COUSIN OBSESSION
Chapter 37 A Repeated Old Story

The atmosphere suddenly became very stiff, I was still silent as well as Yesi at a glance I saw her face look tense.

"Are you serious about what you said, yes?" I said softly to break that stiff and silent atmosphere.

"Seriously why? I know you loved me so much, didn't you, Gung, I remember you said you were gonna look for me after you had success, right?" Reply Yesi.

"Yes Yes.at that time I thought I would never know another woman besides you, before then we lost contact at all." I muttered and then smiled at him as I recalled every moment of our monkey love.

"So why don't we knit Gung's sweet days into an eternal love, I know you still love me Gung." Yesi.

"I think the story is over Yes, after we graduate school and continue our respective schools, after all, the story we knit is just the story of our teenage years that even peeing is not smooth right." I refute the words of Yesi.

I remember every beautiful moment in our relationship but also still vividly remember, when Yesi was clearly seen keeping me a secret from her parents out of shame with my poor social status, even last I remember when she chose to date our classmate whose parents were richer.

"You've changed so much, Gung, I'm looking for you because I wish you could remember your promise to me, it turns out...." Yesi sounded painful.

"Yes yes, I admit I was just trash. Like a ridge that misses the moon that will certainly not be able to reach, because I realize our differences are too far away, because it's better I don't continue my dreams." My word.

"You misjudged me Gung, I think any woman would also crave a establishment in her household, every woman certainly does not want one day she and her children will starve just because of the laziness of her husband. That's why I'm pushing you to succeed Gung." Yesi.

"By leaving me and dating Haris is that it? With no connection at all afterwards. I am not a fool Yes, you are the beautiful woman every normal man desires, nothing happens after ten years without me knowing where you are and what you are." I'm firm.

Yesi nodded and fell silent.

"Just follow the will of your parents Yes, for I believe it is best for you. You're gonna get the stability of life you want it's not." Say again.

"But I don't love that guy at all Gung." Sahut Yesi's.

"Love will be present as our original togetherness is not naive. No one is perfect in this world, however, Yes, and you deserve to be happy with your principles of life - even though a establishment is not always in sync with love." I'm a smart ass.

"I'm sorry Gung !" Said Yesi lirih.

"Sorry about what? You're completely innocent of anything Yes...." My answer.

Our journey had almost reached its end when we had crossed a large bridge that stretched over the width of solo bengawan times.

"On a date with Haris and no word after we graduated first." Yesi.

"You are not at all wrong Yes, because again I say you deserve to be happy.Eh nonsense I have to buy paint first well later please help choose the color Yes." My word. Yesi nodded.

I stopped my vehicle right in front of a special paint shop. But before I contacted Kang Bejo first to ask the needs of the paint that will be used to repatriate our house.

After getting information from Kang Bejo about the amount of paint needed for our house and also the color of the paint that was chosen by the father for the house of Anis, I immediately invited Yesi down.

"Come Yes ! don't worry after this I'll give you a gift." Whisper me to him.

Yesi still looked grim despite finally obeying my will.

"My mother needs paint colors green tai horse and dark yellow for outdoor as well as soft blue and white for indoor as well as adhesive two cans mbak." I said as well as ask for the best quality paint.

"Rol or the brush isn't it all?" Ask the waiter of the shop.

"The total number is eight million four hundred and twenty thousand mas." Said the waiter.

"Would you use a debit card?" My toot.

"Can you, oh yeah, where did it go ?" Ask the waiter.

I also mentioned my home address, which was immediately recorded by the servant.

"On behalf of Mr. Sumarno yah mbak." I said again adding.

"Well, thank you for visiting, and please accept the note." Said the brother while giving me a note and also a debit card that was used to pay.

"Same as you so we'll excuse me mbak." I said, while Yesi just smiled after the beginning just listen.

"Come Yes !" I said while pulling Yesi's hand.

"Where else is Gung going?" Ask semringah.

"I want to buy you a gift, but you choose your own gift okey, after that we try culinary for lunch around GOR M, said the rawon people there it feels mantab. You want to try it?" I said with a smile.

"Yes Gung...Up to you aza." Said Yesi with her smile growing.

We drove back to continue our journey, which was one step away.

"Are you successful now, Gung? Indeed klo can know what you are now working seh Gung?" Yesi asked who made me look her in the eyes.

And I'm sure he doesn't know if I'm coming home from Japan.

"Why am I wrong?" Ask a little scared.

"Ah no, you just asked me if I have been successful well, the answer is not Yes, I do not even know what the size of success is." I said while focusing again on the road that is getting faster even though it is almost noon.

"Success is a lot of money, a lot of material, the sufficiency of everything." Yesi.

"Then what if we die after thinking that we have achieved all that, is there any meaning?" I asked that made Yesi speechless.

"Is life simply to find a material that we will leave behind only after we are gone?" Ask again.

"Then do we want to live ordinary or poor at all to be calm because we leave nothing if we die ?" Yesi asked back.

"Not so Yes, just like you I also think that matter is important but there are still more important things than just the worldly as I think." I said with a smile because I saw Yesi's pretty face when she pouted.

"You are dark." Said Yesi annoyed.

"Yes, it looks like you won't fit in with me." My word.

Yesi just looked at me without saying a word.

"From the beginning you met me you were more pouting than laughing, doesn't that mean you're not happy with me." It was my words that made him behave wrong.