Cyandra
Uterus problematic.
Kiandra looked at the doctor with blank eyes.
It was as if the world had been destroyed by that time.
Then he looked at the husband who was trying to calm him down.
But it was as if no sound could be heard by his ears at that moment.
Only the question in him is now ringing in his mind.
"How can ?".
"My husband has a problem ?".
"After all the hardships, now you're testing me back god ?".
"How do I face my husband now ?".
"How am I strong to hear bad gossip from people later ?".
"That I am barren !".
"I cannot give offspring to my husband ".
Kiandra complained in her heart to make her faint at that moment.
Doctor and Boy immediately rushed Kiandra to the treatment room.
Diagnosing a doctor is not God.
But sometimes, a doctor's diagnosis can make a person immediately limp and as if dead at that time when he heard it.
"I suggest your wife here until she calms down, we'll give her vitamins to help her recover" the doctor patted Boy's back, it was as if he was grieving with the news he had delivered before him.
"Thank you doc", said Boy still staring fixedly Kiandra's face that had not been conscious.
That day their dreams were shattered.
But for her, marriage is not about a descendant alone.
"Both I will still love you, so don't be fragile alone, I'm with you" said Boy trying to be strong and hold tightly the wife's hand.
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2 Days ago.
Kiandra and Boy decided to go to the hospital to start a pregnancy program.
It's been almost 9 months Kiandra has not been pregnant.
Both couples are looking forward to a child in the middle of their family.
When the doctor started to examine Kiandra's stomach, her face looked displeased.
Makes Kiandra feel like something's wrong with her womb.
"My regime is fine, right doc?", asked Kiandra holding tightly Boy's hand beside her.
"Is the mother's month uneventful?", asked the doctor ending his examination.
"2 this month I did not come docking month", said Kiandra.
"Every month doc, because we're expecting a child, why?" asked Boy.
"Is it always line one?", asked the doctor while writing something in Kiandra's medical report.
"Yes doc" said Kiandra worried.
"This is a referral letter from me for the mother to check the womb as a whole, later the nurse will take the mother to the ultrasound room and CT Scan" said the doctor explained.
"What's wrong with my womb doc?", lamented Kiandra.
"I can't be sure yet ma'am, later my colleague will examine the mother more thoroughly", said the doctor gave the letter of reference to the nurse and let Kiandra and Boy follow the guidance of the sisters.
Boy anxiously waiting in the waiting chair.
Kiandra restlessly tried to follow every direction and examination from the doctor.
Mother, I fear!, lamented Kiandra inwardly trying to be strong with all the bad possibilities she would accept.
After 12 hours.
Kiandra's check is over.
Again, he and Boy were made to wait.
"You can take the results for 2 more days, multiply sholawat ya" said the doctor trying to calm Kiandra.
For 2 days, night or day.
Kiandra is still nervous.
Even the work of home or office is not right for the first time.
His secretary was the one who handled office affairs during Kiandra's leave.
"Doubtful!, kayak babu!, cook yourself take care of your own house, good thing Kiandra want to diguasai this house", ketus bu Rara while cooking dinner.
"Well!, how salty!, what sea water!", jolt bu Rara getting annoyed.
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"Awhh my head", cried Kiandra began to realize from her fainting.
See his hands in an infusion hose.
Kiandra began to recall the bitter incident.
"Miom dok!", exclaimed Boy very shocked to hear the doctor's words.
"That's why you don't come regularly, we apologize, that's the result of the examination on behalf of Ms. Kiandra Cecylia" the doctor explained.
"No way doc!, all this time no complaints from my wife!", jolted Boy did not accept.
"We're just delivering what we know sir" the doctor said.
While Kiandra only fell silent in her seat with eyes that began to empty.
"What else is this?", complained Kiandra then lost her consciousness.