Destinations
47 Love Tested
It was never thought in Rara's life that someone from her past would return, let alone someone she had never thought of before, who had never been in her mind in the slightest.
Does he have to feel happy?
No, what he felt was just disappointment. Disappointed at something he doesn't remember at all. Rara thought how if she became her mother, left with a very small daughter by her own husband. It hurts, it must hurt. There must also be hatred and revenge.
Rara is increasingly aware that her mother is a strong woman, a very good mother and she is also more proud to have a mother like her mother.
Rara stared at the drink in front of her, which until now was still intact untouched.
A single bad thought suddenly flashed through his mind.
"I'm .. I'm not a child outside of marriage, am I?" His father was shocked to hear the question from his son.
"Of course not, honey. Papa and mama you are legally married, both legally and religiously." Rara looked into the man's eyes, looking for lies in his eyes.
Honestly, that's what Rara felt. He was able to breathe a little. Another thought popped up again, perhaps this time it made more sense.
"Are you married because you had to? What's because of the match?"
The man did not immediately reply, and it made Rara instantly draw her own conclusions. These bad thoughts about the man before her were increasing.
"That means I'm not the kid you expected, right? Is that why you left me and my mom? Who is that girl? The woman you loved and made you leave me and my mother. Surely Papa also currently has a daughter from that woman, right? How many? Must be a man, right? Papa never loved me because I'm a girl, right?"
Those tears finally fell as well. One conclusion draws another conclusion. One prejudice produces another prejudice.
Darian's day hurt watching her son cry.
"Ra, listen to me for an explanation."
"Enough! I should never have called you Papa. Those words are only appropriate for a man who deserves to be my father, to be the husband of my mother, and they are not you, sir."
Heartbreak is not only felt when getting rejection from loved ones between men and women only. But this is the real heartbreak that Darian feels.
Broken a broken piece.
Rara's face became more and more sad, crumbling because of this man who was supposed to be her first love.
Rara regulated her breathing, exhaling her slowly through her mouth. It was like a nightmare for him. It turned out that all this time he had been a broken home child without him noticing.
"It's only fitting that mom never told me anything about you. If I were to be a mother, I would do the same, not wanting to make my son's heart hurt by the rejection of his own biological father. Which child will not be hurt when he finds out his father left because of another woman, at a time when he was very young and needed the affection and attention of both parents."
Rara squeezed her hand again. The drink in front of him was no longer cold.
"I ... don't meet me and hurt my mother again." Rara then moved from her seat, leaving Darian who now felt very empty.
His goal is to get the affection and forgiveness of his son taken for granted. The papa call was only for a while, again seized by the shade giver in the eyes of the child.
His love for the child must be tested, not only the love between a man and a woman must be tested. He left, and now he will take it back, whatever the obstacles.
Papa will try to get your love and affection, Rara. Also your mom ....
...🥀TAMAT🥀...
The story does arrive here, a father who gets rejection from his own son. Trying to apologize even though he knew it was very difficult. Coming back when the child is an adult, it is not an easy thing to definitely get sorry it🥺
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