Feng Ru Ai's
Chapter 5
"Why are you so long?" Tegur crown prince Rui when he saw his best friend had just entered his study room with a difficult facial expression for crown prince Rui artikan.
"She.., in-a. she's the young lady we've been looking for" Yong said.
"What do you mean?" Crown Prince Rui's question was clueless with his best friend's extremely puzzling remark.
"She's the young lady we've been looking for!" Press Yong was very clearly caught in the ear of the crown prince Rui.
"She's the young lady who helped us out of danger a few months ago. She is the youngest daughter of the great general Feng Hongli whom we should have protected from criminals since the incident where she saved us during the welcoming party and the tribute to the top brass of the military who managed to win the southern border against the YongXi kingdom" Yong explained without pause
Crown Prince Rui was stunned, his heart seemed to stop beating right now. Yong's explanation was shocking, which made it hard for crown prince Rui to believe that fate would bring them together easily.
The young miss who saved his life turned out to be so close to him, though, the young lady whom he did not know her name but had clearly engraved her ayu and beautiful face in his heart and every memory in the memory he had stored turned out to be very close to him without him noticing.
The young miss who managed to steal his attention, the young lady who managed to fill all his thoughts since a few months ago since he was rumored to have disappeared without a trace, was in fact only a few meters away from his hiding place. Why are they so foolish as to search all the far places, when in fact they are only a few meters apart. Its existence was very close, but they never thought of searching for its existence in a place closest to their territory.
It is fitting that he feels female and is no stranger to the young lady, because in fact it is the young lady of the goddess of salvation that they have been looking for.
"Then what plan will you take, your majesty? On the way back here, I got word that General Holing had met the emperor's majesty to ask for help for the safety of young miss Feng as an eyewitness who witnessed the events a few months ago" added Yong who made the crown prince Rui immediately glanced at him quickly.
"Let it be, with the father also intervening to protect young miss Feng, it means that it will be less and less reproachful for them to harm young miss Feng" replied the crown prince Rui
"What about our existence? We have so far survived and gone into hiding to gather evidence - evidence of their crimes. Will all this end in vain by meddling with the emperor's majesty?" Yong asked in despair as he imagined their efforts would lead to futility.
"You don't need to worry, as long as young miss Feng is silent about our unexpected encounter today, no one will know of our whereabouts. The proof has even been months and months of time passed, but the kingdom has not been able to find our existence. Our status is still declared lost, and it could be that over time our existence begins to erode with the assumption of many people that we are gone" the pause of crown prince Rui took a breath "with the news that we are gone, will it not be in our best interest to arrest the traitors who want to overthrow the father and usurp the throne of Ben gong? We just need to wait for the right time, before carrying out the plan of throwing one stone and knocking out two enemies at once" added the crown prince Rui not forgetting a cruel grin.
"May what you say be true" Yong replied with a slightly relieved look on his face.
"Ah, before you leave, Ben gong wants to ask you for information regarding General Holing's youngest daughter, Ben gong is so curious about young miss Feng" the word crown prince Rui unexpectedly made his best friend Yong gawk in disbelief.
How can this complicated situation they face, his best friend can think of a sense of attraction to a young lady? It was very difficult for Yong to believe that the magical young man who was the same age as him was his best friend and master.
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After the young man who drove her home to the Feng family residence, Ai just kept her head down and watched the path that she passed.
His mind was currently raging and wandering somewhere. What he experienced was so complicated and confusing. He needs a grip, he needs a backrest. The burden this time was so heavy, Ai was unable to bear it herself. He needs a friend who can help him and give him a solution out of the impasse he faces, he needs someone who is able to accompany him out of a strange place and he does not know now.
But who will help him, help him, guide or accompany him? Forever Ai is alone. Alone against pain, alone against fatigue, alone against despair, alone rise from prolonged adversity and suffering.
His life was always gloomy, there was only darkness that always accompanied his footsteps. No one who helps him can escape, except by trying himself to find answers without having to wait for a miracle that has not been sure to come a second time.
Honey, even though Ai is determined to find answers to her existence in a foreign place that feels familiar in her heart, he also needs a persuasion to make it easier for him to find reasons why his existence can be thrown in the time and time he does not know.
When Ai tried to think about where he would get a clue, his steps suddenly stopped when the path that he then turned dark. Ai then looked up and raised her face, she looked at the view of the Feng family's beautiful backyard slowly covered by a black object that seemed - would lock Ai in the dark room.
Ai ran in panic, she felt around him because in the room there was absolutely no lighting. Ai heartily stepped quickly with her hands outstretched forward in anticipation if she just hit something in front of her.
His body trembled violently, his cries instantly breaking out when facing despair. Ai did not know, what mistakes he had made in the past or in his time, why do complicated and confusing problems always come to him?
Ai was sitting limply on the dark floor surface, she bent her knees and hugged him tightly. His swollen face he buried on the sidelines - between his arms. He is alone now. Alone in a dark room and feeling very scared.
Will he be trapped in that dark, empty room alone? Was his loneliness in the future not enough so that fate made him himself in a dark, empty room and gave a tremor of fear to him? If her life would be so empty and sad, why did Ai have to live in the world from the beginning?
Thoughts and questions - those questions kept spinning in Ai's head which was like a broken cassette. His violently trembling body slowly began to stop, but not with his cries. Isakan Ai stopped for a moment when suddenly the voice behind the darkness echoed.
"Why are you crying?"
Ai looked up and raised her face, she had just heard someone ask her but all Ai got was the darkness surrounding her.
"Si.what's there?" Ask Ai with a hoarse voice.
"You don't need to know me, I'm here with you for just a moment" he replied.
"Why?" Ask Ai
"Why did you just accompany me for a moment? Can't you keep me company for a long time? I-I, I hate and fear being alone" I Ai wiped her tears.
"I cannot accompany you for a long time, for we are in a different world and dimension. In short I don't have a form like you" he explained
"My existence is here only to tell you the reason why you were able to be thrown in the Ming dynasty of Ming Kingdom MingQi. Maybe you're confused, but you're destined to be here. Your life is entirely here, Ming dynasties, in MingQi Kingdom and in Feng's distinguished and distinguished family.
There is no specific reason for your existence here, because in fact your heart prefers to go back in time than when you were supposed to be.
Your own heart that asks to be brought to the past, your own heart that asks to return is destined to tread the land that you are very difficult to forget in memory before your soul incarnates in the next life.
You asked me to come back here yourself, and therefore, I granted your request. A very difficult and conditional request that when you return there is no way for you to return to the future. This is the consequence of the greatest desire hidden in your heart.
Now this is your real life, enjoy your life now that you have no choice but to enjoy your determination and destiny. Take it easy, I'll give you some of your past memories. It might hurt a lot, but believe me, this memory of yours will help you live your life in the future" he explained at length.
Ai did not know what to say, she was so shocked by the fact she heard. Just as he was about to file a protest of his unreality stuck in the past, a bright light first grabbed his consciousness.
The light tried to break through her tiny body, the heat, pain and indisputable pain that Ai felt. Unable to endure the pain, Ai screamed in pain and after that, dark and cold began to greet her.
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TB
10 October 2019