Ex Wife
16

The sky is still so dark up there because it is still at 03.30 am but it does not make my husband's spirit fade printed clearly if his face is so very happy this morning.

When I was not my eyes, Mas Arman was neat and looked fresh by using a collared shirt with in a mix of Navy jeans looks very handsome and handsome this morning my husband, it was,but still my heart is so painful his pain was like being stabbed by hundreds of daggers when he saw he was so happy to welcome this morning.

..."Does this marriage make you happy?so that your face is so shining this morning".I asked in my heart while still watching him in front of the mirror....

I immediately opened my blanket and got out of our bed, after which I walked towards her who still did not realize that I had woken up from my sleep.

..."Geez Mas, it turns out you're awake even neat, sorry Mas I woke you up too late"....

..."It's okay baby, I see you're so exhausted that I can't bear to wake you up"....

..."I'm leaving right away because my online taxi is already ahead waiting".Say it again while pulling the suitcase and kissing his forehead and I kissed the back of his hand back"....

Without saying anything else Mas Arman went straight out of our room and walked out.When my body immediately collapsed to the floor as if this leg could not support my body, this,my cry also broke out there the tears that I had been holding back immediately plunged freely down my face.

..."Yes, Lord why is still so sick hix..hiks...hiks..katkan lah I o god for the sake of my son only wayang hiks..."....

After shedding my tears, I,I immediately tried to get up while grasping the edge of my bed and after this leg was able to stand upright I went straight into the bathroom to take Wudhu water and perform evening prayers.After performing the two night prayers I immediately spilled all the tightness I felt towards the creator and begged that I could stand on my own feet to raise my child.

I fold the face that I was wearing prayer and then I went out to the room to take water to wash my throat that began to dry because it was too long crying.When I wanted to go back up it was me meeting my only puppet son who is currently staring at me at the end of the stairs.

I walked up the stairs and began to approach her, then suddenly Al immediately scattered into my arms.

..."Mommy...Momy do not cry anymore yes, Momy still has Al who will always be next to Momy and will not leave Momy and Al promises Al will keep Momy hiks.hiks.."....

Hearing the words spoken by my Son suddenly I was immediately shocked.

"Did Al hear and see me in the room?indeed, after Mas Arman came out the door of our room was not so tightly closed, did Al see me cry?".All of those questions were on my mind at this moment after hearing his words just now.

I tried to align my body to be the same as my son and I looked at my son's face which still had tears left there especially his eyes looked very red.

"Al, what did Al see in Momy's room, baby?..".

..."Al, Al saw Papi go?..."...

Al nodded his head....

^^^"Did Al see Momy crying baby?.."^^^

..."I.iya Mi hiks.hiks...hiks.."...

I immediately hugged him tightly because my son's body shook violently because he was currently sobbing.A heart of mother who is not sick to see her son who is only 7 years old must experience all this, he said,I sobbed to hear her crying so bitterly.

..."Al, forgive Momy son, I'm sorry Momy for not being able to give Al a happy and whole family like other children hiks..hiks..."....

My son let go of my embrace and immediately looked at my face and that tiny hand instantly moved wiping away the tears that were dripping down my face.

..."Momy..momy must promise after this Momy should not be sad and cry again, Momy must be happy yes Mom, we achieve Momy's happiness both yes Mom"....

I was really moved to hear my son's words spontaneously I immediately nodded my head.

..."Al, Al want to move out of this house with Momy?.because after this this house will be sold Momy dear so that we can open new sheets again only with Al and Momy, Al want?.."...

^^^"Al will go wherever Mommy goes mom".^^^

I smiled at my son.

..."Then Al want to help Momy clean up Al's personal belongings which Al thinks are important to bring to the new place?.."....

"Yes Mi...Al wants, then Al will settle now yes mom, Al to the room first yes Mom".Said my son who went straight into his room.

While I also went straight into my room because indeed I have made a plan that today Al and I will leave this house and his plan this house will be sold.I want to open the sheet just being with my son and forgetting those bitter memories,and during my divorce proceedings with Mas Arman I was planning on going on vacation to avoid Mas Arman for my divorce to be completed quickly because I was sure Mas Arman would look for us after this.