Dear Chelsea
23. Disillusioned

after school Chelsea walked to the library, he intended to read a letter from Kevin. his steps were so fast, that he was unaware of the whereabouts of Leo who followed him.

"tap..tap..". Chelsea's voice was clearly heard by Leo.

a few minutes later Chelsea stopped his steps on a bench inside the library.Tampa doubted he immediately opened the letter and read it.

Dear: Chelsea Mana

From: Kevin ardinegara

hi chels....how are you? hopefully you are good news, the cave deliberately wrote this letter to you, the cave hope you are not angry ya the same cave.

to the point, the cave wants to say if the cave can not return to the indo, the cave does not know for sure when the cave can return there again.The cave can hope to accept the decision of the cave yaa chels.

actually the cave does not want to make this decision, Karana cave does not want to lose you, but fate says otherwise, the cave must be here not know until when.that's why the gua kabarin to you through this letter, sorry cave can not be happyin lu chels, but the cave is trying to be able to return to indo, even though the possibility is not there, but the cave is,.

the cave wants you to open your heart to Leo, because only he can make you happy, not the cave, Leo is better than the cave. You have to keep living lu chels, you do not need to think about the cave anymore, because the cave is not yet sure to be back there, while Leo is always on your side, Leo is always on your side, gua is sure she can make you happy.

sorry cave yaa chels, the cave can only make you disappointed, the cave is not pantes for you, and the cave wants you to live happily, even though in the heart of the cave there is only your name, but what about again? maybe we are not a soul mate. Cave tau must be heavy for you to digelupain cave, but you should be able to, cave want you to be happy with Leo.

Singapore 17.10.2022

after Chelsea read the contents of the letter her tears brimming on her cheeks, she felt she had lost the figure of the person she had hoped for, and who she had been waiting for, but in reality the person would never return, there's little chance Kevin's back.

"why are you so evil with the cave". said Chelsea with tears, he tore the paper and threw it away.

"gua doesn't want to lose you brother Kevin".

"why do you have to make a decision like this?". Chelsea continued with tears.

Leo who saw Chelsea crying immediately approached him, he brought a tissue for Chelsea.

"remove your tears, the cave can not see you like gini". Leo said while giving the tissue to Chelsea.

Chelsea received a tissue given by Leo, then she wiped her tears, as she looked at Leo with mixed feelings.

"thank you.". Chelsea said.

Leo sat next to Chelsea and asked Chelsea why he was crying.

Chelsea are confused as to what to answer, but there is no way he is telling the truth to Leo, which there he will only make Leo feel disappointed.

"eum.kak Kevin said that he would not return to the indo".

"how, how come?". surprised Leo

"he has to go to treatment often, so he will stay there".Chelsea replied withholding his tears

Leo felt he didn't deserve to be in Chelsea's side, he knew in Chelsea's heart there was only Kevin's name, but he couldn't let Chelsea drag on in grief, he doesn't want to see Chelsea sad.

"gua tau you must not Nerima this all, but the cave does not want to see you sad like gini chels, the cave is ready to make you happy, even though only a friend, the cave knows your feelings". Leo tried to calm down the grieving Chelsea.

"gua did not expect, why brother Kevin could not make decisions like this". sad Chelsea

"maybe he has no choice anymore chels, you have to believe Kevin might not want to see you sad like this".

Chelsea can only accept the reality that is so hard for him, he does not know how he can live his life, while the people he loves will never be by his side again. but he also could not bear to see Leo who was always there for him.

then Chelsea moved and wiped her tears, she also smiled to see Leo who was beside her.

"already brother Leo, the cave does not want to discuss this again, the cave wants to go home, anyways we will want to leave".

"do you think it's okay?". asked Leo

"it's okay". Chelsea smile

"well, your anterine cave is yes".

"may, thank you, brother". Chelsea is smiling

Leo can only follow what Chelsea want, he knows Chelsea's smile towards him is just a fake smile, but Leo knows that Chelsea must take time, it's not possible that soon Chelsea forget everything.

they also walked to the parking lot smk 127, after arriving at the parking lot Leo immediately drove Chelsea home.

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