Cotton-White Love
part 6's

After yesterday's incident here I am, sitting daydreaming waiting for the Dawn to rise.Four days since that incident I was immediately stopped from going anywhere including meeting or being visited by brother Ar. Vice versa.

I stared at the night sky from the balcony of the room.

There were only a few stars that appeared and wanted to shine. I don't know where their friends are.

Tomorrow is the day I've been waiting for.The day I wear a white kebaya dress and sit with Ar's sister.

The day that was supposed to make me happy because I was able to be with him until I found out.But unfortunately it was yesterday, before he met his most beautiful ex and turned cold like now.

Even when I woke up from my fainting yesterday,he had gone before I realized.Her parents said he was having a sudden business.How sick I was after knowing there was something much more important than the future wife who was lying weakly on the bed be ill.

Even I was willing to desperately guard and defend my crown by not caring about the rampage of the thugs yesterday.For what try? if not for her sake, so as not to be disappointed when that first night comes.

That's how I feel right now, how not? the building has been conjured up like the theme I want is the garden party.

Although the show is in the building but the sophistication in decorating it can not be doubted and also not inferior to the garden party conducted in the open room.

Flickering lights decorate every corner of the room with floral shades. In the middle there is an ornamental wooden swing whose rope is covered by flowers and leaves, and, then on the edge there are two seats on the right and also two seats on the left to be used by people who want to take pictures both from family, relatives, friends and neighbors.

Everything glittered with beautiful flickers with decorations that have been neatly arranged in their respective places.The most make me cry was when I saw the big writing that carved my name beautifully with him

ARIL ARMAN MAULANA AND RIRI AYUWANITA

Then there were our prewedding photos, which looked so sweet and romantic.

''Ya Alloh, how should Riri convince Riri's own heart while reality also have feelings...

I fear, if in the end the bond that will happen tomorrow will not be a field of reward for us. But even the opposite will only make each other feel hurt and end up hurting each other.

And the thing I'm most afraid of is if one day he leaves me, while I'm already too deeply in love with him regardless of my status if we get to the middle of it,,. It will be very painful if you end up in divorce.

Brother, even though you're a jerk for lying to me so far, I can't hate you. And it was stupid when logic told me to be conscious of reality but my heart chose to remain selfish in order to survive.

Brother Ar, then what does it mean for three years so far.What does it mean to me? where's the fault why don't you tell me where it is so I can fix it.You even keep making me feel comfortable.

I cried sobbing in the room.Yang was standing staring at the night sky, now has been sitting limp by hiding behind the knees that I deliberately bent as a head brace.

Is it selfish if I stay married to her.?

But if not what about the faces of the two families who have tied themselves to each other as candidates for besan.What say people later if until the wedding is canceled and failed.

But even though it is so difficult to be happy later, am I not the owner of all decisions about myself? because I am the main character in the life that I will live in the future.

To hell with love makes me dizzy, after spending a lot of time and energy to cry finally I chose to go out of the room to meet mama, maybe I can feel more calm there.

When I came out of the room, the voice of the male baritone I knew called out to me. I tried to smile even though my eyes were full of tears.

''Daddy'' I said smiling knots.

Dad was silent for a while, probably because he saw my eyes that were swollen with tears.From the look in his eyes described that the middle-aged man asked for an explanation.

''I'm nothing Dad, why look at me like that.?

''Dad thinks I've known you even since you were in your mother's womb, and you still think of me as someone else, right,,? ''

''Not so Dad, I've been thinking too far. I cry like this because I am so happy and can't wait for tomorrow. ''My words convinced Dad, so that the middle-aged man did not think.

''Is there really nothing? Well have come down and join the family of father and mother, they have all been gathered since this afternoon.'' Dad told me important news I've missed.

''Really? since last afternoon, now it's even nine o'clock in the night why did you just tell me now? many wonder.

''Who has just been told, the same mother Dinda has alternately knocked on your room door repeatedly, but there is no answer.-'' said Father before passing from before me.

I who had gone down the stairs, immediately stopped when I remembered my tangled face that had not been rinsed with water. Finally I went back to the room to wash my face and polish my face a little so as not to look pale.

Sure enough when I got off everything was gathered there, they were meeting kangen and joking ria because it had not seen each other for a long time. In addition because of the distance of course also because of the busyness of each that makes us meet only on important days.Such as lebaran wedding, as well as other important events.

''Stay everyone, ''Sep me to all of them after coming down the last steps.Tak forgot I greet them one by one.

''It used to be like you were a little Ri, now you want to marry. ''Cheloteh om Irfan one of the father's younger siblings.

''Wikah om, rich animals married.'' That's the voice of my cousin Dion who's only two years older than me.

''Play.''

Rich have never married, a girlfriend just don't have to know.'' Aunt Susi mother of Dion's own brother directly pinned the head of his eldest son with a spicy comment not less the same chili one kg.And suddenly it made us all laugh.

'''This mama who is behind Reno continues.Be careful pah do not sag.''Dion compiles his father.

Immediately the pinch landed successfully about Dion's body.While his father only shook his head to see the behavior of his wife and child who was like a cat with a mouse if it had met.

''Dion if amazed by the same om said, om is the most handsome family is not a sister-in-law.'' Said Irfan by rolling his eyes towards aunt Linda kak Deon.

''The face is so proud. ''This time Erwin's father from brother Dion immediately spoke while walking along to join the others after being seen chatting seriously with Dad.

''Ugly face so is om, said mediocre.''

Dinda said without feeling sinful, which was immediately accompanied by laughter from all of them.

While I only focus on listening to the chat, and occasionally just respond to it with a smile and talk just like that.