
Pride and gratitude felt by Syifa this time. He was unceasingly grateful that happiness he wanted as soon as possible to share with his loved ones. Like the initial intention to buy a motorcycle and a plot of land to be processed by his master seems to be in sight. The shadow of happiness was so clear, that Syifa kept smiling and evoked that feeling.
They had returned from the meeting, now in the middle of the journey when Syifa was still in her own world suddenly Ervan disbanded her.
" You were amazing today" he said
" What brother? " Syifa who had just regained consciousness because of Ervan's shocking speech did not hear clearly his speech.
" As if you're so happy, how happy does that feel? " said Ervan, said Ervan,
Sure enough from the completion of the important meeting to get out of the smpai building now he noticed Syifa always seemed to smile radiating happiness. Of course he also felt peace when he saw the idol seemed happy, so he wanted to give more than this as long as he could continue to see the happiness on his girl's face.
" Yes of course, sis, with the success of Tander this means I will achieve my dream as well, just so you know I've raised money for it all from the rest of my salary it's been 1.5 years even almost 2 years, and now it looks in plain sight. Like I was dreaming"
He said while patting his arm until his face was soft. Of course it invites the attention of Ervan a piece of goods.
" Setop did that, it's not this dream that happened, you've achieved it"
Ervan said holding Syifa's hand gently and holding her back.
" I'm happy to see you this happy, I will do anything so that I can see this sweet smile every day" he added reflexively and unconsciously. Sure enough Syifa heard it very clearly because Ervan spoke intensely right in front of her.
Deg Deg Deg
" Well, what do you mean? " Syifa to speak nervously, of course the people of his heart are racing like a horse race.
" I mean you are a good girl, surely happiness will always follow in every day" he said.
["Well, you know, what he heard"], the monologue was agitated.
Obviously it made Syifa distrustful of the person she had heard herself when her boss was talking about her, Cuman Syifa did not want to look too confident and seemed to expect too much to reveal his heart.
" That's true, I was too naive to expect a person like Ervan's sister, it was too much for me that a simple person and a country boy like this" He immediately felt Insecure and leflex lowered his head immediately to the car glass and looked at it all the way.
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" Tomorrow you are getting ready for our trip to Semarang yes Syifa, as a competent secretary you must be ready to go anywhere for work" he said. Now he had arrived at his boarding house Syifa before Syifa went down Ervan told him of tomorrow's agenda.
"Well, how do I not know if there is a schedule, not tomorrow we do not have a schedule out of town until next week? " answer confused.
" This is an important schedule of visits to tea plantations there, because there can be information there is a sudden obstacle" he explained.
" Okay, I'll prepare" he replied.
" Then I go in first, brother, be careful on the road" he added.
" All right, I'm home"
Ervan and Doni leave the grounds of the Syifa boarding house.
" Look, don't you see how surprised he is? cooking reveals love his moment is not right that, you set it later fitting we to his parents' house I will immediately apply him. Prepare a luxurious delivery and various other needs" he explained at length.
" OK siyap boss do it, like there's something kebelet nih haha" ledek Doni.
"Damn Don, you want to die. I don't want to be sampek amit-amit first tuh the locksmith who has been dogged too" said Ervan bergegu.
" Yes yes relax dong, I doain the best for you, make your relationship. Hopefully Syifa did not miss the pesky if marriage is the same as a karatan widower like loe hahaha" Doni laughed loudly mocked his friend and boss.
" Campret loe yes, look aja loe I will make overtime every day when I honeymoon ntar haha, " Ervan said full grin.
" Fuck loe" Doni was upset clearly imagined in his mind if later Ervan so married that he would be overtime kelaper-keleper because of the pile of work Ervan abandoned.
Obviously he knows how to wash his Ervan if he falls in love he remembers first with Yuna his late wife only he until the holiday of 1 full month just imagine, and now that Ervan's purity level was far above average once she loved Yuna, Ervan's bucolic beauty was definitely above average as well. It could be 2 months off Ervan. As she thought.
'Pov Syifa'
Amidst the peerless daydreams and shadows of happiness that I felt slowly me with a familiar male voice to me spoke.
" As if you're so happy, how happy does that feel? "
and after that he also spoke
" I'm glad to see you this happy, I'll do anything I can to see this sweet smile every day"
Hearing that I also felt my chest suddenly thumping as hard as possible so that if closer to it might be heard in the ears, I also ventured to ask her back with the intention to clarify the truth.
" Well, what do you mean? "
Nervously, the question just popped out. Actually I curse myself why this brave when before I have convinced the heart and closed the possibilities that arise in my heart.
" I mean you're a good girl, surely happiness will always follow in every day"
But hearing the boss' answer somehow my heart ached. Hope of course but what I hope is worth it. Sure enough I heard wrong, but it was very clear.
After being tired I was silent and preferred to look at the view through the window of the car we were riding. The hustle and bustle of the city made me slightly forget this inappropriate feeling that flashed through my heart. Duh baper once so weak are you, self.
Arriving at the boarding hall I also intend to go down but brother Ervan again holds my hand and tells me that tomorrow there is a schedule out of town, and, I was amazed besides me who was not aware of the schedule and also semarang is my Village, Where my parents and brothers are.
If I hadn't been there because house meal hours were the first place I'd go, I would've hugged my parents kissed her hands, her face, and I would've held them tight. But expectations don't match reality.
" Abah, I may not be the time this time but Syifa promises that soon she will go home to let go of this longing" my monologue in my hayal while rubbing the melt of clear liquid on my eyelids because I unconsciously cry because of myself.
Pov And's'
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