CRAZY RICH BOSSES
Mistakes and regret are too late

'I kept quiet and stayed away from him... Until finally the graduation announcement...

I didn't expect that he had prepared a surprise for me at the time... Before the announcement is made... He expressed his feelings and seriousness to me...

He proposed to me... Yep... Applying for a girl who doesn't even know the test results...

I'm riveted... I feel very surprised... Happy.? Evidently... Real happy...

Which woman is unhappy when proposed by her lover... Because it makes all my anger and disappointment disappear...

I believe in his sweet words... He said he didn't like his girlfriend... To him he was just a little brother... Abi even assured me that he would soon tell our relationship to his parents...

Test results were also announced... Of course I was ranked first among all the disciples...

I even got a scholarship to continue my education to a famous campus in this country...

I'm proud of myself... I am sure that I will be a proud person for both my parents...

That day we spent time with our friends... We ate together and spent the last time together...

Without feeling the night... We were all invited to Abi's house... His parents are out of the country... Until he had a special party to celebrate our graduation...

That night I let my parents know if I'm going to the graduation party... Of course my parents let me...

Especially since they know that I've made them proud to get a scholarship at a top university...

I came in the dress Abi gave me... Dress in pink...

Beauitiful... That's a word that might now describe me... All eyes are looking at us...

Although impressed like an official party but actually not... Abi just wanted to make me the Princess I was in that fairy tale that night...

But accidentally one of my friends spilled his drink on the back of the dress I was wearing...

Finally Abi told me to clean it up in his room... And she prepared a new dress for me...

I accept that with pleasure... But when going to remove the zipper on the back I feel very difficult...

Until a hand helps me... I'm appalled... Abi. she was the one who helped me unzip the dress I still wear...

We were silent for a moment... There was a disturbance between us... But Abi quickly apologized and said he just wanted to help me...

I nodded in understanding... The next second she showed me a necklace with a pendant of the letter A... Of course it's the initials of Abi's name...

I smile... I was so happy especially when he put it around my neck...

"This is proof of my seriousness.. Now I have tied you up with my initials." said Abi and smiled at me...

I blushed... My blushing cheeks showed an infinite sense of happiness hearing his words...

He lifted my chin... Make our eyes look at each other... My heartbeat is erratic...

Especially when Abi started to bring her face closer to me... I could feel his warm breath... Even I can now listen to his heartbeat that is no less powerful than my heartbeat...

"I love you, Sasa.." she said...

"I-I love you too." I said..

The next second our lips were already linked to each other... I can feel something I've never felt before...

Yes this is my first kiss... And I also did it with my first love...

But I don't know what demon possessed both of us back then... The kiss is heating up... I even forgot that at that time my dress zipper was open making the dress I was wearing loosened..

It certainly made my chest a little exposed... I was only able to close my eyes because I was so nervous for the kiss I was feeling now...

But I can feel if Abi slowly twists my body and pushes me to sleep on his bed...

At that time my body felt only able to receive every sweet treatment from him...

I wanted to open my eyes but I couldn't... My body can't resist what Abi did to me...

Slowly she took down the dress I was wearing... I can feel it.. Without letting go of her kiss....

Slowly the kiss moved from my lips to my neck....

Why feels... I can't describe it anymore... I feel amused but there is a delicious taste as well...

Although I did not see clearly, I could feel our skin touching each other...

Slowly he put his lips on me... He kissed me and whispered to me...

"Sasa, I love you so much.."

In the end I fell into his grasp... We can't resist the devil's appeal...

Without my tears flowing... My eyes were open because I couldn't stand the pain...

"Sick.." I looked at him with a sad look... I could see his guilty face... She was silent for a while while peeping my lips...

After that I can feel him starting to do it again...

Tiredness is now upon us both...

Until a phone call woke us both up... I woke up when I saw my phone ringing showing a call from my mother...

I got up and pushed Abi's body... Where can I see the bed sheet that is now filled with pink liquid...

I realized right then and there if I had made a big mistake... I pulled the blanket over there and cried...

Abi who now also realized it also apologized to me... He looked so scared when I was crying incessantly...

"I'm sorry Sa. I. I. I'm really khilaf." said Abi trying to apologize to me...

"Hiks.hiks...why Bi.I'm afraid of Bi.." I said with a whim... I felt really scared at that moment... I'm afraid that until the worst happens to me...

Abi hugged me... He tried to calm me down...

"I promise I'll be in charge... Didn't I propose to you too. I promise we'll be with Sa soon." Abi reassured me again...

Half an hour in Abi's arms makes me calmer... But the call from my parents surprised me again...

"Swimming Sa... Pick up the phone and answer calmly as usual..." Abi told me...

I followed his words too.. I finally did not come home that night... I was too scared to go home with my situation like this...

I told my parents to stay at my friend Bella's house... Because it was raining that night so it was not possible for me to go home...

My parents believed and allowed it... After hanging up the phone, I sniffled... Now I realize that I have lost my chastity... I feel so ashamed...

Abi who just came saw me with worry...

"Sa, why are you crying again." she asked...

"I'm afraid Bi. is so scared." I said... He just hugged me and gently rubbed my head...

"I promise Sa will take responsibility." she assured me...

After the party and everyone came home Abi accompanied me and hugged me on his bed... He had also replaced the dirty bed sheet earlier so that I did not feel afraid continuously...

I leaned against his field chest... He kept wiping my head gently and occasionally kissing my forehead...

"I'm sorry Sa... I promise I won't leave you..." He said... I feel calmer now... Moreover, he said that he would immediately tell our relationship to his parents when they returned from abroad...

That night I slept in his arms...

Until the moment that the thing I was most afraid of actually happened...

That day was the day I took the exam to get into the university where I got the scholarship...

I majored in Business Management... But in the middle of the test I felt very nauseous...

My stomach feels like it's stirred so I can't hold it... I went to the toilet without finishing the exam... I could no longer endure the nausea to the point of making me ignore the test...

I ran to the toilet and vomited all over my stomach... It feels really uncomfortable... Even suddenly my head felt so heavy that at last everything went dark...

Abi picked me up after getting word from one of my friends who took the exam as well...

Abi met me in that college health room... He looks so worried..

"Bi I'm afraid.." I said...

"Sstt quiet Sa... Tomorrow we try to check" he said slowly...

The next morning Abi picked me up at my parents' house as usual... Yep... My parents know we've been dating since first grade High School...

Abi took me to his lonely house... Because again his parents are going to work...

Abi gave me a pregnancy test kit she bought online... According to the book I read if the pregnancy test is best done in the morning when urinating for the first time...

And I deliberately didn't pee since then to be able to do that test...

I'm doing... Waiting for the line that appears on the object amounts to how much..

"Sa... Haven't you..?" Abi knocked on the door... I came out of the toilet with a shaky step... It feels like my world is completely collapsing...

"Sa... Y-you're pregnant.?" Abi asked again after seeing the two red lines on the thing... Yes, the line that indicates that there is another life in my womb...

Abi rubbed his forehead roughly... He looks very frustrated... As for me, I was only able to sit and cry...

I deeply regret what has happened... My chest feels so tight... I don't know what else to do...

Abi took me to sit at the end of his bed... He apologized to me many times... He really did not expect that what we were doing at that time was making a new life in my stomach..

He told me that in a week his parents would be back... And we will meet him together and tell him everything that happened and ask for his blessing to get married...

I trust him... Yes, of course I believe... Because I'm sure he loves me...