Dira & Dara
Looking for the past #Dira pov

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I sipped a few times the alcohol that has accompanied me but not touched in the slightest, om Daniel told the past between him, father and mother. But over time his voice grew blurred and my eyes started to firefly, my eyes drunk.

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I fell and after that I did not want anything else.GELAP

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Clockwise bangs made me realize from dreamland, I quickly opened my eyes even though the head was still dizzy.

But where is this? twice I opened my eyes with different wall paint and of course different rooms.

I turned my eyeballs towards the wall clock, at 3 p.m. So not long ago I went to sleep, after I drank and fell what happened next?

Oyah om Daniel, I just want him to tell a story. But where is he now? why I ended up in a room alone.

I stepped foot though a little dizzy, out of the room and looking for the whereabouts of Daniel.

I thought this hotel turned out to be home, whose house is this?

I walked down the stairs slowly, but there was no one I could meet here.

It feels like the esophagus is starting to dry, but where is the kitchen?! I try to step foot looking for the existence of the kitchen, a house this big left empty can-can I disandra chick shoots here.

"Yes Ray, Dira again with me.Every night he sleeps so heavy so I take him home"

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"Yes baby..."

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Darling?! I stopped the step.

I hope everything is not like this, do I have to conclude that mother and om daniel did the affair behind my father?

I undo my intentions and leave this house, sinking and opening the door of the house that is not locked, basically sloppy.

I ran as fast as I could so that Daniel wouldn't realize I was running away, the longer I didn't like all this.

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As a result of running finally the car horn sounds, Shial ! I almost got hit.

I stopped and took a breath, gathering oxygen for running so far.

"haaaaaa... amaaaaa....haaaaa......"

I raised my head and stared at the car, why didn't this guy come out? scold me or what, ask me wound or not that. Very arrogant *****, stick with car.

I stared into the car, but it was dark.Udah bodo very anyways I was not hurt, thegue also rewind steps and run small leaving the car.

My goal right now is Aunt Yola's house, hopefully she'll be home.

Just 30 minutes I took a taxi and managed to wake up aunty yola who walked away.

"Sorry tan bullies his ena."

I said as I dropped my body onto the sofa.

"Ordinary, how can aunty get pregnant if she is constantly bullied?"

Aunt Yola sat next to me and held her hand on her chest.

I close my eyes and occasionally sigh, all the questions I will find answers to.

"Why the hell? tumben also the Dara did not come ?"

Ask aunt Yola who might be confused by my behavior.

I wake up and look at Aunt Yola."Dara's not coming to the bar, there's Daniel"

"Daniel? really diligent."

"Dira tan want his name"

I changed my seat and faced Aunt Yola.

"What?"

I take a slow breath."Tans"

"Yes what?! let's talk about Dira"

"Tante knows about your relationship and..."

I hang a very heavy sentence to say, what my current actions are ridiculous or right.If it is true, you want honesty but if it is wrong I want an explanation.

Aunt Yola is waiting for my question by giving code'ayo by the way.

"Dira is honest with aunt, but Dira asks never to discuss this with Dara or Mommy."

"Ahhh long very want the name as well, when the hell cute aunt Dir? you've been safe all this time."

Obviously aunt Yola who might be sore with my speech that was cut into pieces.

I nodded."Okay tan, Dira really want to ask what is the relationship between mother and om Daniel?"

"No tan, I mean Dira before now"

Aunt Yola smiled and patted me on the shoulder."Why look for your mother's past Dir? Rayna's got you adorable twins"

Aunt Yola pinched my cheek hard.

"Oh seriously dong tan."

"Serious aunt Dira, Rayna is happy now has moved on and she got the right...."

Aunt Yola hung up her words while looking at me.

"Move? get rights? what right tan?"

I grew curious and forced Aunt Yola to explain everything.

But aunt Yola instead shut up and lowered her head, questions about Dad, mother and om Daniel began to fill my brain.Don't say they keep this all from Gue and Dara, Dara,everything seems fine but I never knew what they were living.

"Tan, replied Dira what does that mean?"

Ask me again.

"Sleep, have a good conversation..."

The sound of Teza broke the atmosphere between me and Aunt Yola.

"Where's Dara? why themselves?"

Connect again.

"No, he's not in the mood anymore."

Om Teza nods his head while yawning."Honey, sleep again yu you also Dira tomorrow will go to college"

I nodded my head while looking at Aunt Yola who was just silent and passed away with om teza to the second floor.

I'm sure there's something hidden from them, so I have to figure it out.

In the early morning, I inhaled a cigarette with a warm cup of coffee that made me fall in love every morning.

"More..."

Said the mother who walked into my room, that does not mean aunt Yola's house room.

"Eh mother."

I said relax.

Mother sat beside me and looked at me intently.

"Why bun, early in the morning already nyusulin Dira?"

Ask me again

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"God..."

My ringis

Mother slapped my cheek hard, don't tell me om daniel reported all my behavior.

"Heremy where are you?om Daniel nyari you until he catches the car"

Ask Mommy.

"Oh o Daniel car-snapping? is the car okay, Bun?"

"DIRA!!!"

Mother raised her voice because she was furious to see me who thought it was a joke.

I turned off the cigarette butts and sipped coffee.

"Yes, now Dira also met Daniel"

I stood up and intended to step foot but my mother held her back.

"Wait Dira!"

I also obeyed the word mother to remain silent and listen to the morning routine lecture from Mother.

I look into the eyes of Mother looking for something that has been a secret, my love for my honest mother really wants to hug her but since the day that mother hugs the same om daniel, he said,I think my mother hurt me without her noticing.

Ah it's free to find something from mom, no one wants to be honest with me.For example last night I mabok and do not know the story of om daniel about his past, but,I thought her story was just a fictional essay that made the readers baper [Haha] but after the speech of aunt Yola last night further strengthened my suspicions.

Mother stroked my hair slowly, the mother's short body made her legs tiptoe to reach the head of her child who had grown up.

I lowered a little ego this time, after the breakup of High School I have not felt at all the delicate hand elusan mother that makes me comfortable.During this time I was just busy clubbing without knowing the feelings of the mother at this time, I was just busy clubbing, am I being too selfish to do this to you?

"The mother's son is very handsome, similar to the father."

Say it with eyes that start to glaze over.

Mother started rubbing both of my cheeks and hugging my body tightly,this feeling is not possible I halau.Gue miss the atmosphere where mother became a mother as well as a chatty father and made me not want to listen to his advice.Since I changed attitude, I changed my attitude,mother became quiet and seemed to be someone else.

"Udah bun don't cry, Dira so melow nih."

I said while stroking the shoulders of the mother,gue tau mother cry but she deliberately shrank the volume of her voice so that I do not worry.

"Mother dear to you, together Dara only you are the strength for mother".

"Yes bun, Dira is also say..."

I swear very heavy to say the word dear, not heavy because I do not love the same mother.But heavy because of the tears that want to come out, no!a Dira why mewek because of this.

[When if again mabok mewek call his father's name]

Mother let go of her embrace and looked at me gently."Om Daniel's at Dara's house, you're fine with him."

I nodded my head, but my heart was heavy to accept that.

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