Destiny Cruel Love
Could it be Fate

#POV DEAN

'Bismillah O Allah, strengthen Your servant O Allah' I said in my heart.

After the prayer, I cleaned my face and hung it back. I tried to encourage myself and finished the prayer made my heart a little calm.

Today is the most sad day for me. For the first time I saw my father hurt. All this time my dad kept me from getting hurt at all.

Dad loved me so much, even when I first fell off my bike when I was a kid my dad was so anxious. Now that I was in that position, my dearly beloved father was injured before my eyes.

I pray to God that you may be given strength and salvation. I honestly haven't and can't afford to lose my father. When I found out the reason for the stabbing was misdirected, I was so furious and angry.

The stabbing occurs because the person who is the main purpose of the stabbing dodges in time. Until the father who stood behind the man became the victim of the wrong target.

I wanted to vent my anger on the man, but my anger was held in my heart, when I saw the man was DIA.

Yes, HE. He was the man who became my first love. I'm sure the feeling I have right now is 'Love'. I felt a thump, a cold sweat, even my heart rate increasing as I recalled our brief memories of that time.

Could it be that he could realize the girl he hugged time at the Stop two months ago was me. Even though he didn't see my face, I don't know why I wish he knew it was me.

*** FLASHBACK

-- Two months ago.----

"Well, how long? Usually at this time the bus is already on nongol deh." My speech

"Yes deck, long time ago today, maybe again there is a demo deck". Said the young lady beside me who looked uneasy waiting for the bus to come.

"Yes, my brother, it's hot this afternoon, I'm lapeerrr...". Kelpus .

The brother laughed at my complaint.

"Well.that's it, brother, the bus is coming!" Exclamation

"Yes, Come!" Said the woman.

"I think the bus was full".

"It could be a lot coming down here deck, hopefully yes!" Hope the woman.

And sure enough, when the bus was almost near our stop, it was seen from the entrance of the bus was already crowded who wanted to get off.

There are some young executives who will also be crammed down from the bus. This is what I love when I wait for the bus at this stop. There are a lot of office space around here.

The sight of a handsome and beautiful young executive. One day I want to be like them. Yes, my ideals are not grandiose.

So office employees like them seem cool, get their own sweat salary. Spend it having fun with family.

My friends asked me why I didn't want to be Polwan like my mama. The answer is simple, his responsibilities are the same as my boss' country.

I feel unable to carry out tasks like my mother. Even though my mom looks relaxed at home. But I know that shoulder is always tired from carrying out the duties of the country.

"Sir, Come on. don't daydream.t the bus is close, then you're not ready anymore! ntar fell down the same push that went down the deck!" My daydream was spoiled after being reprimanded by the woman next to me earlier.

"Oh yes, brother, thank you for ngingetin sis.." My speech.

And sure enough, the bus passengers who stopped in front of me very much wanted to get off. All men are tall.

BLIIIZZ!!!

Bus door open.

That's right said the woman, I wasn't ready, my body was pushed a little backwards. I want to turn my body back so as not to fall backward.

However, not yet turned around, my body balance was lost. In the sloping position I fell. I closed my eyes unprepared for the truth.

'The soul is already I am God.' my inner.

Moments later, I felt like my body wasn't hurting so much, just a slightly numb waist.

As far as I know the floor stop is hard cement. In a moment I flew into the clouds.

'Tidaaaak.no god, not now.' I cried in my heart.

However, right now I feel warm, tender, and I don't know. I was confused as to why it felt like this.

Why do I sound like DUG DUG DUG. From where?

"Sir.. Deck.. Deck... Hey deck wake up deck..!!"

That masculine voice sounded melodious once, soft, an anxious tone in his voice sounded. And what is this? Why is it so fragrant?

'Is this your angel Lord..?'

I slowly opened my eyes, and...

DEG!!! DEG!!! DEG!!!

'My heart wants to explode, how handsome this angel is Oh my God..'

I saw a grown man in front of my eyes, the distance of his face was very close to me. Her breath of fragrance made me float around a little.

"Sir.you're okay, right? Let's try to stand up." Bespotted

Slowly my consciousness began to return. And what is this? my position is not aesthetic at all, in my opinion.

I was in his arms tilted to the right. My right cheek and ear are in front of his chest. The man held my body in a kneeling position.

I tried to regain control of myself.

"Eh. yes, sorry brother, I was not careful." My speech

My position is still in the arms of the man today. I feel at home for a long time if it falls into the arms of this warm man.

