DEALLOVES
26 | Mistake

Nanda was still mocking indistinctly in front of Dera. Dera could not escape from the grip of Nanda who hugged him so tightly.

"Splitting.. You know what I'm feeling right now? It hurts so much, Dera. It hurts! I didn't think loving someone felt this bad. You never understand how I feel. Love me to you.. You never cared. Want you what? You want to go back to your most beautiful ex? Al Putra Darmajaya, whose family has clearly always humbled you, does not accept you. I lack what Dera? Ha?"

"Nanda, I don't mean .... "

"Std.. I told you that you were born! It's time I spoke. I gave you a chance to answer all my questions, but you didn't take that chance. Now it's my turn to talk. Don't argue with your CEO!"

Dera immediately fell silent. He did not dare to open his mouth again. Nanda's anger is now at its peak. Even though Nanda was unconscious, he was still very scary for Dera.

"I'm just a regular CEO who fell in love with my secretary. But, what did I get? Just a heartache. My most dear secretary doesn't care about my heart. He never wanted to give me a chance. When should I wait for him? DERA, I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU!!"

Nanda was so disappointed, his face was red. He even started to sob. Wet eyes. One Nanda, the notoriously cold and respected CEO, is now shedding tears just because of a woman.

"I'm sorry Nanda" said Dera in his heart.

Nanda no longer screams. It's like running out of energy right now. However, his embrace on Dera's body was still so tight.

"Don't go Dera! Don't stay with me! I love you the same. You can stay by my side, right? I don't want to be away from you." Nanda kissed Dera's forehead for so long, a kiss so deep that she fell asleep.

Nanda closed her eyes while still hugging her beloved. Dera is still trying to escape from Nanda's hold.

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Nanda woke up in the morning. It's not really morning anymore, it's almost 10:00. Nanda felt his head so heavy, probably due to the effects of drinking too much last night. The CEO was trying to remember what happened. One thing he remembers, last night Dera was with him.

"Jeez, Dera.. Have I done anything bad to you? What happened to Malem?" Nanda's mind is not good.

Nanda immediately woke up, he prepared himself. After that, he rushed out towards Dera's hotel room. Nanda wanted to make sure of something.

Coincidentally the door to Dera's room was unlocked, without further ado, Nanda opened the doorknob. Looks like Dera is cleaning her clothes. Fold it up and put it in a suitcase.

"Wheels?"

"Nanda--"

"Sorry, I didn't knock on the door. I .... "

"What is Nan."

"Dera, I'd like to ask you a question about Semalem.. What am I--"

"Nanda, I'm in order. We have to go back today, right? Sorry Nan, I'm busy, I have to help my dad finish his stuff. You've been cleaning up too? After this, I'll help you clean up."

"Dera, I just want to ask you about--"

"Udah Nan, please go first! I'm busy."

Nanda resigned. He came out of Dera's room. His mind's getting fucked. He wondered why Dera didn't seem to want to discuss last night. Has something happened between them? Did Nanda hurt Dera last night?

Nanda and Dera are done preparing. Now they are on the plane. His condition was still the same, Dera was still silent. Don't wanna talk, don't even wanna look at Nanda. Nanda's still trying to figure out why.

"Dera, you eat first!"

"Yes, I'll eat."

"Now, Ra. You'll be sick."

"I don't want to eat anymore, Nan."

"What the hell are you, Ra? If I'm wrong, I'm sorry. I honestly don't want to happen. What have I done, Dera?"

"Dera, don't be fooled! Please answer me! You know, my mind's really messed up right now."

"Please Nan, don't ask me anything more about Semalem. Don't talk about it anymore, Nanda."

On their flight back to work, Dera falls asleep. Nanda looked at the calm face of Dera who was sleeping. Nanda took off his suit, using it to cover Dera's body. Nanda also rested Dera's head on his shoulder so that his sleeping position was more comfortable.

"Dear dear, what really happened? You can't be like this if there's nothing, right? Sorry Dera, I really don't want anything. You should have made it clear to me that it was all my fault" murmured Nanda, who Dera would not have heard.

Eventually they reached their destination. Nanda woke Dera gently and slowly.

"R.. Wake yuk! We've arrived" whispered Nanda, rubbing Dera's cheek.

Dera wakes. He was surprised by his position that close to Nanda. Dera moved away.

"Come Dera, you can rest in my apartment. I need to see a client for a second."

"Don't Nan, I'll just go back to the office."

"I'm not asking you to go to work again today, Ra!"

"Dutch-"

"Who's the boss here? Why the hell?"

They got off the plane, Nanda's private car was parked neatly in the airport courtyard. As the two of them walked towards the car, Dera's heels were like tripping over something. Dera was whipping and almost fell. Nanda swiftly caught Dera.

"Bech,"

"Dera, you're gapapa?"

"I'm sorry, my leg hit something earlier."

"It's okay. How to fuck."

Dera was still holding onto Nanda's arm. His hands were still firmly gripping the sleeves of Nanda's shirt.

"Oh," cried Dera in pain.

"Ra, are your legs hurting? I think you're sprained. Let's go to the clinic first yes, put your foot on. Can you walk?"

Dera hesitantly replied.

"I answered you yes. Your legs still hurt."

Without warning, Nanda carried Dera so that they could reach the car.

"Miss,"

"Sstt, it's gapapa. Your legs hurt, right?"

They got in the car. Arriving in front of the clinic, Nanda again carried Dera ala-ala newlyweds.

Dera's leg is treated. It still hurts a bit and Dera still has trouble walking. However, his condition was already much better than before.

Nanda helped Dera stand up. After Dera managed to stand up, Nanda actually hugged Dera so tightly.

"Splitting.. Excuse me. Sorry for all the mistakes I made to you. If you think I'm not sorry to forgive, punish me, Ra! You can punish me for anything, but one thing, please don't cuddle me like this. Don't fuck me! Please Dera, I need you. Don't be cold again!"