
After the ijab qabul event, guests are welcome to enjoy the dishes that have been available.
Actually Adam was eager to hug the little girl who was still standing next to Shelly because of her longing feeling that was arousing. As much as Adam's energy resisted the desire to keep the feelings of the woman he had just tied up with the sacred promise of marriage.
Adam grabbed Hana's hand and held her tightly. After bidding farewell to Shelly and Tiara, Hana and Adam set foot into the room.
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Arriving in the room, Hana sat on the edge of the bed. His heart rhythm sounded irregular when he realized only he and Adam were in the room.
Adam sat down before Hannah. He held Hana's hand tightly.
"Hana, there is something that Adam wants to tell you." Adam bowed his face while holding back the strands of sadness that had been inflicted on the eyelids because of the increasingly whackful guilt towards Hana.
Hana frowned slightly. "What would Adam say? Why did Adam sit down and bow his face?" Hana looked astonished.
"Hana, previously Mas Adam wanted to apologize to you, maybe what Mas Adam said, will hurt your heart."
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Hana's chest felt tight before hearing what her husband wanted to say. Bad thoughts about Adam's past begin to fill his brain. But Hana tries to keep a positive mind.
"Hana, actually Shelly is a former lover of Mas Adam who went without saying goodbye while pregnant to our hearts. Adam was convinced that Tiara was our daughter. Hana, I'm sorry Adam...." Adam's voice choked withholding chunks of sadness and guilt.
Like being hit by thousands of dagger blades, Hana's chest hurt a lot. Clear water started dripping down her beautiful face.
"Hana, I-I'm sorry Mas Adam." The thread of sadness that he had previously endured, was finally spilled. Adam's body shook violently.
Want it to feel like Hana rubbed Adam's back to give peace, but he paled. The incision of pain in his heart was so deep that he thought he would no longer be able to maintain the bond of marriage that had just been established. Especially when imagining the fate of Tiara, a poor little girl.
"O Allah, forgive those who have done wrong. I should have followed my heart. Weak servant of faith, O God. If only I could dismiss the false dream of having the heart and body of Mas Adam, none of this would have happened" the inner Hanah blamed herself.
"Mas Adam's. Hana will apologize, as long as Mas Adam is willing to account for the mistakes of the past. Mas, let go of Hana! Make Miss Shelly a legitimate wife in the eyes of law and religion! The fate of Tiara. Putri Mas Adam is still very small to understand the problems experienced by both parents. Adam, Hannah was not a perfect woman like His wife. Hana is just an ordinary woman who can't share her love with another woman." Hana is trying hard. Traces of tears drenching the face with fingers.
"But what about our feelings, Hana? We love each other. I really cannot part with you" Adam sobbed.
"Mas Adam, Sister Shelly has suffered for too long. All this time, Sister Shelly struggled alone to meet the needs of her life and Tiara. Shelly's mom is a very tough woman. He deserves to have happiness. Tiara also needs a father figure who will steal her with affection and love. Let go of me, Mas!" A clear water thread began to drip back from both corners of Hana's netra.
The happiness he had just felt, was now evaporating.
"Hana, how can I let you go? We just made a sacred promise." Adam looked at his face. The two neutrals looked at Hana's bead eyes.
Hannah returned Adam's gaze and wiped away the trail of tears that had soaked her husband's face. "Mas Adam, we can't be selfish! Some deserve your love more than Hana. God willing, this is what is best for us. We'd better go our separate ways soon, before we go any further."
Adam fell silent, he was simply unable to let go of the woman he had just married.
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Hana asks Kirana to persuade her sisters to play in the park with Keanu and Allyra. Hana did not want to burden Alya and Asti's mind as they were both pregnant.
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Hana is sitting next to Kirana and Adam. Hana and Adam's family sat in a circle on a mat.
Abdullah and his wife and son came before Hana expressed her wish. They were invited to sit down and listen to what Hana was going to say.
Hana asks Adam to tell her love story to Shelly in the past, until they have a daughter, Tiara.
Adam fulfills Hana's wish by telling her love story in the past. All who heard him gasped, except for Rizal and Rahma.
"So what do you really want, Hana?" rizal asked by looking at his daughter-in-law's bead.
"Pa, Hana wants Mas Adam to be a responsible man. Mas Adam had to marry Sister Shelly and let go of Hana" Hana replied steadily.
The two Rizal netra are perfectly rounded, "No, papa disagrees with your wish, Hana. You guys just got married. And Shelly, you didn't approve of him being related to Adam." Rizal raised the intonation of his voice due to the overflowing emotions. Rahma rubbed her husband's back while giving him peace.
"Pa, pity Sister Shelly and Tiara. They both suffered a long time ago. Accept Miss Shelly as a daughter-in-law! Sister Shelly and Tiara are more entitled to love Mas Adam than Hana" Hana pinta with a slight bow to her face. The circle of sadness that he had previously endured, finally escaped as well.
Abdullah began to open his voice to mediate the problems that were being faced by Hana and Adam. "Son Hana, calm your mind first before making a decision! Choose another way to solve your problem!"
"Sorry Ustadz, I don't think there's any way but to separate. I cannot be happy on top of the suffering of other women. I am not a perfect woman like the wife of His Majesty, who accepts polygamy. I am Hana Maulida Princess, an ordinary woman." Hana remained firm in her decision.
"Ndhuk, what if everyone would look at you contemptibly?" fatimah asked, her face covered with sadness.
"Hana's ready to take it, ma'am. Even if they threw stones at Hana because it was considered a disgrace, Hana was ready to die." Hannah could not continue her speech. Hana's body trembled, she was no longer able to withstand the grief that was whipping.
Kirana tries to calm Hana down by giving her a hug. He rubbed Hana's back gently. "Daddy, you must be strong, baby! The strong! Whatever your decision is, Ms. Kiran will support you as long as it's best for you."
Silent
All immersed in their thoughts.
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The test of love must be faced with sincerity, patience and rigor... Will Hannah and Adam be separated, or will they be together?
Next episode hopefully can answer their turmoil... 😅😅😅
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