
Ray hangs up when there's no word. Rania was already asleep, the man smiled as he looked at her adorable face. If it was nearby, it was certain that the cheek was wet with a kiss.
The man grabbed his cell phone and fell asleep. Do not forget the alarm setting so that you can wake up on time. If you already feel so bad, there is no bolster that can be taught to play, there is nothing that can be swiped spoiled and certainly no good morning kiss.
Only a few days passed already feeling arid, thirsty for affection and longing for caresses. It is a pity that has not met the holiday and a considerable distance makes it must be able to refrain from the rumbling that hit.
"Bro very tangled face exact blister clothes have not been ironed," led by doctor Raka after duty. They took time both.
"Capek," replied Ray flatly.
"How about tonight futsal?" invite the man to the spirit of four five.
"Pengen, but fear is not strong," he replied more.
"Oh my God, bucin acute lo. Can be fever if left for a long time affected by longing syndrome," as long as Raka shook his head in disbelief.
"Lo did not understand how anymore unfortunately, again the angels were left far away. Not good, if I'm near every day. It's a long way off, how can."
Ray always felt less spirit after work. Its operating hours sometimes clash with Rania which can be morning to night. So their communication can't be fun other than night. That was also the energy that should be for rest.
"Gue knows how to be separated from the people we care about. What's this parting for good, it's definitely not good. But back again, we have each portion in this life, if the time must be this phase, yes just live while praying, hopefully always can," replied Raka suddenly melo.
For a moment Ray felt guilty and looked so happy. One month it can be very flat if interspersed with positive things. Moreover, Ray's work is related to many people. Interact with those in need through God's intervention.
"Sorry Bro, there's no intention of making a note of it. Sorry, so patient?" ray patted his back giving strength.
The man felt so cool and so much better when remembering what happened with Raka. If Ray feels that the nelangsa failed to marry twice, and left the LDR today. Raka instead had to be left by her lover forever when their son was a baby, a blow and a strenuous test for a father of extraordinary soul. Still sane have been thankfully lucky.
"Okay, so we futsal, calling other friends dong, we go to Graha Shaba."
One way to do ngalihin so that his mind is diverted yes with positive activities. One of them is exercising with friends, and it proved to be powerful.
"How about the weekend tomorrow we suck, we make a surprise for Jeje and your wife. Don't tell me to go there, just come directly," he said full of plans.
"Good idea, are you guys getting closer?" ask Ray kepo.
"Speddling, I'm not only looking for a wife, but also a mother for my child, so I have to make sure my candidate will really be able to accept my child later," said Raka.
"Truly, I agree, what else your child is still small, hopefully get a second soul mate according to what you expect."
"Aamiin," he answered excitedly.
If Ray tries to kill the kangen with positive activities outside of work hours, Rania herself even looks busy, but can really look happy.
The woman and other koas friends followed the schedule of morning gymnastics every Tuesday until Friday after the morning apple. Together with other rehab patients gather and do gymnastics according to the direction of the gymnastics instructor.
Could they be having a mental disorder? It's probable. Rania seemed to understand herself there. Sometimes the woman becomes to reason about what makes her sad, why often feel anxious and others. The woman can admit that in herself there is also a mental disorder. But, the levels may be different. Still can control himself. Unlike those who have to be controlled with their own thoughts.
"Ra, what about after almost two weeks here? Is it more happy?" doctor Daniel specialist skiater. He was very disciplined, but after knowing for a long time the guidance doctor Rania so good and extraordinary awareness. Learning to be so comfortable, and certainly expecting more value.
"Yes Doc, after being lived it was more than beyond expectations," replied Rania chuckling.
Compared to other stages tend to feel depressed and stressed because of the many tasks and practices, this soul stage is more relaxed, although still not relaxed very because there are task deadlines as well.
"Tomorrow the presentation, you can find the patient you have handled while here. You can interview the case you get," said Doctor Daniel.
"Ready Doc" replied Rania with a smile.
Today Rania happens to be in the ward, the woman had the opportunity to chat directly with patients who are not isolated to find cases. The prospective doctor is ready to be a good listener for the patients they approach.
"Mr Doctor, about when can I go home, Doc? I miss my family" asked one patient named Nur. The girl was depressed because her lover was married. He was taken to a mental hospital for therapy.
It looks ordinary and can also talk. Sometimes a sad face, sometimes looks flat affect, sometimes again looks happy.
Rania also began to ponder, deeply, what exactly do they feel? What's in their brains. Notabene, without abnormalities in the brain/mental organics, they are healthy. It could be healthier than Rania herself. Then why them?
Their sick souls, their souls that need to be treated. They cannot determine what they feel. Most of them experience delusions of control, where they feel controlled by something, whispered voices, whether telling them to kill themselves, or whatever. This is worse than being terrorized by people, because they are terrorized by the strands of mind that are within themselves.
Hmm, at first Rania thought, how many around are experiencing mental disorders. The woman thought, the number is just a little. Stress may be a lot. Even fellow koas friends, or yes themselves often face the name stress. But thankfully God provided a mature defense mechanism of the soul, so that it can stand until now.
It turns out they can miss, they can love, remember their families, when normal people today can do heart. It's just people with psychotic disorders who have a hard time discerning reality. What about neurotic people? Those whose common sense is still there, but always depressed, always told to commit suicide, feel empty life, useless, feel low.
Or those who are anxious, those who panic, those who sleep need medicine.
The soul is invisible. The soul is hard to define. The soul can be healthy, it can be strong. But once fragile, to live it feels like to have to fight hard. Same with cancer, genetic diseases, and others.
For a moment the girl remembered the people at home, her beloved husband who might have been waiting for her call.
"Ah, so miss Mas Ray," the woman muttered. Prepare to go home to the boarding house after running the shiff.
"Dec Rania?" greet Doctor Daniel who happened to pass by. "Wanna go home?"
"Eh, Doctor? Yes Doc," replied the girl nodding kindly. The woman was waiting for her order.
"Bareng only, in the same direction, right?" bargain the man is friendly.
"Wah .. don't do Doc, thank you, wait for ojol," he refused to feel bad.
"Cancel, let's go up!" seriously word.