The shadow of childhood was clearly imagined, he was held behind, running here and there. Shadow bought doll, ice cream. The shadow haunts him.
Tears can not be dammed, honestly his papa is a very good figure for Zifana. Never disappoint, always try to be happy even if sometimes in the wrong way.
His father also always spoiled him, to the deep disappointment he felt when papa and his brother seemed to betray him.
Zifana's cry came back blue when last night's dream flash seemed real. Zifana closed her eyes and recalled the conversation with her father in a dream.
In a field full of flowers, Zifana saw her papa moving away from her towards a light that was very difficult to penetrate by the glare of the eyes.
"Papa, where are you going?" ask Zifana.
Papa stopped and smiled, as Zifana was beside him.
"Papa's happy now, where else to go. Papa rest," said his father.
"Pa, papa won't take care of me? Papa said I'm a favorite princess who will always take care of you," he said with a smile.
Papa looked chuckled. He grabbed Zifana by the shoulder and kissed Zifana on the top of the head several times.
"You don't worry, papa will always take care of you. Papa will always love you, but you know, papa is old. If to carry you is not strong," he said.
Zifana was silent, looking at the wrinkled face of her papa.
"So?" ask Zifana.
"There's Delon, your husband who loves you. He's Zifa's good man, always happy. Papa loves you very much even though he cannot always take care of you" said his father.
"Mr,"
Lirih Zifana as Selena nudged her hand, Zifana who returned from daydreaming looked towards Delon and her brother.
"We go to papa now" said Zifana.
Delon and Selena looked dumb. They're shocked.
"We're going to papa now, what are you waiting for?" Zifana.
They seemed to be standing up, rather hurriedly heading towards the parking lot and towards the hospital.
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"Papa, papa hangs in" said Gino.
The sound of the door opening, Zifana looked at the two people she loved dearly. I didn't know his dad was like this. Gino also looked broken.
"Sister" said Zifana as she stood beside her brother.
Gino looked over, that voice was very familiar. Sontak Gino stood up as he looked at Zifana who was beside him.
"Zifa," won't wait. Gino hugged his beloved sister. A sister who hates him for one mistake that was not planned.
Zifana was crying in her brother's arms which she really missed. It used to be only his father and brother who always supported him. The mama? My mom died since she was a kid.
A gino? He's the same. Her tears were unstoppable.
"Zifa forgive brother, forgive papa Zifa, forgive us, we are wrong on you Zifa," said Gino amid sobs.
Zifana did not answer, but in her deepest heart she was very loving and forgiving.
Gino let go of his embrace, then picked up the book in the drawer. He handed the book to Zifana.
"That's papa's writing when papa still hasn't dropped, papa fantasizes you want to come and read it with his brother if he can't talk" said Gino.
Zifana took the book. He sat down on the right side of his father. Gino was also sitting next to Zifana. Delon and Selena who saw this scene just quietly sat next to her papa on the left.
Zifa opened a book that was written by her father. The writing that taught him alphabetic letters in that childhood.
To the son of the father's son who loved melibihi anything, Gino and Zifana.
Sorry, that word is a word that you deserve to say for all your shortcomings so far, a word that you deserve to say for your mistakes in the past. Whatever it is, papa's mistakes educate or papa's mistakes. There's no other word than sorry Papa's not a perfect parent.
From the bottom of my heart, Papa loves you very much. Papa just wants you guys to be happy.
For Zifana, forgive papa Nak. Be happy with your husband Delon, papa hear you are now emigrating. Papa is happy to hear it, at least papa's sins are reduced. Papa didn't teach you religion well.
Oh yea... Papa heard also you are pregnant, son, smoothly until the birth yes son. Take good care of your son. Love him, guide him, lest he grow up like his grandfather. Zifana, papa loves you very much. Forgive Papa.
For Gino, I'm sorry if you set a bad example. The bad things of the past have taught us a lot. If it can still be fixed, repair your relationship with Selena. Blessed are you like Delon and Zifana. Respect for the better, before regret comes in the back.
Papa has calmed down if you read this, because papa hopes there is life papa, there is a son papa who sent. Papa loves you guys.
The cry of Zifana and Gino grew. Zifana clasped his papa's hand and kissed him. Tears are dripping there. Zifana raised her face and drew closer to her papa face. His hand still holds his papa's hand.
"Papa, Zifa forgive papa. Zifa also apologized. For Zifa, papa is the perfect papa Pa, an excellent papa. Papa should be here to accompany Zifa. Papa must be strong, papa must accompany Zifa in the Pa guarantee," Zifana said her tears continued to flow.
"Remember you once said you'd make Zifa the prettiest woman? Papa wants to make Zifa the number one woman when you get married?" babble Zifana and get no answer.
Gino, Delon and Selena could only let their tears spill watching this.
Zifana felt the movement of her papa hand. The corner of his papa's watery eyes. He was happy his father responded. However, sebentat then heard a sigh in conjunction with a monitor screen that indicates the heartbeat stops.
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"Papa" said the four of them at the same time
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