Duda Bucin (Oh My Babysitter)
S2/Chapter 18 (Dilemma)

...Pov Lidya...

Here I was, among the beautiful students who were joking together in a hotel room with extra bed facilities,

Their cheerful laughter is like a vitamin to me. Perhaps they were unable to treat my anxiety, but their presence managed to make me move from the slump.

Desperation after releasing the love of two young men at once. My ex-husband and ex-lover.

I may not deserve to be happy, I no longer have the chance to have a future with the man I love the most.

"I'm here with my future wife!" He said that in front of me while hugging the waist of another girl.

I realized who I was, I realized I lost her because of my stupidity, I knew I wasn't a proper match for her who was almost perfect like a prince.

I still remember the time he left me after making love to me, I admit I was thirsty for it, I missed that gentle touch, I couldn't even forget that.

One year ago. I chased my love to the airport, and like in the movies I couldn't reach it, dad even caught up with me to come back home.

"Ladyy!" Dad looked at me intently as I exited the airport lobby after being left behind by the plane my lover was riding on.

"So you've been in contact with the young master all along? Have you gone crazy? I told you, find a soul mate equal to us! Let's not trample your self-esteem later!" Said Dad.

"But Well, Lidya loves her, Lidya is sincere, Eric also loves Lidya very much, Eric came here for Lidya, her, ..."

"Your marriage is soon, we have invited many guests, do you have the heart to make my father ashamed? Go home, we continue the show. I'm sure Rangga loves you too. Don't disappoint me, Dad." Dad attacked my words.

Hearing that I sobbed, the dilemma still continues to grieve me, what should I be? Do ya think? Or chasing my love?

"Dad never asked for anything from you, this time I want you to comply with this request! Marry Rangga, he's a very nice young man. But young master, he's a male would-be ruler who could probably hit you at any moment. Believe me, I know Rangga very well, he can definitely make you happy!" Clearly Dad again with a hopeful look at me.

At that time, I could only follow all my parents' words, chase after someone who might not like me anymore, for what? Eric could have taken revenge on me again.

The proof, he left me even though he already knew about my feelings, obviously Eric is different nature with both his Mas, long ago although far from Kak Hayu, he said, for eight months Mas Murad continued to give responsibility even I witnessed sincerity and persistence Mas Murad grabbed the love of Kak Hayu.

I decided to go back home and have my wedding with Rangga. Started with bismillah and then followed by the word Shah! I became Rangga's wife.

"Well, why not that handsome guy from yesterday? How's bedho raine?" People were whispering why Rangga's face was different from the young man who had previously met me.

People know Eric is my future husband, a young man who has an oriental face and white skin, then now the face of sweet Java Rangga who do ijab qobul with me.

After Shah, we are still fine, Rangga still spoke soft words to me, the morning after our agreement to do the incantation like our customary tradition.

Until arriving at the night that Rangga may have been waiting for. That was our first night.

I'm complete with the nightgowns my mother prepared. People say lingerie is her name, well, I wore it for my husband even though I wasn't sure I could take a touch from her.

Then why would I dare to accept this match? I don't know, maybe this has been my destiny, I'm tired and I don't want to bother thinking about it.

I sat while combing my hair, Rangga also sat by my side, then I put the comb on the nightstand and shuffled to look at him.

Rangga smiled "Is it okay tonight Deck?" Ask. He looked at me like he was about to pounce on me.

I could feel an unusual sigh from her "May, just do it, I'm your wife." Answer me.

Rangga summed up both of my cheeks, then landed a kiss that I thought was nothing compared to the lip play Eric gave me.

Eric doesn't smoke, smells like a child, I like it, but it's the smell of smoke that Rangga gave me.

I accept it even though I don't like it or maybe I don't like it yet, because I'm not used to it. I close my eyes to be better able to accept the attack.

Rangga's hands spread, from the thigh to the chest and then squeezed the chewy fruit in that section.

It was so soft that I floated up to him, the touch that Eric wanted to do and as hard as I could resist him.

