Crazy Boss
Expressions Feelings Again?

Rendra explains to Amira that he loves Amira very much, even he expresses his desire to marry the beautiful girl.

Amira was happy, for a moment her heart flowered, but there was one thing that stuck in Amira's heart, how could Rendra propose to her when the man did not know who she really was.

Amira always procrastinates time to bring Rendra together and introduce her to her family.

Amira actually does not like the situation that goes awry between the two of them, even secrets about her family that she keeps tight.

Amira doesn't like to get caught up in secret love that makes her a thorn in their relationship later on.

"Rendra, sorry!"

Amira tries to stay away from Rendra but Rendra puts her hands around Amira's waist which is so slim that the beautiful girl can no longer move and do nothing but rebel.

"Rendra, let me go! It's wrong!"

Amira protested because she felt uncomfortable with her position and Rendra at this time.

"Ra, I'm sorry for doing something wrong like this, but I know you feel my heart beating and I also know that you feel the same way about me. But, I wonder why you don't want to marry me?"

"Rendra, getting married is not just a matter of feeling, but also of taking care of the heart. Don't let you hurt my heart just for your own happiness."

Rendra was silent, he was aware that what Amira said was true, and this became an opportunity for Amira to break away from Rendra, especially the two would hold meetings with clients.

"Yuk off!" amira said as she walked past Rendra towards the parking lot.

If Amira and Rendra could be honest with each other, of course he would feel very happy because the man proposed to him. However, the circumstances are different, he still keeps a secret about his family from Rendra, which later might make Rendra feel betrayed.

'Rendra, I'm sorry!'

Slowly Amira's tears fell down her cheeks. He does not like the current situation and conditions, he does not want this very complicated romance to bother him because he just wants to focus on working and getting investment from investors.

"Ra, am I wrong if I want you to be my wife?"

Rendra chased after Amira, he clasped the pretty girl's hand and he stared at Amira who looked away and did not look at her at all.

"Not wrong! It's just the wrong position. You have betrayed me with another woman and soon you may be getting married because you are already healthy, so how could I be the one to ruin other people's relationships?" said Amira flat with her face still down. Yes, Amira tries to divert the conversation on a different topic so that the real secret remains awake.

Amira's feelings raged, between happy and sad. Yes, Amira should be happy because they both finally realize their feelings. However, part of Amira's heart feels guilty and sinful to Rendra because in a relationship that is needed is honesty.

"Ra, look at me!"

Now Rendra was in front of Amira, looking at Amira with a look of hope.

"Ren, I don't want to get married! My life is just for myself!" amira said again with a reassuring tone.

Amira thinks of being single because for her marriage means nothing. Love can fade to infidelity even after a long relationship. Moreover, men are very unreliable creatures, he easily said to love or hate without thinking about the feelings of others who have given their hearts with all their heart.

Marriage reminds Amira of the failures experienced by both parents, failures that make her realize that nothing is eternal.

Not liking what Amira said, Rendra protested.

Rendra does not like to be rejected by Amira, the woman he loves and loves very much even though he revealed this time.

Rendra's feelings for Amira have been there since they first met, a feeling that never faded at all even though Rendra had been in a relationship with another woman.

Rendra only liked Amira, and in her heart there was only Amira. Another woman's thing, she's just pretending and playing around.

"Ren, Mama and Papa's divorce traumatized me and it's hard to trust any man including you."

"Divorce?" ask Rendra astonished.

Amira looked at Rendra carefully, she wanted to reveal what was in her heart.

Amira knows very well that Rendra has been very good to him, Rendra is like an angel who helps and solves all the problems of Amira's life, as well as Amira, he is also an angel for Rendra.

Amira also does not deny that she also has feelings of love and affection for Rendra more than friends. It's just, the separation and divorce of his parents because of a betrayal like a dream in the middle of the room that makes Amira no longer want to dream of living a household. Moreover, Rendra never betrayed. Amira could not if one day Rendra betrayed and hurt her heart just because of her pleasure.

Amira had seen how sad her mother was when her father cheated on her and betrayed her, where she might have hurt the hearts and feelings of others just for the sake of her happiness. How could Amira dance on the suffering and sorrow of others.

"Ren, don't impose your will, you are my angel and will forever remain that way. I don't want the relationship that we'll have to end up in a fight so we both hurt each other. I just want to remember you being the best, so never ruin our friendship just because of selfishness" said Amira with a very convincing face.

Amira was parsimonious in her stance, because for her Rendra was the best friend, an angel without wings and someone who meant a lot in her life.  Although sometimes there is a feeling of jealousy and pity in Amira when she sees Rendra with other women, but still Amira never dreamed to be Rendra her lover completely.

The heart is not as easy as imagined.

Ribet!

Love but can't have.

Sweetheart!

However, it felt too afraid to hold.

Loving is like grasping a knife that is very sharp, if we hold it too hard then we will feel pain, but if we do not hold it at all, it is possible that the knife will still injure ourselves through the other hand.

So, Amira chose to remain unloving because it was better for her.

"Amira, are you sure you don't love me?"

Rendra looked at Amira whose eyes had been filled with tears.

"Ra, are you crying?"

Rendra wiped away Amira's tears then carried the girl into her arms.

"Sir Boss, let me go, let's go!"