Conqueror Miss Playgirl
Chapter 6 The Fragile Side of Citra Maharani

Not feeling the morning began to say hello, orange tinge began to show its light greeting two girls who were still curled under the blanket. Today is the weekend Rara does not work, so during the holidays Rara sometimes spend in the cafe or visit the Mama and Sis. But this weekend it seems like he spent his time in the cafe.

Slowly the girl's body wriggled hardened lazy eyes to open but her stomach worms had demo aerobic exercise asking for intake. Lazily he got up from the bed to pick up a flat object turned out to have been at 07:30 just deserved the worms continued to jog.

“Tih wake yukkk” shaken – shake his best friend's body to tease the owner.

“ Duh sorry I misfortune Ra” said he was not good

“Just relax Tih inget we are friends” he said rushing to the bathroom doing morning rituals.

“Tih I just made your breakfast in order yaaaa?”doorways

“Eh...” confused want to nolak afraid to want to nerima not good

“Let cepet Tih for duty” break up Rara

Ratih just nodded his head in agreement because he was confused and would respond as to what was important to him his best friend could smile back. Ratih went to the bathroom while Rara had darted making breakfast Sandwich and warm chocolate while listening to the legendary music of MLTR singers. So excited Rara while participating in the fun. But arriving at the next song entitled “That’s Why You Go Away” Rara sang from beginning to end as if to live once in several temples he sang it as if representing his heartbreak.

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes

I don't wanna say goodbye to you

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

You're the one who sets it up now you're the one to make it stop

I'm the one who's feeling lost right now

Now you want me to forget every little thing you said

But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried

Now you wanna say goodbye to me

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere

Don't know which way to go

There ain't so much to say now between us

There ain't so much for you

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

That's why you go away I know

Rara is still singing even though the song has stopped and the temple is tray many – times

But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere

Don't know which way to go

There ain't so much to say now between us

There ain't so much for you

Anyone who heard it must feel sliced and claustrophobic in the chest, as if the song represented his feelings. Yes, it's like that picture of Rara's heart that was abandoned by her lover on the day of her engagement. The failure caused Rara's deepest wound to date, as if it had not healed for even a year. Although Rara always displays her cheerful face and smile. But who would have thought if this girl for a year every night cried without a sound.

Love is never wrong only sometimes we are wrong to anchor our hearts to the right partner or not. Love is a form of love that loves each other and accepts the advantages and disadvantages of each – each. But when the side of the party breaks the relationship and leaves us for nothing, without explanation is it still worth our hearts adrift with such a partner? We still deserve to expect one day he will return, if you think logically must just throw a couple like that. Our logic may require us to forget it but a piece of flesh called the heart is somehow very difficult to do. There is always forgiveness, there is always a reason for love. Oops...is it true that love or obsession?

“Ra..” greet Ratih while crouching while sobbing

“It’s ok Tih, I’m fine okay” he replied with a sad face without looking at the face of his best friend

“Ra.. release, Ikhlaskan you have the right to be happy” said Ratih calm his friend

“I've released it Tih” kilah Rara

“This is where you let go but here you still tie it” show Train change from Rara's lips and then point at her heart.

“Cry Ra... but the promise after that lupakn him this has been a year Ra you are strong, Ra, smart and beautiful and you also have the right to be happy” entertain Ratih while holding Rara's body which is being dizzy until as much as you want.

Collapsing was Rara's defense this year, the wound she managed to hide behind her fake smile was now torn apart again. Now he has put it all out, hoping that after this it will be even better. Shouldn't it be so if something you're fighting for hurts you then let it go. Doesn't love hurt each other?

Seriate

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