DETERMINACY
05. ABOUT RASYA'S LIFE
After school Rasya is waiting for Rafi who turns out his class is getting punished because one of the students makes the teacher angry so one class is in the law. About fifteen minutes later he came to make Rasya happy so he did not need to linger in the parking lot that had begun to quiet.
“You go home directly?” ask Rafi
“Find a meal first!”
“OK!”
Rafi also drove his motorcycle to a street food stall makes Rasya confused because since childhood he never ate fringe food. Seeing Rasya silent makes Rafi start to make a sound and convince him if the fringe food is good like a restaurant in general.
After ordering the meatballs the two sat in the corner, while enjoying the food suddenly came someone who made Rasya speechless especially he had to be insulted in public. Moreover, Rafi who listened to the fact was even confused he wanted to help but suddenly Rasya punched the person in front of him.
Whale
One death blow landed on the man's stomach, but the man who was beaten did not feel any pain because of the force that a woman would not struggle against the man before her.
“But I don't feel pain!” taunting Rasya
“It turns out to remain the same aja useless pantes bokap ngebuang elo!”
“Duh pity very good life even now like this slice once!”
Hina guy in front of him continuously Rasya wants to beat him again but Rafi forbid him he said evil deeds do not need to be avenged evil. Hearing Rafi's explanation, Rasya nodded in understanding and preferred to leave the place.
This time Rafi invited Rasya to a lake not far from the place, while on the lake they boarded a ship to enjoy the beautiful scenery, feeling such a calm atmosphere made Rasya forget all the grunts in his mind.
“Tadi who?” asked Rafi to keep rowing her boat
“My sister!” rasha looked at the lake water
“You have a family problem?” ask Rafi again
“Yah that's what I don't know what's wrong so bokap nyokap gitu amat”
“Life is like an excess of leaves will never be priceless and better thrown away!”
“You can't say that!”
Rasya smiled “Well I initially thought maybe because my parents were busy making it since childhood never get affection but fitting Dony was born they never care!”
“Gue always tries to be the best always trying to get a rank one, win the race but what they do not care at all!”
“Sadness that makes me so changed I drink, smoke, even follow wild races until when someone comes to make my life more colorful!”
Rafi listened to Rasya's curses seriously and even she also followed sad after knowing the fact of a famous Rasya badgrils turned out to have a weak side that Rafi believed people would not know.
“Gue was as if he was always there when I was in trouble but when I thought my suffering would stop when he came it was all wrong, fate said another and God made me lose him for good!”
Rasya cried and drowned his head on both knees he was very embarrassed to say it to others when all this time he had never confided in others even his two friends knew the sufferer when he understood Rasya is pregnant with Bara's child, but Ziu and Kinar understand the situation.
“If you are tired, stop for a moment straighten your legs, catch your breath, prepare your provisions, or look back a moment about anything that has passed anything that has been sincerely left behind, and whatever needs to be repaired, the road is still long. Rest for a while is not why do not fall asleep because your goal is in front of you must continue to move forward instead of being amazed to see the past!”
“You'll never understand what it's like to be Raf!”
“Sya you are a strong girl never give up always sacrifice for those who do not care at all with yourself lo I know it Sya!”
“Lo has absolutely no right to judge me just because you look me one eye, you only know a quarter of my life not the whole!”
“Then from that permission I make you understand I want to be the most important part for you Sya!”
“Gue want to go home quickly bring the boat back or I splash let it spit up!”
Hearing the threat from Rasya, Rafi immediately rowed back his boat towards the mainland, upon arrival in the land Rasya immediately left Rafi he was upset because somehow the attitude of the man turned strange. Rasya does not matter if he falls in love again but he still has not moved on on Bara's death.
When Rafi wanted to pursue Rasya it turned out that the girl had first returned home using a taxi. Without any intention of going back to chase Rafi decides to go home.
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When Rasya arrived at home he immediately took a bath and played with his son who turned out to be awake, seeing it made Rasya happy. He is looking after his son with Andika, the son of bi Leha who is currently studying because he will enter school when he rises. Later Andika will go straight to the second grade even though she is one year late for her reason so as not to be insulted by her friends later, therefore Andika must understand all the material from the first and second classes.
At night Rasya also decided to return to his room because he was tired, this time he again slept with his son even Ival's cot had been moved by Andika. Rasya wants to sleep with his son until Ival grows up and knows what happens to his son's future. Will he be insulted by people for not having a father or even because he is insulted by a child from outside marriage? it's really sad that until that happens, I don't know what he's going to do.
“You must be a strong man yes son!” rasha said while putting her child in a baby box
“Mama will always love you big fast money yes son!” gently stroke the Ival cheek
Finished putting his son he walked on his large bed, which was his, Rasya laid his body and closed his eyes but unfortunately because of Rafi's words he had difficulty sleeping until finally he decided to soak in warm water after that he studied with the aim of drowsiness. When ten o'clock at night drowsiness came Rasya directly walked to the bed and then slept soundly.
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