Endless
The wound is not bleeding

Arriving at the house Khanaya prefers in the room, somehow the incident in the parking lot this afternoon really bothers him...

Khanaya lay on his stomach, his body on the top of a Roll and in front of him was a stack of books.

"O Allah...Why??? why am I like this?? I should have been able to endure this unconcerned feeling, Forgive Servant who has instilled hope other than to MU..."

"From the beginning Rafa's sister has said, that I look like someone in his past..."

"foolish...stupid...😣 Allah where I hope...not to his fellow servants... Nay ask for mercy😢😢"

Her grouse in solitude regretted her own attitude.

"Rise Naya....Rise up.... You should be able to learn from all of this....God gave you all this so that you would be aware of your mistakes that you would seem to be aware of..."

"ayo Khanaya.so the woman who is right in taking care of Yourself.."

His words encouraged himself while getting up and fixing his hijab.

Although honestly it is difficult to remove the taste that already exists, but now Khanaya prefers silence.

Slowly dispose of the feelings.

Suddenly the door of the room was knocked

Geck...Geck...Geck...

"Sister.. called mother tuch...from earlier in the room, not so good???" said Ardana

"yes for a while brother raked books" Sahut Khanaya then switched to open the door after the books were arranged

"Tumben doing chores in the room???" Ardana asked after her sister opened the door

"Again the desire..." His answer was short and passed back to approach the mother while embracing her younger brother

Arriving at the strip looked cool mother picking chili .

"Mom call Nay???" khanaya asked as she approached her mother

"Not also sich.ja neng geulis aja ngurung tea mother in the room"

"Goddess mother... Nay guessed why, Nay did not know why he wanted to do it..hehehehe" replied Khanaya a little dishonest.

why little??? because Khanaya did do the task, there was just another reason that he could not tell

"sure...???" Ask mom while getting up and walking towards the kitchen and followed by Khanaya for sure.

"In Shaa Allah is sure mother, Nay does not do the job"

"Trus is done....???"

"there are still some that haven't"

That afternoon, Khanaya helped the mother cook in the kitchen, while the father had not yet returned from the store.

A simple and impassive family

Not unable to live luxury, but the father so uphold simplicity.

because it is not the luxury of the world that is brought later.

.....

A few days passed, Khanaya slightly kept his distance with Rafa, yes surely Rafa could feel the change from Khanaya.

Today being held in the Osis room, Khanaya focused more on the discussion of the meeting.A few times Rafa saw it, but Khanaya was more silent.

"well according to all friends what about our Milad School agenda???" Ask Rafa

"if I think. hold a challenge/challenge that, to appeal" said Bagas one of the members of the OSIS.

"can it also.. trus challenge like what??"

"that's what I don't know about Raf." replied Bagas again.

"ah lu mah OmDo (Omong Doang)" overwrite Laras

"Nay..there's an idea???" Ask Rafa

"hmmm.what yes" Thought for a moment.

"How about Pantun??"answer Khanaya

"may also be tuch..." Bayu Sahut

"yes can also tuch.." said another friend2.

After breaking up, some of the meeting agenda was closed.

"Nay...." Call Rafa when Khanaya will rise from his seat

"yes sister..." Khanaya tried to be ordinary

"Aren't you papa?? how come you're kind of shy away from big brother???"

"Feelings Rafa aja.." with a smile.

"Maybe because there's a lot more work, brother..."

"But.." not finished yet his speech was cut by Riana who suddenly nongol from behind the door.

"Nay... hayuuuk" asked Riana.

"yes for a moment." while looking at Riana.

"Sister... Naya first yes..." Pamit Khanaya's

"You lied to Nay...You dodged me" Rafa's mind then walked out