"I love you." When her lips turned to her ears she whispered those words while continuing to squeeze the part she might already be very fond of. Slowly his sense of touch began to go through my entire body and anchored to the bottom of the most sensitive of mine.

"Ohhh, Eric, Eric!" My cemelos.

I still felt the tension that was so torturous to me, but suddenly the man stopped his action.

"Eric?" I heard Rangga's voice so loud that I woke up from my hallucination room. Eric's face then faded along with it.

I opened my eyes and looked at her fearfully "Oh my God, did I mispronounce my husband's name?" My inner.

"Who's Eric? Are you imagining being touched by her? Why did you mention Eric's name? What Eric do you call Eric in your diary? Your first love is your first kiss? Are you imagining it when you're with me?" Suddenly, Rangga found me.

I frown "Diary? Did you read my diary?" My toot.

Sontak Rangga hardened his jaw "Oh, so right, you still love him, or maybe he's the one who means the same mothers in the kitchen?" His murmur.

"What does that mean?"

"I hear, whispers of people, why is my face different from yesterday, did not-don't yesterday he meet you Lidya?" Rangga didn't even call me Dek anymore maybe it's been ignited emotions.

"I, ...." I am confused what to answer? Although he married Rangga. I still love and love Eric.

"Lidya Jawab!" Rangga snapped, it seemed like he was starting to lose his temper after seeing the facial expression of my dilemma.

"I'm sorry, he came yesterday, but after that, I, I still love him, but I will try to forget him, I will try to move my love to you, everything needs a process, right?" I said weld.

"Your word process?" Angry, his gaze was sharp at me his lips even clenched very furious.

Long enough Rangga looked at me, and suddenly just grabbed my hair and looked at something on my neckline.

"What's this?" Asked Rangga with a frown on his forehead, he then approached my neck on the mirror on my dresser "Look, what is this Lidya! Did he kiss you yesterday too? Did I just get the rest?" The beaver is very loud.

I'm sure he's very angry with me "I'm sorry, hyks hysterics." That's all I can say if he forgives me Alhamdulillah, but if not and scatters me I also accept with a spacious chest.

Maybe I haven't been able to lie to my feelings "I'm sorry, ..."

"You think it's that easy to forgive you Lidya? After I gave it all to you? I spent all my savings to marry you, now you're giving me leftovers?" The sarcasm.

Rangga's words are true but I'm sick at saying leftovers! Until this moment I'm still guarding my virginity, and then she calls me a piece of leftovers?

"Then what do you want?" I challenged my husband while sticking my face out at him.

"Give me all the money I've spent for you, we're divorced!" Break it up without the Ba-bi-bu.

Rangga's very loud voice and tone, actually managed to make my body tremble violently.

"Divorce? We just got married!"

"I don't care! You hurt me, I'm disappointed in you Lidya!" Rangga came out of the room after controlling his anger with a clenched hand.

Crack!!

"What's Rangga?"

Rangga's father asked, even so surprised he glared at his son "What's wrong?" Ask again.

"I'm Lidya's talak, she's no longer my wife!" The man took a long step, out of my father's house.

Who is the guy who wants to get the rest? Maybe I'm just the rest of Eric.

All the scorn, the scorn, the sarcastic speech was directed at me, well, I'm the one who said only the leftovers, I'm the one who said not good at keeping honor.

I'm Lidya Natalia Shinta, it's not appropriate to marry anyone, because people already consider me a woman of form.

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...Pov Author ....

Crings.....

The cable phone on the nightstand rang, immediately Lidya lifted the white object and placed it into the ear of "Hello." Legally.

📞 "With Madame Lidya?"

"Yes my own." Lidya answered, then tried to hiss at the girls who were laughing crisply on their beds.

"Kids, just shut up for a second, you can't hear the voice from the phone." His speech.

"Yes Buk." All of them were silently staring at Lidya from their respective places.

📞 "Someone's looking for you Madam."

"Searching me?" Lidya frowned "Is this hotel not able to maintain privacy?" Her beaver.

"Sorry Madam but, ...."

