
Miqdam returned home to see her wife still crying on the sofa, Miqdam approached her and sat down beside her, carrying Jennara in her arms.
"No more crying, I've taught the mother a lesson" Miqdam said, calming Jennara.
Jennara took off her arms and looked at Miqdam, "If I were barren how would I be?"Jennara was desperate.
"Sutss can't talk like that, it's not barren that time it's very scary said the doctor adek ga barren" Clearly Miqdam reminded Jennara at their examination a few months ago.
"But why I'm not pregnant yet either"Jennara's lips covered her face with both hands.
Miqdam rubbed Jennara's back hoping that her strokes would calm Jennara down a bit, Miqdam felt like a failure as a husband when she saw his wife crying like that.
"Prophey dear, maybe now is not the time we have children, maybe God still asks us to prepare better so that when we are in love our children are able to take care and educate them well"The Miqdam sage advised Jennara.
Jennara wiped away the rest of her tears after she looked back at Miqdam, "Mas ain't gonna leave me right?, um ain't gonna ask to marry again right?, right?,mas still want to accept me, right if I can not love the child?, will not be cheating behind me is not like the story in the novels"Racau Jennara was afraid, because,She feared that Miqdam would leave her because she could not give a child to Miqdam.
Cup...Miqdam did not immediately answer Jennara's question, Yang Miqdam did instead give a kiss on the lips of Jennara who had spoken a no-no.
"Where may mas want to ninggalin adek, let alone to cheat behind adek, even though mas ga no such thoughts"Miqdam took his breath for a moment,"Before marriage, I promised my father and Rasya that I would always love adek and will always be loyal, so throw away your thoughts if you will have an affair,even if we don't have children, we will still be together" continued Miqdam who made Jennara breathe a sigh of relief.
"Please don't break my promise" Please Jennara with a shady look.
"Yes dear mas promise, now it is sad, we just want to go to the Mall or watch"Tawar Miqdam.
Jennara happily nodded at Miqdam's invitation, Miqdam took Jennara into their bathroom and prepared to go for a walk.
Currently they are on their way to the largest Mall in their city, Jennara's heart still hurts to remember the incident but Jennara tried to forget it, Jennara,Miqdam's hand clasped Jennara's hand as if Miqdam didn't want to let go.
Just as the car stopped at Miqdam's red light, it unintentionally looked up to the side of the road, its eyes wide open when it saw someone it knew so well,Miqdam's eyes continued to follow where a person was going until he was unaware that the lights had changed color.
The horn of the rider who was behind her sailed, Jennara saw Miqdam who was silent with a blank look immediately resuscitated Miqdam, "Mas let's go"Jennara's voice called Miqdam but was not ignored.
"Mas mas let's walk behind ngantri"Call Jennara again but still the same Miqdam remained silent.
Jennara who was already feeling bad and afraid of being angered by other riders finally shouted loudly, "MAS AWARE THE LIGHTS ARE ALREADY GREEN" cried Jennara who immediately made Miqdam aware.
Miqdam kagaet and immediately run his car,"Astagfirullah deck mas shocked"Reflek Miqdam stroked his chest after the car drove past the red light.
"Well, think what the hell until dumbly so, it's a danger if the rider at the back was angry how"Omel Jennara annoyed not usually Miqdam like this.
"We just go home mas, it's better to finish the work first mas, the streets next time" said Jennara made Miqdam feel guilty.
Miqdam grabbed one of Jennara's hands he held and he kissed, "Mas wrong mas apologise yes, mas do not want to go home mas want to walk equally adek"Sesal Miqdam.
"But the work of the mas"Jennara only tried to understand Miqdam's position, she knew that her husband's work was piling up.
Miqdam smiled at a glance, This is what he likes from his wife, his wife always understands him,"Ga anything dear, mas work can be done later"
"I've been so scared that I've been following you"
After that there was no conversation more precisely Miqdam who did not listen to Jennara's rant, Miqdam still thought of someone, If only he was not with Jennara it was certain he would pursue someone.
Jennara who was tired of babbling but there was no answer from Miqdam finally kept quiet, She did not know what was happening to her husband, Jennara took her phone to open the message sent by Lyla.
Lyla sends a message to Jennara if someone is looking for her to make a dress for her daughter's birthday, Jennara accepts the order and asks someone to come back tomorrow to meet her.
After sending a message Jennara looked at Miqdam who still remained silent without a sound, Jennara did not want to interfere with what Miqdam thought finally Jennara joined in silence by playing her cellphone.
They were both silent, Jennara who realized that if she reached the Mall soon turned off her phone and stored it in a bag, he said,But at the moment that should Miqdam turn the car into the Mall area instead Miqdam continues to drive his car, Jennara really confused with Miqdam.
Jennara quietly followed where her husband took the car they were riding, Until Jennara felt it was far enough finally he asked Miqdam to pull over.
"Our gas stops in front first huh"Jennara's hand rubbed Miqdam's arm gently.
Miqdam looked at Jennara and nodded then stopped her car, "Why hasn't our deck arrived yet"
Jennara smiled she realized her husband was not okay, "We've passed away from the Mall mas"Jennara's speech made Miqdam in disbelief and immediately looked left right.
"Astagfirullah can deck"Miqdam Temple.
"We just go home, I'm rich, I need a rest" Jennara rubbed Miqdam's head with a very soft smile.
Miqdam nodded in agreement, "Sorry mas ya dek today is not so his streets, it looks like indeed mas need a break deck"Jawab Miqdam with guilt.
"Yes, it's okay, let's go home"Jajak Jennara and Miqdam immediately forwarded the car.