False Passion (Selfish Marriage)
70. Difficult to Confess

The door in the apartment was not open. Although Benn also had a number password on the door access, but did not want to reduce the sense of comfort for women and their children to live inside. Keep waiting to be opened and hope that Eril has not slept.

"Maybe you're asleep, Benn. Just try to call" the mother looked impatient.

"Eril's phone is often silent mode, ma. I've tried many times but not responded" Benn said.

Twing..!

A soft clanking sound rang out along with the door opening in front of them. A plain and beautiful face in a long nightgown seemed to stand in surprise.

"Ma,,!!" exclaim Eril in disbelief. Surprised by the mother-in-law who came nightly.

The mother-in-law had hugged tightly warmly. Eril hugged back with eyes looking at the silent man a thousand languages were staring at him. Eril admitted that the man was thin.

"Evan's asleep, Ril,?" ask the father-in-law while stepping inside. Observing the contents of a neat and clean apartment.

"Yet, ma. Still playing in the room," answered Eril following the mother-in-law. Not saying hello to Benn at all. And the man also entered the apartment with a shaky step.

Mama Dhona has exited the room carrying Evan around her waist. Success seduces the daughter-in-law to bring the grandchild because of the passionate longing. Also because of the meaning being covered. And now it's getting ready to go out with Evan.

"Benn, mama first, yeah. Your father can't wait to talk to Evan, Ril. Mama was told to go back and forth to minjem Evan with you. But your husband always said he was busy" mama Donha assured. While pointing at Benn with his index finger.

"Yes, ma," said Eril grimly after kissing Evan many times.

"Mama bring Evan. Assalamu'alaikum,!" the mother had opened the door and completely exited the unit Benn had bought for Eril.

"Wa'alaikumsalam," said Eril and Benn simultaneously. And the two are looking at each other.

"Ril," call Benn quivering. Can't stand being ignored by his wife.

The woman who was very eager to be found had been grabbed and held tightly. Eril also hugged back warmly, but not quite as much as Benn's embrace of her.

"Are you comfortable living here,?" benn asked softly in a hoarse voice. Feeling the head held in the chest move nodded.

"Don't you feel lonely,?" ask Benn again. The head shook.

"There's Evan with me" Eril replied later.

The answer that made Benn's chest felt rather narrow and disappointed.

"Ril, I'm staying here tonight. I want to sleep with you" Benn said softly over Eril's head. The head nodded. Benn felt so happy, Eril did not mind.

Eril according to when Benn brought her to the room. Slumped and hugged tightly back. Benn did not hold still, but kissed the hair and head with dissatisfaction. Like a very longing because it has not met for centuries.

The beautiful lips were also so stiff and bland in response. Not worth Benn full of passion and passion. Eril didn't compensate for anything Benn tried to touch him.

"Eril, why did you ignore me for so long? You still don't accept me now? What's my fault, Ril,?" Benn has been quiet and may feel frustrated. His hands hugged his wife back. It suddenly felt trepidation to honestly say that important thing to Eril.

"Ril, tell me why you're cold to me? Don't shut up, Ril. Don't you feel sorry for me? Only you I trust. If you leave me, this useless man will be alone, Ril," Benn said in a pitiful voice.

"Benn, I'm sorry," Eril responded.

"What's wrong with you, Ril,?" ask Benn.

"Actually, I've been having bad dreams lately" Eril said.

"Nightmare? What is it, Ril,?" ask Benn. Hugged Eril tighter.

"The dream is always the same. A man without a face who suddenly comes and confesses that he is the real father of Evan. And that man raped me and got me pregnant, Benn,!" Eril said anxiously. It was very obvious that the dream had an effect on him. Benn was speechless with an uncertain feeling.

"You know, Benn. This is so weird. Although the man who comes in every dream never shows his face, but in my mind while dreaming, that man is you. That man's voice is yours, Benn. I'm sorry."

"So every time I look at you, I remember that dream. My heart is in pain. But I realized you had nothing to do. But my heart hurts every time I see you. I can't cover it up, Benn. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to accuse you" Eril said. The woman turned around, turned her back on Benn. Didn't want to linger seeing the man behind her.

Eril who slept on her side and turned her back to Benn, did not know that the man behind her beautiful back was having trouble breathing with watery eyes. And it is difficult to move like a hanger because the words are like skinning.

Really made Benn's guts to honestly shrivel. Marasa was afraid that Eril would actually get further away. Not wanting to be lost and left behind, Benn temporarily undoes his intentions..

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Benn had been sliding so fast that morning. After a night of staying at Eril's place and willingly sleeping apart. I don't want to leave my wife alone. Although Eril looked uncomfortable, Benn insisted on accompanying. Eril slept comfortably in the room, while Benn slept narrowly on the sofa. Also chose not to sleep in Evan's empty room.

"How many days are the results coming out, ma,?" ask Benn to his mom. They just went to the recommended genetics specialist clinic in Jakarta.

"So you picked a blood sample, right,? Yes not long, tomorrow morning the results came out. I can't wait, Benn. Curious, deg-deg chest mom, Benn." Mama Dhona while kissing the sleepy Evan in the lap.

"The wound is clear, ma? Poor thing, but he didn't feel right being taken, did he,?" ask Benn while stroking Evan's hair full of affection. Those little eyes had completely slept again. Evan just finished off a piece of cake and a box of instant milk.

"Nothing is, Benn. It's just a little red, like being bitten by ants. Mama was afraid too, later Eril was suspicious," explained the mother with relief.

"I can't wait for the results, too, ma. If Evan proves to be my son, tomorrow I'll come back to the apartment. I will confess my sin to Eril. Whatever my wife's response, let it be a risk I must bear, ma'am" Benn said with all his determination.

" Yes, Benn. Mama supports. Whatever lab results tomorrow, you have to be honest. Eril deserves to know the truth. It's great anyway, Benn. He has dreams, God has coded him. But you don't flinch, Benn. The above also gives you the same path. After all, Eril was very fond of his son. He'll still be sorry for you for Evan. Evan needs a father who admits it. The spirit is yes, Benn," said mama Dhona cheering the son.