First Love the CEO
Guilt

Hearing Yolla's words, Sontak Gita immediately sat down and opened his blanket.

"Why, La? How did you suddenly come back?!" gita asked with her eyes still moist, even her cheeks were still wet.

"Papa asked me to come home because they wanted to celebrate their anniversary on a cruise ship, so Papa asked me to take care of his company, Git," Yolla said, looking down.

Gita just took a long breath.

"You want, Git? Please?" please Yolla looked at Gita expectantly.

"Yes, you've come home, La. I'm fine here alone," said Gita smiling as she wiped her still wet cheeks.

"But what if you're working again, Git?" ask Yolla.

"Come, La. But obviously I can't go back there right now, I'm really not ready, La."

"Gue call Papa, please. I just want to say I can't go home."

Gita immediately pulled Yolla's hand, who wanted to get out of bed.

"No, La. Lo go home, I'm really okay," said Gita smiled, "later I want to find a nanny for them, I also do not want to keep ngerepotin Kenzo, La. He's been too good all this time with me, I don't want to continue to love him hope that I myself do not know if I can realize Kenzo's hope or not," complained Gita.

"You mean, Git?" yolla asked not to understand.

"Kenzo has always felt the same way, La. He wants to marry me, but I haven't answered until now. In my heart there is still him, La," said Gita with her tears flowing.

Yolla hugged him, "Gue tau, Git. I know your feelings for Zico will never go away, because he is your first love. Moreover, there is Zayn whose face looks very similar to Zico, must be difficult for you lupain Zico. But you have to give me the same exact answer Kenzo if you can't accept him in your heart, Git. Don't keep hanging like that, kill him," Yolla added.

"But I'm afraid he's mad at me, La," said Gita.

"No! I'm sure he won't be angry with you, let alone you know for yourself how cute and unfortunately he's the same Zefa, he won't be able to if you don't meet Zefa, Git."

Gita was just silently pondering Yolla's words. It is true what Yolla said, Kenzo was very fond of the children of Gita, especially Zepha, because Zepha who was always spoiled to him, in contrast to Zayn who was difficult to approach. However, Kenzo still loves Zayn, always giving Zayn what he asks of Gita, when Gita does not comply.

"Lo really is okay if I stay back to Indo?" ask Yolla again. He was very worried about Gita and her children, especially he was very fond of the twins Zayn and Zefa, it was hard to imagine a day without anyone calling him mother.

"Yes, La. It's okay, really," said Gita reviewed her smile.

With a heavy heart Yolla returned to Indonesia without the Gita. Yolla leaves Gita to Mike and Kenzo. But Gita chose to keep her distance from Kenzo now, she did not want to continue to give Kenzo empty hope. He even chose to pay a nanny to look after the twins Zayn and Zefa.

***

A month had passed since Yolla's return.

Gita, who has been with Yolla for the past few years, begins to feel lonely, especially if she also limits herself to meeting Kenzo, he meets Kenzo only if Zefa is on a rampage to meet Kenzo as he is today.

"Why, Honey?" ask Gita softly.

"Leca kangen cama Uncle Ken," Zefa said suddenly. How not to miss Kenzo? Kenzo, who had been there for Zepha, had not seen each other for the past month. Of course Zefa was feeling homesick.

"Kok Zefa hasn't slept, son?" tanya Gita tries to shift the topic so Zefa forgets Kenzo.

"Leca wants to be read a fairy tale by Uncle Ken," Zefa lamented.

"Just like Mommy, huh? Uncle Ken's busy, son," persuaded Gita.

"Mommy lied!" cebik Zefa while folding both hands in front of the chest while pursing his lips.

"Really, Honey. Mommy doesn't lie" Gita assured Zefa.

"Yahoooo!!! Mommy lied!!! Anyway Jepa wants to see Uncle Keeen!!!" zefa cried loudly.

Gita was just speechless, confused as to what other way to persuade her. The cool Zayn follows Zefa to her Mommy room.

"Zephas! Quiet down!" zayn joked to his sister. Instead of being silent, Zefa's cry became even more because it was jolted by her brother.

"Zayn, you can't snap at your sister like that, son," Gita told her handsome son.

"So she's so whiny, Mom. I don't like it when he's that whiny. Even at school he often cried, just because he was ridiculed not having a Daddy only he cried! I feel sorry for Ms. Anne who every day had to persuade him while crying," said Zayn at length with her frown. This time he complained to his mother about his sister who cried a lot at school.

Hearing Zayn's words made Gita's tears instantly slide down her cheeks. How not? As long as hearing about her son being ridiculed did not have a daddy, it made her heart look like it was sliced. He feels guilty for his children because his decision to leave Zico makes them unable to feel the affection of a biological father from the baby until now.

"Mommy ... Mommy why are you crying?" said Zayn who felt guilty seeing his mommy cry, he wiped away the tears that soaked his mommy pretty face. Even Zefa who was crying loudly immediately stopped her crying and looked at the crying mommy sobbing. They both hugged Gita.

"Mom, Mommy don't cry, Jepa apologizes, Jepa doesn't want to cry anymore, Mom," said her little daughter, whose face was still wet with tears.

Being hugged like that makes Gita feel the affection of both of them and makes her feel even more guilty towards her children.

When Gita was hugging her children, Gita's phone rang, apparently there was a call from Yolla. Soon she wiped her tears and tried to catch her breath slowly.

"Hi, La!" gita replied in a Gita voice that still sounded like people were crying.

(Lo why, Git? You're crying, huh?) yolla asked worried about her phone call.

"Hmmm? No, La," said Gita.

(Git! You come back here? I have managed to take the recording from the hands of Si Mak Lampir. You must have missed him, right?) take Yolla suddenly.