Different

Different
Philosopher's stone


Syila POVs


I closed the door rudely. Immediately turned my body around and just threw my body behind the door. My eyes warmed up, and then blurred, and the clear liquid that had accumulated in my eye patch slid just like that on my smooth white cheeks. I drowned my head in the folds of both hands that were above my knees that I bent. I cry in silence. Even though this room is soundproof, I still don't want it until someone sees me or hears me crying like this.


The word Syifa kept ringing in my head. Am I really the one who took away her happiness? Am I the one who made him the handler of papa? Is..me trying to get close to Devan?


Heh...


Not wrong? Wasn't he the one who took away my happiness? Who deliberately provoked me to look bad in papa's eyes?


Then..I am the one who caused him to be used by papa? Helooowww...not that he always makes me look bad in the eyes of papa, and now in the eyes of papa only he is the best, only he is the one he is proud of, so..not my fault, right? if he becomes instrumentalized by papa.


And what was that?! Me? Approaching Devan? Can I laugh in front of her face to make me look more stupid in her eyes? Just-there's. In his eyes whatever I do must be wrong, maybe even I breathe wrong in his eyes.


I wiped my tears rough. Then immediately move on from there, choosing to change clothes and sleep.


***


It was a few days after the incident. But he and I were still quiet. No. gabe. If he's probably used to being quiet, but I'm the weird one here. Want to be at home, or at school I've been quiet lately. Even Devan I ignored. Nope. It wasn't Syifa's question days ago that made me avoid Devan. But I was the one who deliberately avoided Devan, because of what? Because I was afraid, I fell more and more in love with him and it would cause me even more trouble.


At school, I just got together with my two best friends. If Devan comes up to me, as soon as possible I should get away from him. If he calls me, I always pretend not to listen.


Many scoffed at me for thinking I was an expensive sell-off girl. But what do I care about other people's words? Like I don't have a problem, I want to treat people with a shiny mouth like that.


Hey, don't ask me why I call them guys who have a bad mouth. How can I not call people with a foul mouth, if when I was close to Devan, I thought I was a frenetic, I thought I was an insignificant, I thought I was cheap. My turn to deliberately stay away, now considered an expensive selling girl, sook ngartis, sook beauty. I want to scratch their faces treated expensively, stuffed with all brands of skin care, putty, and blush on red cheeks as red as clowns. Not to mention their dense and long false eyelashes, which are dense and long, can even be used to sweep leaves in the school yard. Grimacing I saw my old friends dressed up like that.


Already have...


Why I criticize their appearance too. Anyway, right now I'm trying to run away from Devan's pursuit whose footsteps are 2 times that of mine. I passed the corridor of class 10,11, even 12, and then circled the basketball court 2 times, and now I'm playing hide and seek with him. Of course I'm the one who's hiding while he's looking. I tell you now where I'm secluded.


In the teacher's room.


Yep!


More precisely under the table of Gina ma'am who has no owner. At first glance, Gina's mom is the teacher whose body is bigger than other teacher's, and also her insensitivity makes the students want to punch her ass which is also as wide as her body, alias ZONK!


So.don't you ever talk half-and-half with him, let alone play code. Because I'm sure, you'll either mess with your frustrated hair, or grab your own hair to the ground. But, he is a very friendly teacher with all his students. Even though his sensitivity makes the students want to break their own head hair, but he is still liked by the students.


And now, it's happening with me. I had completely forgotten the glimpse of the information, as a result of which I was like a madman moving my right hand which showed the gesture of moving away first.



Bu Gina raised her eyebrows, and then approached. Though the intrusion of my hand asked him to stay away and do not come closer, because if he gets here and invites me to talk, can be caught Devan me.


Ms. Gina approached me and squatted down. If you think that this Gina ma'am can't squat, that's right. He was very troubled just to want to squat, to the point of being stranded and keblasan become sat.


"Hehehe...mom can't go squat Syil, sit down?"he said while crying. Syila could only resort to grinning.


"Loh, mom ki-"


"Ssttttt, don't be hard loud ma'am"bu Gina nodded. Ms. Gina also leaned her body towards me, then replied in a whisper.


"I'm sorry, I thought you were asking me to come here" he said, grinning without sin.


"Part of you the signal is like that anyway, I thought I was asked to come here" continued Ms. Gina.


"So I have to how ma'am? If I wear the index finger it's new.ask mom to make it here"



"Hush, you can't use your index finger if you're in the Philippines, if you ask someone to come closer, it's considered rude, because such gestures are usually to call a dog" he explained.


"But this is in Indonesia ma'am, not the Philippines"


"Oh yes."bu Gina nodded.


Lah.kok we even discuss the issue of body gestures anyway.


"Judah ma'am, can't mom go first? I play hide and seek again mom. Afraid of being discovered that there's a mother here. I'm so sorry mom, I used to pinjem down his desk"


"Oh.ok. Yes, no papa. I understand how everything if it's right again bumping continues to be discovered" he said and tried to rise. I breathed a sigh of relief, because of the understanding and kindness of Ms. Gina, I was able to gather from Deva. But...


10 seconds


15 seconds


20 seconds


30 seconds


"Mom, aren't you awake?"ask me confused. Because he had already allowed me to chat here, right? Why hasn't it moved yet?


"Hehehe..can't get up" My lower jaw dropped instantly, I gaped.


"Syil, help mom? Later mom does not go away" asked Bu Gina with her face. I breathed a rough breath. If I wake up, Devan will pass by and see me. But if not helped.pity, sin also has denied the talk of the teacher.


While thinking, suddenly the body of Ms. Gina was raised standing up. Looks like someone's helping her. But who?


I don't know what they're talking about, because they're whispering. Then Gina walked away, because I saw her shoes. And.there are black shoes typical of male students in his school. He leaned over, looking at me under Gina's desk, all over my body cold sweat. A smile on the corner of his lips. Don't expect him to smile sweetly. Nope. He's not smiling sweetly, but smiling smirk.


"Ke-te-mu"


~XXX~