
I returned after taking a drink but upon returning to Lila's room was nowhere to be seen there.
"Where is Om?" my many.
"He's in the bathroom."
"Oh."
I put down a drink and sat on the carpet again. The man was still like that, sitting busy with his device. If you look at the papa Lila is very handsome even though his age is far above me but does not make him look old. His face looks fresh and young.
I immediately awakened my mind so as not to think of anything of the sort. I just need to focus on teaching Lila, that's all I came to this house for.
Finally learning today is over, I leave before dark. When Lila asked me to have dinner together again, I refused on the grounds that my mother told me to go home soon. Actually I don't want to be under the same roof for too long with that guy. It seems that every movement is always watched. I also want to take a break, before work again tonight.
...
Ten o'clock at night to be exact. I was getting ready to go to work at my next job. At a nightclub in the capital. I work as a drink deliveryman and if anyone asks I will pour a drink for the guests by getting paid more. But I never once peddled myself in that place.
Just once and will be the last time when I help Lila's papa from the influence of drugs. It's only natural that the man doesn't want his daughter to be friends with someone like me.
"Son, are you leaving?" ask mom. Apparently he woke up.
"I'm sorry mommy, son, if only mommy was more useful as a mother surely you wouldn't have to work in such a place "
"Mom, why do you say that again. I told you I never felt burdened or anything. I'm sincere Ma'am, as long as our family can live peacefully free of debt. Staying at home will not solve the problem, especially if you run away."
Again, my mother cried feeling guilty to me. I know how Mom feels, she's been fighting hard. I never blamed my mother for what happened to me. This suffering was all purely due to Father's fault, then he casually left them with a pile of debt. If possible, then me and my mother want to go with my father so that there is no need to worry about debt problems.
"Sorry, my son."
"Hussstt, you don't cry when you wake up and cry when you see your mother like this."
I wiped away the tears that soaked my mother's cheeks.
From home I went with a friend who worked at the same place. Riding in a car bought by his Daddy sugar, he said. I'm not surprised because my friend is a mistress of rich men. In fact he often offered me to become a mistress like him. Of course I will become rich in a short time if I follow in the footsteps of my friends.
"How does my new car feel? No good, you don't want to like me. Try following can definitely live a good life deehh."
"no, I've had enough of this." Yes, even if it's not. But I don't want to be a destroyer of other people's households let alone hurt another woman's heart.