Deep Heart's
247. Fear of Losing
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" Excuse me...The aunt brought me breakfast !!" there was a knock on the door of the bridal room, Juan who was used to being alert immediately woke up. he moved to look for his bathrobe to open the door.
" Where ??" spoiled great-grandson Milea did not want to let go of her embrace
" I opened my aunt's door just for a second, go back to sleep !!" answer Juan
" Don't be long!!" milea's message made Juan smile, it was nice to have someone back on him after so many months alone. Juan opened the door and moved to open the window curtain so that sunlight entered to illuminate the room, after putting all the food on the table the workers went straight out without being able to look at the bed or look at Juan, they had to keep their eyes off their young master
His old eyes alone can see the entire room, see Miss Milea still lying weakly on the bed that random lizard, their clothes yesterday scattered everywhere to make aunt smile happily
" For lunch there will be no need to be delivered to aunt's room, we will eat in the dining room only !!" juan surprised my aunt
" No young master.message from the mistress and master that you should not leave the room for 3 days" said the aunt.
" What..3 days ? why bi ?"
" The big lady and the big master want you to be able to immediately give a grandchild.so be content with your honeymoon yes, well auntie excuse me.welcome to enjoy her breakfast young master, if there is anything you still want just tell the bodyguards in front "aunty said and the aunt rushed out of the room
" How did bi... do you see the state of the bridal chamber ?? did they do it ??" ask Milea kepo's mom
" Yes madam..no how many times, Miss Milea was still not moving on the bed seemed to be tired, and the mistress knew their clothes were scattered everywhere, another important one..." aunty
" What bi.. quickly say !!" ask the curious lady
" Young master looks very fit, as if there is no capenya.
" Aw aw glad my heart bi, means soon I will have a grandson ha ha ha "his babble so happy.
Meanwhile in the room....
Juan's heart immediately felt racing hearing the hope of his in-laws who immediately wanted the presence of a grandson. Juan was still afraid to see the pregnancy and birth as a result of his wife's death after giving birth with her baby.
Juan sat looking at Milea's beautiful face, the angel that was lowered for him...
" I don't want to lose Milea anymore.I really don't want to "Juan said in his heart and hugged Milea from behind tightly, Milea smiled feeling a warm embrace from her husband.
" Have you come back, baby ??" ask without opening my eyes
" hemm.. Let's take a shower, I'm hungry !!" bring Juan
" I'm still limp Juan, we just eat first yes.and take it later !!" push Milea
" No Milea.. You have to take a bath and eat, let me bathe you !!" juan said then lifted Milea's innocent body into the bathroom, both hands of Milea writhing spoiled around Juan's neck.
Both went into the hot tub that was already available, Juan painstakingly bathed Milea, there was not the slightest scar or scratch, there was only a lip scar last night on most of Milea😁's chest, really Milea was raised very well by her parents... unlike his scar-filled body here and there
" Why are you watching my whole body Juan ??" milea asked a little embarrassed
" Your body is very clean and smooth unlike my body "said Juan was embarrassed.but Milea instead touched the scars on Juan's back and chest repeatedly.
" Do you know Juan... What made me fall in love with you ??" asked Milea with a smile
" No... I'm really confused what could make you fall in love with me ??" juan is honest
" because the first time I saw and touched your body, these scars that made you look so mighty in my eyes, you look so sexy as a man with all these scars..." milea said, so she kissed the scar with her lips made Juan's chest beat so great
" Ow Milea..why dare you seduce me !!" juan's great-grandson when he sensed how his tornadoes were instantly on standby, Milea smiled seeing that it was his goal.
" Put me baby !!" pinta Milea with her sensual voice while putting on a position, who can resist this ???the gurgling of water was heard soaking the floor because the movement of the two in the bath was so intense
The bath was finally finished after the planting session was completed, Juan again lifted Milea's body that shook with weakness, hungry and cold because of the slowness in the bath
Juan immediately took Milea to the dining table and sat her down on the chair
" Can ask once why you even ask for an additional 😤 will be over time "milea's nagging makes Juan more chuckling, who does not ask for added see the body of a Milea sex
" Have drunk this ginseng tea to recover your strength, I will feed you to eat as my apology "rayu Juan ,both then eat voraciously... Juan even added 2 times
Finish eating keduany leisurely walk in the special garden room Milea while enjoying the sun out shy
" What's the matter Juan, why do you have such thoughts ??" asked Milea to see Juan pensively
" Milea... do you want to get pregnant soon ??" juan asked doubtfully
" Sure baby.You know I'm an only child, my parents are not young anymore....often they say that they wish I had more children to make the house crowded in their old age, why ??" the answer made Juan take a deep breath
" What if we postpone the baby first "pinta Juan
" delaying momongan? why ... don't you want my son Juan? " ask Milea confused
Juan took a deep breath, he invited Milea to sit on the park bench
" Come here..there's something I want to tell you!!" said ... Milea waited with a troubled feeling
" Actually two years ago I was married ...."
" What...?? you're married 'so that's why you don't want to have a child with me hik you're evil Juan 😭😭" cut Milea who just cries ... his chest felt so tight to hear that Juan was married 2 years ago, his two tiny hands beating Juan's chest while crying incessantly
" Milea listen to me first, I haven't finished talking !!" juan said, holding Milea's hands together
" what else do you want to say, you evil Juan, don't you know how much I fell in love with you hik hik hik "cut Milea again.
" Please Milea... Let me finish my story earlier..yeah please listen first !!" pinta Juan repeatedly, Milea finally wanted to calm down
" i got married 2 years ago and was chosen by king Erden, my wife became pregnant ...."
" Hik hik Hua Hua Hua Hua ..." began to sound again Milea's cry. Juan's thumb wiped the tears gently.
" Don't weep Milea, we were at war, but because it was the time when my wife gave birth . I went back to my wife's village and when I got there, all I saw was my wife's stiffened body and my newly born son... the two died shortly after because my wife was in the village with a plague ", Juan said with teary eyes
" a... What is it ??" little girl
" Do you know how sad it was that my heart lost my son and my wife at that time, I almost committed suicide because both of them left me because I really wanted to have my own family. Fortunately king Erden came at the right time.he brought me back and my comrades kept comforting me until I finally started to move on "Juan continued ... Milea could not say anymore.he could only hear the story, but only briefly... Milea hugged Juan tightly
" i'm sorry Juan.I'm sorry, I really don't know if your past is so sad" he said.
" That's why I don't want you to get pregnant or give birth just yet.I'm not ready Milea, I'm afraid that something similar will happen to you. I really like you. I like you very much, I can't afford to lose you Milea" Juan said as he returned Milea's embrace.
Milea smiles in Juan's arms, so Juan doesn't want to have children with her but she still feels traumatized by her past.
" Juan.do not be afraid of pregnancy and my future birth, I promise that if I get pregnant then I will take care of my health and that of our children with great care. Are you not happy if you can hold and hug the child from the results of our love ??" ask Milea
" But Milea. I'm scared !!"
" Don't be afraid Juan.There is a mother and father who will take care of me and our baby with great care, trust me. Now you are not alone, you already have me... have a father and mother and soon we'll have cute kids, won't it be so happy ??" milea said it really makes Juan's heart very plong at this time
" Thank you Milea, I'm very lucky to meet you in this world. If I die and come back to life I still want to meet and be with you in any life ... I love you Milea " said Juan with earnestness
" I love you more Juan...what if we make another baby ??" take Milea with a sensual smile.really a smile that will not be rejected by Juan.
" who's afraid !!"
This is a bonus one eps for those who still want to read the story of Juan and Milea....
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