Entry to the Body ANTAGONIST (Revision Stage)
episode 7's

further

*still with Clarissa's diary*

"i can't cry maybe papa and mama are just tired, yes" tried to think positive and wipe his tears

but after the events of that day, Clarissa thought it was just a casual quarrel but why did it happen again even if I tried to stop them, he said, they even told me not to interfere in their problems because I was a child, not understanding anything.

but they don't think of me just trying to make them realize that if I hear their quarrels, the days of the moon change the months of the year change but they still haven't improved (both parents).

even the age of Clarissa 16 new years she knows what the roots of their quarrel are, and it makes her world destroyed

"let me know it a long time ago, surely I can stop their quarrel hyks.." - Clarissa said in the book and there was a trail of water that had dried up.

"this must have been Clarissa's tears when she wrote it" I was concerned

further

it turns out that the cause of all of them is,

another woman who was among them both, namely the ex-lover of Clarissa's father, who reappeared after all this time and brought with him her son who was the son of her father who she was born.

and because of that his father felt guilty, because he did not see the development of his son and did not contribute to the affection of a father, because he did not see the development of his son, that's why her father often doesn't come home because the son of his ex-lover wants her affection.

and mama Clarissa did not want to accept that she was being cheated on, or rather she wanted to be prioritized that was the cause of their dispute so far, so far, they are both selfish just thinking about their problems and do not notice that Clarissa also needs affection

but the two of them did not notice her, and instead hired a maid to accompany Clarissa, and take care of her

and instead they both busied themselves with work, work, and work every time Clarissa came home to a lonely house she was lonely

but he can understand that his mother also needs to calm down, actually it is not the fault of his father alone but also the parents of Clarissa's father who betrothed her to the mother of Clarissa, who was the father of Clarissa, because his father was told to quickly marry because he could not wait for the boyfriend of his son, so they decided to match him with his best friend's son and it was Clarissa's mother.

the relationship between the two was quite good after they were married because they had never quarreled or argued, the mother who fell in love with her father when they had legally become husband and wife, after the arrival of his father's ex-lover, they had a fight.

*in each sheet by sheet that aury reads there must be a trail of dried tears*

want to continue reading it turns out bi Diana has been calling since earlier

aury ended his reading and wiped away his tears

"nona" dances bi Diana

"yes, just a minute" cried Clarissa

"what's the bi?"tannya

"it's non tuan(father Clarissa) has come home non" said bi Diana

"owh continues"I'm annoyed to remember the original Clarissa diary book

"Loh instead of usually non always happy if the master has come home" asked bi Diana astonished

further

"it used to be bi" I said softly

I don't know why I got so upset with Clarissa's parents

aunt can only be sad to see her nona

"i wasn't expecting it anymore" I said again my tear test fell

(i also don't know maybe this is the reaction of the owner of this body)

"ga may say so non maybe the master is busy working for the future lady so rarely come home non" said bi Diana and hugged me

"don't make me wish for bi" I said in Diana's arms

"no non, definitely the same master mistress is busy non" said bi Diana reassured Clarissa but she was also sad to see her nona sad

"i hope so bi, too, thank you for taking care of Clarissa" I smiled

"iya non"reply bi Diana

"i'm already this afternoon I want to get ready to go to Leo's birthday party" I said let go of her arms bi Diana

"you're not a beautiful dandan well non" he said

"iya bi" I replied fake smile

(bi Diana left the room)

"huuffs...

(while soaking in the bathtub I thought about how the incident Karin ga splashed later)

"i can't pick up a deck in the park" I said

skip finished soaking

"it's time to pick a shirt" I said as I opened the closet

"ehmm wear which one yeah" I thought

"this is it" My disconnect



(I also put on it and apply natural makeup to my face for my curly hair)

"get it pretty too Clarissa's face" I admire

"you've now gone down to the bottom of the farewell to bi Diana" said I also walked downstairs

(below I saw Clarissa's father having dinner and I saw her face startled)

"so beautiful tonight" said bi Diana looking at me from top to bottom

"so the day I usually don't look that pretty" I pretended to frown

"e eh is not it, the days are usually pretty.

