
Episode 40/Don't Force Me To Choose.
Tonight they passed by quietly, well until they were already inside the apartment, not a single word of speech was spoken. Moreover, Alice, she felt very stupid, why she was so rash in important matters, maybe she did not understand the real code.
Mr. Fardi who understood if Alice was blaming herself, he did not go to sleep immediately, but sat back down, when he saw Alice had returned from the restroom, she asked Alice to come closer and sit next to her.
Somehow his heart felt the need for the important thing he would say to Alice, no longer a matter of work, but the feeling of a man to a woman, is it possible that Mr. Fardi fell in love with his own enemy? It's hard to believe, but how else, that's the truth.
Her little heart can never lie, as much as she can tell if she does, protecting Alice from all the enemies that lurk, there must be another, much stronger reason that made him do it all.
"Do I have to do anything else for you?" alice asked, the look on the face of sadness that she gave.
'Why with Alice? Is it possible that he is upset about all this? However, it is impossible. It was impossible to just get upset over that simple matter, she was not a weak girl, did Alice have any other problems?' thought Mr. Fardi who felt strange since Alice locked herself in the bathroom until more than thirty minutes had passed.
Mr. Fardi continued to feel anxious, since then he saw Alice become a different figure, no more chatty words that he heard and it was clear that it would be very painful for him, he said, there will be at least some remorse in Mr. Fardi's chest.
But it is impossible if only the problems that occur in the park, as a detective he should have understood about this danger, and an early klu if Alice wants to make it through her first simulation.
"Alice," called Mr. Fardi softly, he was worried when the girl in front of him suddenly became cold and did not say much.
"Hmm," said Alice, she only turned a moment to Mr. Fardi, after which she turned her face back from Mr. Fardi and stared blankly in the other direction.
"Are you in trouble, Alice? Tell me, I will be a good listener to you" said Mr. Fardi, a smile he would rarely give to a woman, a sincere smile that had been for a very long time was nowhere to be seen on the face of this handsome man.
"Not necessary, I'm fine. You'd better get some sleep, you need some rest." Alice advised.
When Alice tried to leave Mr. Fardi, that's when his hand was held. Alice looked back and saw that Mr. Fardi was reluctant to let her go.
"Why? Is there anything you want?" ask Alice.
"Hmm, now I'm hungry again. Please make me chicken porridge like this morning," said Mr. Fardi who made Alice's forehead wrinkled in wonder.
He was just not sure if only asking for chicken porridge, surely Mr. Fardi wanted to know all the reasons behind his silence.
"For no tonight, all the ingredients are up. It's too late to eat, I think you're very healthy, but it's not. Never mind, I'm very sleepy. Tomorrow, I still have to go to college" said Alice, releasing the hand of Mr. Fardi and passing to the long sofa at the end there.
Alice, who had covered her face with a thin blanket, did not give any answer, but then Mr. Fardi stood up and approached the long sofa where Alice laid his body very tired.
Without saying a word, he immediately lifted the light body, and carried it to the bed. Alice seemed frozen with the gaze given by Mr. Fardi, for some reason he seemed to have no energy to push the sturdy body, because with courage he even carried without asking permission first.
Mr. Fardi put Alice's body on a soft bed, and passed away leaving her. He did not do anything, but the strange vibrations he felt could not be lied to. And he also did not want to do that beyond the limits when he was with Alice, lying once if he did not feel any strange vibrations in his body, he said, he has become a grown man and will definitely want it all, but not by harassing Alice.
It feels too guilty if Mr. Fardi did all the things ordered by his lust, and instead made a fatal mistake.
'Why can't I withstand all this turmoil? All this time, I could. Is it possible that my worry for the poor girl is not just a sense of revenge, but there is a feeling of heart that comes along?' inward Mr. Fardi, he tried to close his eyes to dispel all the turmoil of lust that spread throughout his body.
But who would have thought that the girl who tried to forget, even approached him and sat down before him. Mr. Fardi just pretended to close his eyes, he did not want to do something that was free in his heart.
"Alice!" she said when the girl approached her face.
Though he was very tired to withstand all the turmoil in his body, but when the girl he tried to avoid even more sassy approached, making it seem like his lust needs to be channeled.
"Why?" ask Alice. He stared at the man hiding behind his sleep.
Mr. Fardi is still pretending to stay asleep, he does not want to do anything forbidden. And it's possible that Alice will willingly say all the turbulent things in her mind.
"Is this what has to happen?" he said, a sad look when he saw the face of a handsome man who was in front of him.
'What really happened, Alice? Why are you even making me more anxious, don't make my heart become like this. Tell me what has happened, Mr. Fardi's mind as if hoping that Alice will say ambiguous words.
"There's no way I'm being asked to choose, while it's a very difficult choice. How could I possibly live a quiet life by obliterating you? I can't ..." said Alice.
Mr. Fardi was shocked by the words he heard, what could be why Alice kept locking herself inside the bathroom and became silent. Did he know that important secret?
"Do it if you have to!" mr. Fardi opened his eyes and stared softly at Alice.
"I can't, never will. Choosing between the two options was very difficult," Alice softened with tears.
Mr. Fardi who could not see the beautiful face was crying, he sat up and hugged Alice's body tightly with all his soul.