'Duh...what the hell am I? still bocil also.. graduated not yet, Oh God, this is the name of Love.. Oh this is Love, happy when I meet her, with my mind that suddenly feels like singing.

"Sir, let's get up..!" The man's heart

DEG!!! again the melodious voice broke my daydream.

"Together, it's okay, next time be careful ya deck!" Speak softly.

I also helped him stand up. My waist hurts a little. But it can still be taken to walk, maybe upon arrival at home I asked Mbok Dar to help to massage him a little.

After I got up, he left.

"So, don't go yet!" he continued while putting on a sweet smile. Looks like he was also part of the person who got off the bus earlier.

My heart melted, melted, could this be what my friends felt when they fell in love.

If true, I really don't think I can. I could stay there for a long time if I was nearby.

My heart cannot be at peace with situations and conditions. It feels like the heart is about to jump.

'Huh. lebay also me.. Ppffff.' I smile to myself.

Maybe if people saw me they would think I was out of my mind after I fell.

But may I hope that one day we will meet again. There could be our next meeting.

"Haaaah."

The next bus finally arrived. This time it was safe. No drama of falling in love, Eh. falling down again.

The next few days I kept thinking about the man. Sometimes I try to wait in front of the stop at the same hour.

Two months passed, but I never once saw him again

*** FLASHBACK OFF

Right now I'm brushing off all my feelings for her. My father is more important than anything.

I had a glimpse of his face in front of my father's operating room earlier. No more faces like two months ago, when I first and last saw her.

Although he was a little far away from us, but I knew clearly the look in those eyes. There was no more tenderness there, the look on his eyes looked tired and implied a wound.

The man's family was accompanying me and my mother waiting for my father's surgery. They showed genuine sympathy, looking different to the man.

The man was impressed to stay away from his family. I don't know what made that warm man turn cold like that. I'm sure a lot of things have changed in the last two months.

After hanging the face in its place, I walked to the entrance of this musholla. The door of this musholla is only one on the side and is in the middle between the male and female shaf.

I slightly glanced at the male shaf. I saw only one man praying.

DEG!!!

That guy he is, he's the one I'm trying to get out of my mind right now. I am trying to make peace with my heart. Yes, again my heart is not friendly.

I decided to go back to my dad's operating room. However, that masculine voice stopped all my world. His complaint to the Creator disturbs my hearing.

"Why did You take it so quickly from me, O God, I have not been able to make it happy, You have called it.. Hix.. This is your justice O God!!!" he heard a voice that so broke my heart.

I don't know why I want to cry and see and hear her cry. But when I remembered what happened in court, I suddenly became upset.

'Why, 'Why, why would you be like this, if you lose someone, then pray for his kindness up there.

Like there was an impulse out of nowhere, I said something that was the opposite of my heart

"He's happier by his side than he is with a man like you.." My speech

DEG!!!

'Duh..my heart.cooperate!!!' I'm in my heart.

Stared like I was still pounding, when he looked at me sharply.

Instantly she stopped her crying, looking at me. He saw me standing at the entrance of the musholla.

The man chuckled slightly, the cynical smile he gave was able to overturn my world.

'Maybe he really doesn't know me, am I wrong to wish Oh my God... Give me back my angel's sweet smile

"What's Lo loy-liat? Disturb people pray aja Lo.." Cetus.

It turns out that he doesn't remember me, and he's turned 360 degrees. Now he is a man whose language has changed.

But it felt like I didn't want to give up on the side of tenderness that he covered, I was challenged to return that smile.

Even though my father is currently struggling on the operating table there, here I even had time to think of how to restore his smile.

'Duh.. Brainpower.. Where you go.. HOOUWOOOO...'

I shook my head a little, why at times like this my brain is dead-end. I ended the discussion with a little advice for him.

"What you should regret right now is what you just said, sir.., you humbled God, God knows the best for His people, the best we think is not necessarily good according to God, God, even bad according to us can be good according to God, you can cry but you do not blame DESTINY.., excuse me!!! Assalamu'alaikum.!"'s chat...!" I reply softly with a face that I made slightly flat.

'Oh God... What I just said, lest he hate me, ditch my hope of being with him.

Could it be that God predestined us to meet at a wonderful time and part at the wrong time, so that there was no reason for us to be together next? Could it be that fate? Only God knows.

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#POV DEAN END

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