Destiny Najwa
The heart is not ready

After telling everything about her life from beginning to end, Najwa felt sorry for her ex-husband's life.

But his decision remained the same, with Najwa sincerely forgiving all of Rehan's mistakes but not to return with him.

"Najwa Ikhlas forgave all the mistakes of Mas and Karin. But to get back together, Najwa can't. Our lives are different, now Najwa just wants to focus on improving Najwa. After all, Mas Re was already mentally 3 Najwa, if he could get back together it would not be easy Mas, before Najwa re-married to another man," explained Najwa at length.

Rehan could only look down on lamenting the regret he had just felt after learning of Karina's affair.

While Rania who was looking at the two from inside the store, felt a little disbelief.

O Allah, give courage to both. Rania prayed in her heart while paying for the cashier's book.

"Afwan, has he finished talking ?" Tanya Rania approached the two.

"Already Ran, let's go back to the pesantren !" Najwa's voice rose from his seat.

"Wait for deck !" Call Rehan to stop Najwa's move.

Najwa stopped his steps, he turned back to look at Rehan.

Longs....

Of course the fleeting feeling was still in his heart, but the extremely painful thing had been deeply embedded there.

It could not shake Najwa to be back with Rehan and start over.

"May you know in which pesantren Adek now serve ?"

"Najwa in Ar-rasyid Mas boarding school, not far from here. Is there anything else ?" Ask Najwa to make sure.

Rehan. He really wanted to talk to Najwa for longer. But it seems Najwa still feels very disappointed in him.

And Rehan realized that, until he chose to end their conversation.

I will not give up Najwa, now Mas already know where you are...

Wait for me to come back to fight you !

"If so, Najwa said back to Mas. Asalammualaikum..."

"Goddessalam..."

Rehan stared at them until the motorbike they were driving drove on and disappeared from the shop's courtyard.

***

"Naj's...Akhi Rehan seemed to be very sorry for what he did," Rania said on the sidelines of her steps towards the dormitory.

"I've forgiven him Ran" replied Najwa, but his gaze still stared straight ahead.

"Pardon doesn't mean you have to go back, Ran, I can't."

"What is Gus Fatih's cause ?"

Degs.....

Najwa's footsteps stopped. His mind suddenly recalled how ridiculous that one was when it had started teasing him.

"What does this have to do with Gus Fatih ?" Najwa tried to avoid what he was thinking.

"Ekhemmm, I've been preached by Naj. I understand how he looks at you, Gus Fatih holds a taste for you, and I'm pretty sure of that" Rania said, twisting one eye, trying to comfort her best friend.

"I realize I'm Ran, there's no way Gus Fatih likes a woman like me. What else if she knows my status is only a widow."

"If he knows and continues to accept you sincerely, do you want to ?" Ask Rania seriously.

"I don't understand one thing Ran, how can you not be jealous and hurt with Gus Fatih's attitude ?"

"I'm just an ordinary woman who wants to look good in the eyes of the creator of Naj. That's what I can't change, I realized that when you were in this boarding school, Gus Fatih became interested in you. It must be there, I feel it too. But do not want me to make a big problem because of jealousy, remember one thing Naj.It is better to marry someone who loves us sincerely even more we both love him. But it is not too excessive, love.It must still be greater on the creator who is also the messenger," explained Rania.

"And I've made it clear that you are a match with Gus Fatih" he said again as he stroked his friend's shoulder.

*It's not that easy that I forget the taste I've given to Mas Rehan Ran...

Until this moment, the taste was still neatly stored where it should be....

I don't understand what fate I will face...I can only hope that whatever happens doesn't hurt anyone

I understand you who love Gus Fatih so much, as much as you cover your feelings, but I can still see it clearly Rania. You are my best friend, and I understand how you are.

Oh Allah.Whoever I match later, I hope no heart is hurt because of me.

Gus Fatih or return with Mas Rehan...

I don't refuse if it's my destiny...

But right now, my heart is not ready to accept both...

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