BRUK!

Lidya hung up the phone unilaterally, then walked towards the door "Mother's children come out for a while, you go to sleep first." His word.

"Yes Buk!"

Lidya opened the door and behind it a sharp gaze welcomed her arrival "Eric?!"

At the pull of the girl's hand then walked towards the elevator "Eric, what do you want huh? So you're the one who forced the receptionist to call me?" Lidya Beaver.

Now that Lidya knows why this hotel provides information about his whereabouts, apparently one of Baskara's heirs has been wrong to use power.

"Eric! Where are we going, huh?" The elevator opens and Eric drags the girl into the empty room "Ric!"

"Shut up and obey!" Screeched Eric as he continued to hold the girl's hand.

Meronta certainly Lidya do, but not how strong because he actually also wants to be close to this handsome man.

Exactly at 20:50, Eric found out about where Lidya was, this afternoon he had heard that Lidya's entourage would return to the hotel.

Eric called the entire hotel close to Ancol, an hour later Eric got an answer to his question.

Eric rushed to a hotel, where Lidya was staying with his entourage.

"Eric, what do we want, huh?" Lidya grew suspicious as Eric led her down the hallway that seemed to be the presidential suite.

"We spent the night here, both!" Eric answered flat, Lidya's body continues to be dragged until entering the VVIP room.

Brugh!

Lidya Eric's body hurled into the bed until slightly bouncing "Eric!" Pekik Lidya's.

Eric took off his jeans before his knees flanked Lidya's thighs "What the fuck are you?" Lidya Beaver.

Lidya pushed hard but did not succeed because Eric's body had increased field and strong.

Lidya's two hands were smothered upwards, Eric was on top of Lidya's body but not too closely touched, both were tenuous only his thighs and hands were interlocked.

Eric looked at Lidya from face to chest "Beautiful, sexy, sweet." The young man's lips smiled lightly.

"What do you want Ric? Not that you already have a future wife, are you planning to take revenge on me?" Ask Lidya.

"You know Lidya? I regret being born into the family of Mr. Baskara and Mrs Irma. Why should I inherit this trait? Faithful, and hard to forget my love despite all these years of rejection!" Said Eric. I don't know what he's expressing this time, Lidya can't read it.

"Why is it so hard to accept that you're not my soul mate? Why is it so hard Lidya!" Added Eric ketus.

"Why is it that after you've been widowed, I want to come back to you? Why are you teasing me again, after all this time I tried to forget you?" His murmur.

"I also find it hard to forget you, so can I answer your question?" Inner Lidya.

"Why were you divorced? Can't I hear some good news from you?" Eric asked back.

"He doesn't want me, that's all." Lidya answered flat and softly.

"Is it because of me?" Eric Cecar. Guilt also appeared in his eyes.

"The other reason is that." Lidya Sahut.

"Tell me, you still love me!" Indict Eric.

"I still love you!" Lidya did not want to hide her feelings anymore, even though she had to split up after this at least she had dared to declare her love. The love that he has always loved himself.

Hearing that Eric lowered his body to blend with Lidya's body, his blushing lips also met on the girl's soft lips.

Wrong relationships, they also go back, always want to unite even though the reality is never able.

As the two were immersed in a wild game of lips, the peaceful scent of his opponent's body made the two drunkenly congregate.

After that, Eric then sat down and then pulled Lidya to come sit face to face with him. Lidya Eric's hands were held so warm.

"I want to live with you, be a family mawadah mawadah warahmah like the wedding of bang Raka as well as bang Murad. Do you want to marry me?" Eric said with a hopeful look.

Lidya nodded "Munafik until I rejected you again, but I no longer deserve to marry you, I am already Ric's widow. How do people judge our relationships? Is it worth it, you cut off your relationship with your future wife who is still a girl, then marry a widow?" Ask.

Eric was silent, everything Lidya said was true, he himself did not dare to decide Rinda while Rinda's father had contributed a lot to the company that Eric managed.

Break up or keep? Eric is in a dilemma this time.

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