
Sylia shed her tears after opening her veil. No, Sylia is not ashamed of her deformed face. Sylia is afraid to show her face in front of the man who is not yet her mahram. Sylia was afraid of sin, and even her sin yesterday was not necessarily forgiven by God. Sylia learned enough religious knowledge from the lectures that Sylia watched on the red application, also Sylia often read Islamic novels, so Sylia was afraid of God for opening her veil, even though the face was not including aurat.
But Sylia had to do that. Sylia was also afraid that the man who was about to propose to her was disappointed with his own feelings. Sylia is self-conscious enough to fall in love because of her sins, so she doesn't expect much to be able to live happily in a marriage. Sylia had to show her face in front of the man for her curiosity to be treated.
"I'm sorry if my face scares you. Forgive me also Brother Alman, if Brother is disappointed because my appearance does not match the wishes of Brother. I'm sorry if my attitude and appearance made Kak Alman interested. I didn't mean for that. By Allah, I never intended to attract the attention of Brother Alman." Sylia is back in her veil. Alzeer was very surprised by Sylia's terrible cheek to see. Not with Alman. She smiled sweetly, very sweetly but Sylia did not take a single glance at her. "I hope with this Brother Alman is not curious anymore about what is behind my veil. I am not a holy and honorable woman. I am dirty and deformed. I don't deserve anyone."
Sylia continued to talk, but this time her face was downcast for keeping a look. The face showed no sadness at all. He looks so tough and qona'ah with his destiny. Alman seemed to be taking a deep breath.
"Bismillah. I'll marry you as soon as Dek Sylia. I want to meet your walimu." Alman's words made everyone there startled and looked at Alman. "I am not a holy man either. I also have a bad past, but I want us to be able to complement each other in order for the bad to be good and for the less to be complete" he continued.
"Lu'm sure?" Erkan looked seriously at Alman who also looked serious. Alman turned to Erkan and nodded his head full of confidence.
"Sylia, Brother Alman doesn't look at your physique. He wants to marry you. Did you accept it?" Chessy grabbed Sylia's shoulder with her sweet smile and wished her best friend would accept the man.
"Sorry Brother. Sylia still can't accept Alman. Please ... there are still many women who are more deserving than me." Sylia's answer surprised Alman.
"Dek Sylia, I'm serious. I have no problem with Dek Sylia's face. The faith of the Sylia Deck that made me sure to propose. Honestly, only this time I see the opposite sex with this feeling" Alman said firmly.
"Faith me is just a fingernail. I don't even know if my sins have been forgiven or not, while a married woman has all her sins borne by her husband. I don't want Alman to take away my sins. I'm just a woman sinner Brother. I still reject Brother Alman's proposal." Sylia was still muddled with her refusal.
"You're just a sinner in the past. Now, you are improving yourself and looking for your identity. Let me accompany what you are looking for. Let me perfect some of your faith, Dek Sylia." Alman's speech was able to make Sylia look up and look at Alman's face. There was a glimmer of hope in Alman's eyes for Sylia.
"Syl, Alman is sincere. Are you sure you don't want to think about this?" Chessy gently rubbed Sylia's back.
"Think well or you ask God for an answer through istikharah." said Erkan made Sylia again bow her head.
"alright. I'll think about it first. Give me some time." replied Sylia.
"Don't think of Dek Sylia too long, because it will only make you more doubtful" said Alman because obviously he did not want any rejection.
"Marriage is not something short. Marriage is the longest worship service in the rest of our lives." says Sylia.
"God, it's indeed Dek Sylia. I'm falling in love with you more and more. I'd like to quickly justify you to Dek Sylia." Alman really felt Sylia's words as a conditioning in his heart.
Sylia was stunned to hear Alman's words. Not that ilfill is the same as him, this is the opposite. "I'm sorry, but I have to really think about it sister" Sylia said.
"I can't make Dek Sylia. God willing I will patiently wait for the answer to Dek Sylia. May God always accept this good intention for us. I really really hope to be able to marry Dek Sylia soon and soon." said Alman made Sylia breathe a sigh of relief. At least Sylia had to think hard for these few days.
"Betul Syl, you can get to know each other through cv later. Say what you want and don't after you get married." Chessy is so enthusiastic that soon Sylia gets the happiness she's looking for.
"good. Before that I would like to tell you that besides those mentioned earlier, I am also an illegitimate child. That's what they call those who don't like me, including my uncles and aunts. In the past, my mother had sex with my father before I was married, so my status was without a guardian and my nasab followed my mother. If Brother Alman objected to my genealogy and my nasab. Please say it now before we go any further." Sylia spoke still in a gentle and polite tone.
"Surely there is no such thing as an illegitimate child, because the illegitimate one is the work of his parents. A baby born is holy, not haram. I don't mind at all about that. If Dek Sylia is not a problem I do not need to see the Sylia Deck family, I also do not pa-pa if it is the best." replied Alman with full wibawanya.
"Thank you in advance. Then excuse me. I'll give you an answer after a week."
"Can't it be three days Deck? I think three days is enough."
"I'm going to fast too, so I need a little longer. If you object, then we cancel …."
"No, I don't mind. We exchange cv before the Sylia Deck actually finds an answer."
"I understand, then excuse me. Assalamu'alaikum." Sylia left and went back to her room. While Alman suddenly felt his whole body limp with no bones because it still had to wait for one week.
"Haha ... have you wanted to marry?" Ledek Alzeer's. "But you're not really afraid of girls?" ask Alzeer.
"Love is blind Al. I don't think you've ever been in love." replied Alman in a quiet voice.
"Crazy Er, she's really in love." Alzeer looked at Erkan.
"I'm in love with my wife too." Erkan moved from his seat and approached Chessy and kissed her forehead. "My love will be endless for my wife." continued Erkan while dropping his head on the base of Chessy.
"Dam. I have to go see Alesia." said Alzeer. "Gue's gonna get your girl back." Erkan just smiled, and so did Alman. Chessy himself was gently stroking Erkan's hair.
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