First Love Duda
Past Times

Baby and Adry sit on the beach, staring at some sand sand that hits their footwear. Both Baby and Adry equally enjoy the beach air mixed with the heat of the sun. Saw some tourists passing by.

"I remember your mother first" was the first sentence after twenty minutes of silence.

Adry's lips rose at a glance, very very sweet.

"You know, your dad used to be with your mom sitting here waiting for the sun to come back to where it belongs" Adry repeated the memory of her time, as she, Alan and Pandu peek at Baskara and Miss who are sitting on the beach.

"Mama's great-grandfather" Baby smiled faintly

"Bali became a witness to your father revealing his feelings"

Hearing that Baby smiled "and now Bali also witnesses her son's real feelings" Baby put his head on Adry's shoulder, and the old man did not refuse it

"I wonder first, how your mama can like your papa. Though__" again Adry laughs at the end of the word "Your father is the same as you do"

Baby raised his head then pouted, he looked at Adry with a cruel look

"Om, Om think my behavior is similar to papa?" Baby Shouts

"I'm not saying it's similar, but it's the same" Adry corrected

"Different"

"It's different "Adry mangosteen mangosteen "more calm papa mu little"

Baby mendegus "Om his intention ngajak me to the beach want to make me seneng what makes sprain anyway, wonder deh" sungutu

Adry pulled the corner of the lips, staring at the group of tourists who play on the beach, also there are jet skiing, and banana boat. Adry's eyes followed the child who was walking hand in hand with his parents.

"Oh yes Om, I was curious from yesterday" Baby threw the sand in front, so that the sand was hit by the wind, it might enter the eyes of visitors.

"Why is Om called Adry?"

Adry looked at Baby, playing his eyes right and left.

"I will be in the Asian business world, so many other entrepreneurs named Rama" he said "i was first called Adry by my business partner from Malaysia"

Baby nods understanding "papa often nyeriain Om Rama" Baby said finally

This wetting if one heard people would be like, an Uncle who had just first met his nephew. But for both of these discussions like directing the relationship to a more serious level.

"Oh yeah, what story?"

"Well, that's it" Baby looked ahead, a bit hesitant to discuss the words of papa and Mama. Moreover, they often quarrel because Miss often put suspicion on Baskara. And the cause of his quarrel was Adry's late wife.

"Om, dong's story about Om's wife first"

Upon hearing Baby's request, Adry's face turned sad. His eyes were not as sharp as before, even he almost lowered his head, but turned to draw a smile as three gusts of his breath.

"My wife used to be your papa's ex-boyfriend" Adry explained. "I'm just changing your papa's position to take care of him"

Baby waited for Adry to continue, but until the fifth minute, Adry did not speak or the story was over there

"Is that all right?" Ask Baby to make sure

"What should it be all along?"

"Gue kananya, a story about Om's wife first, why short, it's not about Om's wife but Om's meeting"

"Oh my meeting with the wife" Adry glared far ahead "your father used to introduce my wife to his friend's friend"

"I've explained everything"

"But not that, ah know gah, talking the same oom oom emang different" he said

"Ha ha ha" Adry laughed widely, almost even let out his tears "So I have to tell you at length about my meeting until my separation, is that it?"

"Yes not that either, it means more detail" replied Baby still grumbling annoyed

"That can tell as detailed and complete as it was just Asih" Adry said next

"Oh student Mama who wrote her love story?"

Adry did not reply, his eyes focused forward and then closed his eyes for so long. Either the old man was enjoying the sunshine or was imagining about his wife who he almost missed every night.

"Om Adry, Om you know. I really want to be reborn in his era Om is still young, so someone in Om's travel story" said Baby honestly.

Adry was silent for a moment, he looked at Baby's face from the side. Looked at him closer.

"Don't, you'll be the victim of Om Alan's seduction"

Baby laughs while hitting Adry's arm with a small "if Om, Om want to repeat the time fitting what?"

Adry looked at Baby, smiled briefly and looked towards the front, looking at the cluster of white clouds moving towards the sun.

"I want to be born in your day, as a person who has no past with your father" said Adry

"Emmm what yes" Adry cleared his throat "maybe I want to get to know my wife early"

The sentence is not entirely a lie, but believe me even though only the sentence is intended for people who have died but Baby feels sliced in the heart.

The fact that the widower of one child has not completely forgotten his late wife makes Baby can only swallow saliva.

Baby stands as a closure from his disappointment.

"Remove yuk Om, my laper" he said he had already left Adry

Adry was still staring at Baby's small back away from his sitting position. He repeatedly said sorry, sorry for being dishonest about his feelings, sorry not as brave as Baby, sorry for not forgetting what Baby asked to forget.

"Omm" call Baby from the end knowing Adry is still sitting back

"Gue knows the heck, Am part of the people of Indonesia who are santuy, but can be no more cool do not be relaxed, already scorched me" said Baby to make Adry stand

Adry quickly followed, standing behind Baby and staring at the girl's back.

**

In the afternoon, Baby goods left at the hotel have been taken by Adry. Also, they are now traveling Bali - Jakarta. Do not be surprised, Adry is not entirely happy to travel by plane, he is more comfortable traveling by car.

In the car Baby just fell asleep, waiting for Adry to stop or wake him up. Moments later Baby senses the car is no longer running, he opens his eyes and sees Adry sitting blankly staring ahead.

Doubtfully Baby let go of his seatbealt, he got out of the car and walked heartily towards Adry.

Adry stood there, in the grave of his late wife with a flower. His eyes were blank, he looked at her with a pushy look. Baby was unable to step again, he stopped a few meters from Adry's position. Waiting for the man to realize his existence.

"Sil" said Adry's voice but Baby could be caught from a distance

Adry sighed heavily, turning around, he stood fixated as he saw Baby standing a few meters away from him.

Is loving this hard? Is wanting to be loved by someone we love always this painful?