Duku Mateng(Duda Strong Mapan And Ganteng)
Between Doubt and Confidence
Mate, death, sustenance, it's all God rules over. But if we as beings do not seek and fetch, what is possible that all of it can come by itself suddenly.
Remember, trying without praying will never produce results, and on the contrary if we only raise our hands to God, but we do not want to try, it is the same as lying his name. Trying and praying, is something that is related to each other, and can not be separated.
Just as Berliana was doing, she always prayed to God so that someday, she could match her dream widower, and now Berliana is trying to get what she wants, because God has given her a way.
Stay how Berliana, conquer the winding and hollow streets in front of him. Berliana is sure that his struggle, will not be as smooth as the highway he always passed, will certainly gronjal gronjal and sharp pebbles on the road, which he passed later.
Berliana let out a rough sigh, she stared at the portrait of Radja stored neatly in her photo gallery.
"If I fight alone, the result will be according to my wishes. You are too perfect for me who lacks this much. Radja, you've become the King of the heart, Queenza." Berliana tightly hugged the flat object as if it was a man who was occupying the highest throne in her heart.
"Good night, my future husband."he said slowly.
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Radja who was pensive on her own on the balcony of her room, and only accompanied by a glass of whisky, she looked unusual. The words of the Mother this afternoon always made her worried, will when she opens her heart later, there will be a woman who will enter her ice-cold heart.
There is no warmth in there, the heart is too hesitant to open. Radja is afraid of the shadow of his past, happening again in the future. Radja is too afraid that the disaster is indeed coming from him, and can make the woman later, bad luck when with him.
"Why was Queenza present when I closed my eyes, was it because of the incident earlier this afternoon?" Radja massaged her dizzy temple, it seems like she was quite drunk tonight, to make her imagine that she was not.
Radja even sounded chuckled, she laughed at her own life's fate. Which perfect woman would be willing to go with a man as many flaws as he seems. Although Lora is not her flesh and blood, but the status of one-child widower she cannot avoid. If any woman wants to love her, and live with her later, then she must also love Lora, like her own biological child, just like her treatment of Lora all along.
During this time, there was only one woman who was so close to Lora, since the first time they met, compared to the women who wanted to approach her.
And that woman was Queenza Berliana, the woman who had been present in Radja's mind, as she closed her eyes for a moment. The woman who always gives a sweet smile, she is a beautiful and perfect woman.
There is no way a beautiful woman and as perfect as her, want with a tailed widower like her, right? okay don't expect too much Mr. Radja.
It might be the treatment of the beautiful woman to Lora earlier, just as a sense of care and pity, because the toddler was stray, not because of anything else.
Radja also closed her eyes slowly, but Berliana's shadow was again present in her mind, and now the woman widened her sweet smile.
"Damn! what have you done to me Queenza!" Radja is roughing her hair.