I mean the aunt tonight is beautiful more so" said bi Diana explained

"hehe yes bi Clarissa knew it was just a joke" my chuckles

"i'll let me go first" I said walking to the exit yet had time to get out of the house

"where are you going, baby" Clarissa's father said

(as much as I'm surprised in the novel, there's no scene of Clarissa's father asking her where she's going)

"eh that's going to Clarissa's friend's birthday party" I said honestly

"owh yaudah be careful on the street don't come home midnight" Clarissa's father said

"well" My words are short

(asapun went out with the thought of how could the attitude of Clarissa's father change even though seingetku, immediately rose his room and asked Clarissa)

"ah jaudah it may be time again"my inner self

"sir mamaang we go to Leo's house now well" said my smile I also get in the car

(btw last time I went home I already told mamang sir if later tonight would go to Leo's birthday party and had stopped by also buy gifts and gifts that I choose is a watch)

"my own Leo doesn't have a mother" my inner

"and Leo only lives with his father if it's not wrong" I thought

"that's none of my business" I thought

well that's a good idea"I'm smiling happily

further

(still in the car)

"wait for me free food" I said the spirit of mamang sir was just a wonder

skip to the party

(he got out of the car and thanked mamang)

"Clarissa" cried William

"oh hi"how warm I am

"you're beautiful tonight" praised William

"thank you" I said with a smile

"we both go inside" William said

"okay" I replied directly in with William

insides

when I came in I saw everyone staring at us both, and I ignored him I looked around the party so crowded I saw the main store.

that is Karin with Leo to talk and do not forget to Leo's friends Adam and Kenzo

"i wish Leo a happy birthday" I asked William

"Come on" replied William

we stepped towards Leo and once again everyone's gaze looked at us, more precisely at me

"hi happy birthday bro" William said

"thank you" replied Leo

I also approached

"happy birthday. This is for you" I said as I gave Leo a gift

I saw his face looking at me with a view I couldn't guess, but still flat

"thank you" replied Leo briefly

and at a glance I saw Karin's gaze to me, all I saw was a smrik's smile on her face but after that it turned innocent again.

I didn't know the meaning of that smile and then Adam spoke

"oiya Clarissa yesterday I saw you singing under a tree" Adam asked enthusiastically

"the oiya? did you see me but I didn't see anybody yesterday" he said in shock

"how can you see that you close your eyes when you sing" Adam said

"hehehe 😁"chuckles me

"oiya do you want to sing me a song" Leo said

"what did he tell me to sing a song, and then he wanted to talk at length?"his mind was surprised

(and everyone was surprised too but more to my disdain I saw Karin seem to hold back his annoyance)

"e uh yeah of course anything for my little friend" I said, pressing a friend

I saw the faces of everyone again surprised to hear the words I said friends to Leo, oiya people have not yet known that Leo is the same I was friends since childhood

I also headed to the music scene, and took the guitar 🎸 again all there were surprised

"the song I want to sing is the title" I said a little loudly

I also plucked the strings

~five days I missed 🎤🎶

~can't I contact you🎤🎶

~you're with her? 🎤🎶

~as we secret 🎤🎶

~do you have time? hide to meet 🎤🎶

~when you say hello I blushed 🎤🎶

~you praise me for forgetting my anger, because you know best how to be weak will my heart 🎤🎶

~if nothing is certain, which you gave a dream 🎤🎶

~lantas why do I still put my heart? 🎤🎶

~when I know you're bound by the promise of 🎤🎶

~wrong or not? ,don't know🎤🎶

~forget you but I don't want🎤🎶

~must I keep jealousy? 🎤🎶

~when it's not me who has mu🎤🎶

~can't tell you when I don't know? 🎤🎶

~will common sense wake me up 🎤🎶

~realize me...🎤🎶

I also fell silent after singing the song for some reason, like there was a feeling of emptiness

prok prok👏👏(applause everyone)

I also realized and

"thank you" I said

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~nothing wrong I was too blind to not be able to see the pain they gave~

don't forget like guys