Dusk Belibis
DIARY OF GITA

The moment I lost Marsel. So that I close all the doors of the heart to the male. The shadow of the treachery of Marsel and Grace could never disappear, becoming a terrifying monster to me.

This little baby I named Abhimanyu, like the story of the puppet 'loyal lover also a knight' name is ideals and hope.

And Abhimanyu is my new hope.

As much as what human hopes and dreams are definitely worth the sacrifices we will spend, such as buying and selling money there are goods, good goods will have a good price as well.

Abhimanyu is the most beautiful gift from God. A new color in my life. It is true that my father said, God will wait better for people who are patient in difficult times.

I'm no longer lonely, since Abhimanyu was around, we spent all our time together, all day, all day, all week, all month and all year. I learned a lot, I was with him and I was happy.

“Thank you God."

A few years spent being a medical student in the United States I finally graduated, and returned to my hometown ‘Jogja’

Mom and dad were so happy to see us coming, they accepted the cute Abhimanyu as a boy. Ah, my life has become perfect.

Time goes on with my destiny, sometimes things happen in this world, like a change of season.

In Jogja, many of the memories I have left are recollected.

Wednesday afternoon, I was sitting at the bus stop with my Abi, we who happened to want to eat something out on foot. The rain that suddenly came brought us to run fast to shelter. Abi laughed heartily at me who was wet, she was so cute with her oval face, her yellow skin was thin lips blushed wet, she was like a betel cut in two faces exactly the same as Marsel.

uuuuuiih it's so worrisome.

A black Pajero stopped right in front of me, at first I was just dumb, before I saw who was coming.

‘Marsel’

I still remember that face well apparently, he approached me kindly but I chose to leave, I grabbed Abi who was still playing rain water without cueing, I said, it made him surprised and a little thrashed in my butt, but I who was already in a hurry did not care about everything, the swift water that fell with a storm I did not forgive.

“ Gita..!”

Once I heard Marsel's voice call me, even his voice still clearly remembered.

"Gitaaaa.." mother greeted us in surprise, immediately approached me giving a towel and took Abi from my sling.

What a shitty day! what was my dream last night? the brief and unintentional meeting described the old affliction, the opening of the wounds, I cried hysterically .

Fucking fuck! Fucking marsel!

My memories of that year continued to suck my consciousness, making me go back to the ocean of the wounds of betrayal six years ago was amazingly destroying my life.

I didn't feel like I was locked away long enough, the dark of the night I didn't mind, nor did I forget my beloved Silverqueen.

Continuing to condemn the situation.

Geck!poke!poke!

I chose to stay in place without moving.

"Beloved wake up, today is very bright," said the mother

"Morning?"

The atmosphere is a little rowdy, what's wrong? Thought.

Print it! Print it! Print it!...

The sound of footsteps came to my door again.

“Gita, try to get out first son, Abi searched for you all night, he did not sleep!”

Astagfirullah alazim! I have Abi, I have Abi,

I quickly approached the door and ran to seek Abhimanyu.

“Which mother...” I said, hurriedly I went down the stairs leaving mother still dumbstruck in front of the room door.

“Be careful Gita,..”

Tex,

My heart almost stopped beating, while I saw who was downstairs. 'Marsel and graceful'

What are they coming for! I drew Abhimanyu who was carried by Marsel quickly Without thinking long I went straight out of the house, entered the garage and left.

Nah!

I will not give Abhimanyu to them, I will not! I will fight them this time!

Where am I going? I don't know yet. The white Terios speeded up carrying the two of us.

I just want to go and not be in touch with them! About whatever it is.

Abhimanyu is mine! until whenever Abhimanyu is mine!

The sound of my favorite music from Al Ghazali flowed melodious, ringtone my phone, on the blue screen I saw a notification written there' my mom'

"Mom,..."

I opened the phone screen and I saw the face of my mother who was clear.

“I go mom, I won't let them snatch mine again!” I said short and firm, without waiting for my mother to reply, I closed the phone, and turned on the flight mode.

I am very grateful that I have a habit of storing ATMs in mobile phone wrappers. So we're not having any trouble.