
"Allah hath added unto you this is not thy obedience. Maybe it's not worth begging you as a hambah. But ask you as a husband. Give the healing to the wife hebu ya robb" inner Fahrizi.
In his tightly clutched hands Jemari-finger delicate nan soft it in his kiss full of love. Hope the owner of the fingers will feel the touch of love.
The deep yearning for a gentle, loving figure never brings out anger or hatred in his days.
Now the figure was lying helplessly as a deadly disease was eating away at his body. That is swelling of the brain or Cerebral edema, where the disease inhibits oxygen-rich blood from entering the brain.
At the same time it blocks the flow of blood out of the skull.
At the moment Fahrizi is like a child waiting for his mother. He was silent in tears.
There was no stopping him begging the Khaliq. Hoping that the ruler would help his wife.
Mama Maryam came in and approached her son.
"Sister...! you have to face all of this. Brother can't be whiny. Brother must not wail let alone despair. Remember Allah will always give help to those who try and pray.
We've been trying. Brother must pray to Allah after that surrender to allah. Because He knows best to add "mama Maryam said while stroking her son's shoulder.
Fahrizi shed his tears. Then Fahrizi hugged his beloved mama as if looking for strength from the mama.
"Ma ma'af is Fahrizi Ma. Because Fahrizi shouldn't be weak like this. But really Fahrizi is afraid of losing Elna ma. Fahrizi is afraid of anything happening with Elna" said Fahrizi
"Hopefully everything will be fine, son. We will continue to strive for the recovery of your wife. The rest we leave to the almighty" said mama Maryam.
"Yes ma. If necessary we take Elna to foreign medicine" said Fahrizi.
"Yes. Let's wait for what the doctor says "mama replied again.
"His best brother came home first to take a shower and change clothes. Let mama take care of sister Elna in the hospital" said mama.
"Well Ma, replied Fahrizi
"Ma don't ever stay Elna alone. Fahrizi was afraid to arrive - suddenly Elna was aware and felt thirsty no one took her drinking water" said Fahrizi glassy.
"Yes son. Mama will always be near Kak Elna until you go back to the hospital" replied Mama
"Thank you ma. Fahrizi go home first. Assalammu'alaikum " Fahrizi said.
"Wa'alaikumsalam.., be careful son! mama Maryam said.
Fahrizi returned home feeling uncertain. After arriving at the house Fahrizi directly into his room.
To shower and change clothes. Fahrizi put his watch in Elna's drawer. Fahrizi accidentally saw a pink note.
Fahrizi took it and opened the note. The first sheet reads
"For my husband. M. Fahrizi "
"The real reason is that there are so many things that Elna wants to ask. But Elna hesitated to ask because Elna herself was not convinced Elna was ready to accept the truth of Elna's question or not.
Sometimes Elna thought it better Elna didn't know. Than Elna knew it would hurt Elna herself.
If Elna didn't know Elna would assume it never happened. Despite the other realities.
Mas....
Elna hopes one day she will tell Elna all about it. Including about the chat a few days ago Elna saw on the mobile phone screen mas.
Sometimes honesty hurts...
But you need to know that honesty cannot be valued with currency. Because honesty is too valuable is very expensive...
Not many people are willing to be honest. It is honesty that leads us to peace.
Mas....
Elna hopes we will set a good example for our children
Palembang.
Fahrizi opened the next page but it was all blank.
Fahrizi went downstairs to look for bi Wati. It so happened that bi Wati was cleaning dust in the frame of the painting - painting on the wall.
"What did my wife ever tell me about something to my aunt? ask Fahrizi
"Never Sir. I never told my aunt anything. The mother always smiles and never gets angry. Mother's heart is very noble " said bi Wati teary.
"Yes bi. But why a good person like my wife should be tested for such a dangerous disease" Fahrizi said, sitting on the stairs.
"A lot of prayers, sir. God will certainly help good people like mothers" said bi Wati.
"Yes. Hopefully bi" replied Fahrizi.
"Bi please be ready for the mother's needs to be in the hospital" said Fahrizi.
"Well sir, " replied bi Wati.
Fahrizi took a shower. While bi wati prepared the needs of Elna. while in the hospital.
Entering the bathroom made Fahrizi think back to Elna. There are so many good memories in that bathroom.
"Dek gets well soon, baby. I can't keep going like this "inner Fahrizi.