Escape Soul Raga
Carrying Wounds
An unexpected event, has made Gheya's life a mess. There was a valley of hell in Gheya neighborhood, having to be patient which one more to pass through. Feeling broken home, not to mention outside the house. That is every episode of Gheya's life, never without tears.
Alone, silent, staring around the cosan. There is a longing incarnate, about talking with both parents. It felt like crying, but tears seemed difficult to vent. Silence is the only way, when the tongue is stuck in the esophagus.
Gheya looked at her phone, wanting to occasionally contact her friend. But what is his heart now filled with unpreparedness, to meet anyone he knows. The unpreparedness referred to here, is about him still looking sad. It could even be said, very sad. Gheya did not want to, raising the question of why.
His heart space was messy, not neatly arranged. It was not that Gheya did not want to eliminate him, yet he was unable to. Gheya wants to be happy once in a while, but it is undeniable that she is very sad.
If you can't survive, it's good to go. This place in the world does not provide the only. As long as Gheya tries, Gheya can run. His soul needs to rest, to be calmer. He needs time alone, until everything feels fine.
If the soul wants to leave, it is impossible for Gheya's body to be silent. Whatever, wherever, and whenever, as long as you don't forget God. Gheya will definitely remain the best.
Gheya traced the ramp up the city hallway. All the sadness events really wanted him to forget. About the school that stuck late, about the house that can not be overcome his longing. But Gheya had three big problems in his head.
After the last encounter with his father and sister, there was still a longing to disturb his heart. Now ears of peace, no commotion. Gheya's right hand had managed to grab the boarding key. After walking, to buy food and drinks.
Not that Gheya was not strong, it seemed that grief did come without being asked. Now he is experiencing social anxiety, so afraid of the crowd. Nor does he know why, that is what he is feeling right now.
A pile of memories kills happiness, there are still influences that scare him. Some circumstances can not adjust, such as what we ask. About the house, which has a sad story. A school that does not get justice.
Now there is no escape of his soul and body, other than the dense city. Gheya seemed to disappear from his comfort zone, choosing his own slump. His little steps led him, to a tavern that sold fried foods. There he works part time (part time).
"Gheya, you serve the buyer first yes. I'm leaving!" said the middle-aged woman.
"Yes ma'am." replied Gheya.
The vehicle passed by in front of his eyes. Now Gheya gives fried food to a middle-aged man, who is with his son. After paying, the man left.
”Why God put me, in this position of worst destiny. Don't ask why Gheya, surely the reason is only one. He knows you are a strong person, or may want to make yourself stronger again.” Inner Gheya.