
Days change weeks , weeks change months , Galih and I don't communicate anymore. We were like strangers who never had feelings for each other.
I worked as usual before he was, never thinking about the feelings that made me sick like yesterday. Now I feel calmer, though in my heart I am still fascinated, and admire him.
Even so, he began to reconcile with the reality of being betrothed to Yeselin. Because as a sign of gratitude for helping his father. Even though what he lived was contrary to what he felt , namely being with Me.
Ever since I decided to stay away from her, I never talked to her intimately again.
Sometimes I talk to him just employees and bosses, nothing more.
One day at the office, Yeselin called the employees in the lobby.
" For the employees, OB who works here please everyone gather for a while. " Say Yeselin.
I, Dewi , another OB friend & employee gathered there.
" Dengerin well, next week me and Galih will be engaged. For those who want to come please 'cause we both want to share the happiness with you all. " Continue Yeselin with a smile of happiness on his face.
I was surprised by what was announced by Yeselin, because all I knew was that Galih wanted to fight for me. But I pretend to smile behind this pain.
But not long before Galih came.
" Yeselin, what do you mean you have employees here. " Galih said, but his eyes were on me.
" Dear, I want your employees to know that we're engaged. And I also invited 'em all right. " Hugging Galih.
" But not even Yeselin. Everyone broke up and went back to work. " With a little emotion, dragging the hand of Yeselin to go up in his room.
Me and the Goddess went to the backyard, I sat there with tears that wanted to start falling.
" Yazwa !!! You have started to bury your feelings for her. Don't you bother him anymore. " Tell the Goddess calms me down.
" But dew, you also know that I have stayed away from him, but this heart has not fully accepted. " I answered with tears.
But soon after, Galih came to see me.
" Dewi , please let me talk to Nazwa. "
The Goddess went into the office, while I was still sitting here.
" Why did you come here, and later on, Yeselin scolded me?. " I asked without looking at him.
" Please forgive me, but be honest in the depths of my heart. I still want you. " Next again.
I was silent to hear all of his explanations.
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I did not answer his apology until Galih bowed before me.
" Please Galih, don't do that. I don't want to be seen by others. I'm sorry for you. But I'm really disappointed 'cause you can't fight for how you feel about me. What I wanted and what I had been waiting for all this time was in vain, if everything still ended like this. " Answer.
I left Galih there alone. But what I don't know, it turns out that Yeselin saw me from the room above.
When I got to the kitchen and sat there. Suddenly Yeselin approached me with emotion.
" Hey, it turns out Lo and Galih have a relationship behind me? It's fair Galih, always against this matchmaking is the same to me and it's all because of Lo. You snatch girl!!!
Now Lo jauhin Galih, and Lo can't meet again with Galih. Know it!!! " Take Yeselin angry at me.
Yeselin left the kitchen and I could only cry there alone. And I don't know what to do now.
When I was crying, the Goddess approached me again.
" Why are you? " Tell the Goddess.
But I don't want to answer it, and I don't want Dewi to know that Yeselin came to scold me.
But the silence of me, the Goddess also knows all that because of Galih. The goddess just hugged me, calmed me down, until I calmed down.
" In a moment the working hours end , you are here well calm yourself first. I did my job first, Dad. " Say Goddess.
The goddess went outside the kitchen, and continued her work first.
But I'm still thinking about everything that happened today, until I think something.
I changed my clothes, and I'm going home to Bu Hilda first. For reasons of sudden need.
I got out of the office and headed for the bus stop. After a few minutes later, I asked the bus driver to stop.I got out of the bus, and I arrived at the place I had been with Galih last time.
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